Chapter 698

In the room,

Feng Baobao sat on the bed with her knees in her arms and looked at the falling moon outside the window. When the two people in the downstairs living room returned to the room, they finally whispered to themselves:

"What kind of position, what kind of things to think about, and being a spectator most of the time, is this his way of life..."

"It seems that it's very simple..."

Feng Baobao's school was not the same as today's school.

Although reading and reading is the foundation at all times, and there was not the same examination link in those years, the purpose of reading is more... Not only for that examination paper, but also for a better job.

After all, she was a girl. In those years, even if she read books, she wouldn't have a big way out. Moreover, even if she had some spare money, most people wouldn't choose to send their daughter to study.

Because,

In the eyes of ordinary people, a woman's way out is to marry a good family, read and write... It is a business destined to lose money.

Therefore, unless a rich family has a lot of money or a scholarly family, it is difficult to see girls in the so-called private schools. Although society was no longer as old-fashioned as it used to be, the idea that "women's reading is useless" still existed in people's minds for a long time.

Moreover, there were some differences between schools and private schools at that time.

At Feng Yao's insistence, Feng Baobao chose to study in the village's private school. The content of his study was not the advanced culture of the county school, but the books and scriptures that were abolished not long ago but not fully implemented.

Feng Yao was not like some ordinary people at that time. When Feng Baobao was a certain age, she asked her to go to higher primary school, middle school and university.

On the contrary, he has always just asked Feng Baobao to stay in the village and learn knowledge from the private school. The content has always been just something belonging to the land under his feet.

So,

Even after reading books for many years, Feng Baobao did not know so much about other disciplines that had just sprung up in that year. The only thing he knew was the land under his feet and the literary ideas bred on this land.

And because the old man in the village is a "Lao Zhuang" and highly praises the Taoist ideas and literary works in ancient times, Feng Baobao's best understanding of the Taoist things taught by the private school is also compared with other schools of thought and culture in ancient times.

Moderation

Although this book is regarded as a Confucian classic, it is not only Confucianism that put forward this theory in ancient times. Like Taoism, it also has its own unique doctrine of the mean.

What Liu Xiaojiang said just now in the downstairs living room is undoubtedly like the Taoist idea of conforming to nature in Feng Baobao's view.

He clearly knows the key to human problems, but he always sits there and lets problems ferment;

He will only be forced to take action when human beings want to save themselves or threaten themselves, and after taking action, he always wants to return the right of choice to human beings. This is not a Taoist way of living that conforms to heaven and nature... What can it be?

Unfortunately,

Although Feng Baobao can understand Liu Xiaojiang's meaning, he can also see how the other party lives,

But although Liu Xiaojiang's "demonstration" made this method seem very simple, in fact, if she really applied this attitude to others, it would obviously make her feel from the bottom of her heart that it is difficult to copy this method.

After all, not everyone can be like Liu Xiaojiang, who has a strong power but never takes the initiative to use it, nor can anyone be like Liu Xiaojiang, who can care about nothing except himself and the people around him. It has almost become an old practice of "pure heart and few desires".

Feng Baobao feels that if he was not so special, or if he was in such a state to pursue things, if there was no truth, it would be difficult for people to let go. Maybe it would not be difficult to gradually learn his special way of life around Liu Xiaojiang.

But now,

After learning about her life experience and finding back the memory of that year, she couldn't care about anything as before. It was impossible to forget her life in the small mountain village, let alone the sacrifice Feng Yao made to keep herself alive.

Although Feng Baobao doesn't know the specific details of her own resurrection and longevity, considering some of the things she learned about that year with the help of Zhang Chulan in recent times, it's not difficult for her to guess that her life must have a significant relationship with baqiji and the chaos of Jiashen.

And if

It is indeed because of their own resurrection, their own longevity and way of existence, which directly led to the emergence of eight wonders and the sacrifice of many innocent people in the Jiashen rebellion. What are the costs in unknown places?

Feng Baobao's calmness in front of Liu Xiaojiang is undoubtedly deliberately pretended by herself. The truth of the matter and the influence of her life experience in that year are far from as indifferent as they seem.

After all, in the final analysis, she was just a little girl in her early twenties. If other normal people knew that she had done nothing, she had killed countless lives in the world. Even if she didn't go crazy at that time, she was probably tortured.

A simple girl who has almost never experienced any major events, suddenly encountered an accident and died. When she closed her eyes and opened them again... She found that she was carrying many lives, and there were no relatives left in those years.

Can this kind of thing be said to be the past?

Feng Baobao has spent a lot of books in the village. Although she knows what "the ignorant is innocent", how can a girl who is really knowledgeable and reasonable convince herself that "the ignorant is innocent"?

Can an unknown innocent be worth so many innocent lives?

It's impossible!

When Petrina Fung was a temporary worker, although he looked very foolish under the guidance of Xu family, he even said that he had buried the shovel with his words. But after all, it was not a real Petrina Fung. It was just a tool that was born in the company without his own thoughts.

Feng Baobao herself is a girl who knows books and reason, has no personnel, and is quite kind and simple in mind.

How can a person like her live with a sentence of innocence when she knows that her own existence is the best proof of the sins of that year?

In addition,

And because he didn't know exactly what Feng Yao had done,

In addition to suspecting that she had killed many innocent people, she was even suspecting that she had killed her ordinary father. The guilt and guilt in her heart almost overwhelmed her.

Live

Live with the truth

This is no different from an extremely cruel torture to her!

So,

The reason why Feng Baobao wants to stay with Liu Xiaojiang is not to learn his way of life so that he can live safely in the future.

But

In order to find a chance to find out the truth that he could live a long life, he wants to confirm which innocent lives he killed, and then... Do his best to make up for their descendants!

Even if you take your meaningless life!

Atonement, too!

However, she clearly knew Liu Xiaojiang's character and understood that the other party could not let herself do so, so she showed not too calm in front of the other party, and even cautiously put forward a reasonable explanation of "being very confused and trying to find a statement suitable for herself".

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Late at night,

Liu Xiaojiang lay on the bed and looked at the exhausted Er Zhuang who had tossed himself. Finally, he was sweating and lying aside, gasping slightly, and said:

"Don't think too much..."

"I don't have any crazy thoughts about Feng Baobao. Even if my life is long enough, I can only take one person seriously. It's enough to have you around all the time in the future......"

"I know..." Er Zhuang lay on his side and looked at Liu Xiaojiang lying beside him. "After all, you are also an elm head. Even if those women outside have a heart, it must be difficult to get close to a guy like you."

"Besides, I'm always around you. The so-called happiness of the whole people... Don't even think about it!"

"... I never thought about it." Liu Xiaojiang smiled helplessly and shook his head.

"After all, until now, it's hard for me to understand the so-called love of human beings, and I can't understand those guys who try to be the same as the ancient Qi people and the people around them... You always have to consider each other equally, so you can say that the other party is your other half."

"Moreover, three wives and four concubines..."

"How many love saints can there be among these guys? Can they really treat everyone as their other half? If so... Won't they feel tired at all?"

"If you can't treat everyone equally, but only think about yourself, or treat the people around you differently, this guy, let alone an emotional saint, I'm afraid he can only be a scum morally?"

"Of course, relative..."

"If you know this very well, but you still have to stay with men and accept women with unequal status, you probably don't care about feelings, but if you don't care about feelings, you just plot others..."

"It is estimated that the vast majority of women with a similar style to brothel women are not normal people. Then... I can only wish them forever."

"... do you really think so?" Er Zhuang learned Liu Xiaojiang's view of feelings for the first time, so he inevitably asked with some curiosity:

"Doesn't it say that men are animals thinking in the lower body and can't stand temptation in front of feelings and women?"

"... scum is scum, and normal people are normal people. Don't always generalize everyone with scum. After all, scum doesn't distinguish between men and women." When Liu Xiaojiang first heard of such a stupid remark, he naturally shook his head and said.

"Moreover, when did I lie to you? I don't want you to know, but I never mention it..."

Say,

Aware of Er Zhuang's hesitation about these words, he couldn't help but feel helpless and said:

"In addition..."

"Don't forget that I'm not human. There's no need to directly apply the dross of human beings to me. Moreover, even if this dross is used on human beings, it can never be a negative point of view that can be applied to everyone."

"If I really thought like a fool who said such words, I wouldn't have said that I like humans but hate them before..."

"Yes." Er Zhuang nodded when he heard the speech.

"It seems that the views that most people on the Internet agree with are really extreme sometimes."

"Well, after all, you don't have to take any responsibility for talking on it. Naturally, some demons and ghosts will talk nonsense on it. You always browse all kinds of contents on it... You can't give up thinking and be led by those things." Liu Xiaojiang put his hands behind his head.

"If everyone takes what human beings say as the truth, I'm afraid that a small number of people outside who do things according to the high standards of sages will not be regarded as fools in an environment where most people are not 'harsh' on themselves."

"After all, it is not so much that they are willing to take what they say as the truth, but rather that they are only willing to believe what they see and are very willing to believe, and such people... Are often extremely arrogant and think they are knowledgeable."

"That..." Er Zhuang was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked:

"Do you believe what Feng Baobao said before?"

"She wants to see how I live. It should be true." Liu Xiaojiang looked at Er Zhuang beside him, then slowly shook his head again and said:

"As for the others..."

"Although I haven't successfully integrated the corpse poison into her body, and I can't confirm her idea with this ability, in my opinion... Such a cultured little girl should also be difficult to accept the current reality."

"Will she die?" Er Zhuang hasn't seen Feng Baobao who recovers his memory, so he just tries to ask when he sees Liu Xiaojiang.

"After all, you also told me that Feng Baobao's situation is rootless... Feng Yao's obstinacy in that year even implicated the lives of many innocent people. If she was a really kind girl, there would be countless innocent lives..."

"She will." Liu Xiaojiang nodded.

"However, after listening to my words about the present and the attitude of others around her, she should also become more cautious. At least she won't look short-sighted just by guessing, because her life... Belongs not only to herself, but also to others around her."

"She is very tangled..."

"On the one hand, she can't bear the pressure of so many innocent lives. On the other hand, she doesn't want to hit those who want her to live well because of her death."

"So..."

So far,

Liu Xiaojiang's eyes seemed to penetrate the whole foreign house and directly looked at Feng Baobao hiding in the room on the second floor, saying:

"She will either live in pain and wait until Xu San, Xu Si and Zhang Chulan die a hundred years later, or... Just want to confirm more truth about that year in my place, and try to convince others with her sins and let her die for atonement."

"Kind and simple people, it's easy to guess..."