[according to you... Education, I'm the innocent victim. You don't punish the perpetrators, but you keep me here... You're all the same bad guys!]
Lao song thought of a sentence he had heard during the stress response test, and it was even more difficult to say from the perspective of a father that everything the bunker did was actually considered for the problem children who were taken in.
After all, if it were his own, even if he knew that the bunker would not 'abuse' children, he would not let his children enter such a place at all.
Indeed, the bunker will not treat the children badly, and even take the responsibility of education to teach them how to survive in society in the future;
Most of the staff in the base also have great goodwill for the children and expect each of them to leave here as soon as possible;
However, the original intention of establishing the bunker was certainly not just for the children. This may have nothing to do with the staff in the bunker, but it must have something to do with the common management of the bunker and the company.
After all, the work of accommodating and educating these children did not exist from the beginning, but was gradually improved in the base after being aware that the existence and emergence of these children would certainly threaten the relatively stable order of society.
Those managers recognized the existence of the bunker, not only to accommodate and educate these children, but also to secretly strive to maintain the common goal with the company's leaders by dealing with the company's "business" that is not easy to deal with on the surface.
To put it bluntly
In fact, like the company, what the bunker does is for the sake of social stability. The reason why it takes in and educates these poor children is mainly because if they are left outside all the time, it is very likely to threaten order and the safety of ordinary people.
After working in the bunker for so many years, Lao song naturally understood the priorities of his work long ago. However, as a person and a father... He has always been unwilling to think deeply about this aspect.
He didn't want to open his mouth and accuse the bunker base of its debt to those children, just like may in front of him, but unfortunately, considering his own ability and the family behind him, he can only choose to open and close one eye most of the time, maintaining the seemingly rational perspective of adults.
The most is to take more care of the poor children at ordinary times
"Can't you refute it?" May sat on the bench, looked at the children not far away, heard no news and reply from behind for a long time, and said:
"It seems that uncle song, like others, you have seen the bunker for many years. They don't take it in for the children's consideration. Those guys just don't want them to be outside and destroy the stability they have maintained together for many years."
"In other words..."
"If these children are not strangers and do not have the innate ability of accidental awakening, no matter what they encounter outside, the company... Bunker will never choose to intervene, even if they know that some of them have not done anything."
"After all, the bunker is not an orphanage. I don't have the kindness to adopt poor children... Isn't it?"
"May, don't be too extreme..." Lao song noticed that may meant something, so he couldn't help frowning and said:
"It's true that taking these children in the bunker is not only for their consideration, but also to maintain the order and stability of ordinary people outside, but generally speaking... The existence of the bunker is good and bad for the children, and staying here is not all bad."
"After all, these children are strange people with innate awakening. There is no strange background for the upper three or four generations. They are completely ordinary people's thoughts. They stay outside, and they are still immature children. How many of their final outcomes are good?"
"I know..."
"You still have a grudge against Wu Xiangyou, but you have personally confirmed it here. The Bunker's education and training for each child, and even the video records of past 'conversations' are there. That thing... Is really our ability is not enough."
"The child's psychological trauma is too big..."
"I'm just stating the facts." Hearing the words "Wu Xiangyou" in May, he turned his head and followed the children's movements not far away. However, he soon returned to normal and said without looking back:
"After I learned the truth of Xiaoyou's incident, I didn't have any negative views on the bunker."
"However, as the time of working in the base gradually goes back, I can't imagine what the guys above are insisting on, seeing that the bunker is not human in the hearts of these children."
"Huang Dong is also..."
"He clearly knows everything. He knows that it is difficult for the bunker and children to achieve the so-called" win-win "goal in the future, but why... Why do he have to go all the way to the black, and why do he not want to seek change from top to bottom?"
"Can you say..."
"If no outsider came forward to bear the sin, none of us, the so-called 'own people', would be willing to sacrifice for our own people?"
"I don't know what their big people think." Hearing the speech, Lao song bowed his head and thought carefully. Then he shook his head somewhat helplessly and said:
"But at least for small people like us, no matter how much sacrifice... Can't play a big role. Anyway, if it were me, considering the ratio of sacrifice to 'income', I certainly wouldn't have those whimsical ideas in my mind."
"After all, only tall people can be killed first when the sky falls. Since they are tall and don't want to think about themselves, we short people... Can we jump up and hold the sky and don't let it fall?"
"... uncle song, if the sky falls, it will certainly hurt your child?" May Xiu frowned and looked back at Lao song.
"But..." Lao song hesitated and said, "even if I want to support the sky for her, what can I do that even those big people can't do... Even if I have a heart?"
"......." May.
For Lao song's indifferent attitude, may obviously began to feel that he seemed to be casting pearls before swine, because he couldn't get any valuable response from the other party, which was completely different from the original dialogue with people like Huang Dong and Liu Xiaojiang.
While Huang Biren was still there, although he couldn't do anything, he knew all the truth of the bunker from the beginning, knew why the bunker existed and why it would gradually disappear in the future, and always left some so-called thoughts to May.
After all, Huang Biren's feeling for May is only because of the existence of Zhao Dong, a top leader, who dare not decide such an important matter without authorization. But if something is urgent, he may tell may how to "destroy" everything perfectly.
At least
Through the dialogue with Huang Biren, she will gradually understand the significance of the existence of the bunker, and at the moment when the bunker is not needed in the future, she will not hesitate to completely end the place of the bunker.
And Liu Xiaojiang
In fact, it's hard to tell what you think of Liu Xiaojiang in May.
one side,
When she first met Liu Xiaojiang abroad, she really appreciated Liu Xiaojiang's rare handsome face and the bottomless strength and ability under that handsome face.
on the other hand,
After she knew that Liu Xiaojiang had killed Wu Xiangyou herself, she really wanted to kill each other for revenge for some time, but then "the wish came true"... She saw Liu Xiaojiang, a rare talent, die in front of her weak person.
Public is public, private is private
In May, despite Wu Xiangyou's problem, she hated Liu Xiaojiang as a murderer, but based on identity considerations... In fact, she would prefer to die outside, because as long as an alien of Liu Xiaojiang's level lives, it is a deterrent to the enemy.
But
When facing the terrible old God abroad, Liu Xiaojiang did not leave his burden alone, but clearly showed the burden of hatred towards him. Instead, he stayed there as a "Chinese devil" and did his best to die with the old Western God.
For such a "selfless" person, it is naturally difficult to remember what to hate in May when he stays outside all year round.
After all, she, who is willing to sacrifice everything for her land, never gives priority to herself. Wu Xiangyou's hatred may blind her eyes in a short time, but it can't make her completely become an irrational individual.
She knows why she is outside and what her responsibilities represent
Therefore, after Liu Xiaojiang died, she would carry the body of her "enemy" and try to bring it back to China and bury it well. She wanted to tell others Liu Xiaojiang's "great achievements" outside.
But
In May, the answer was to give up Liu Xiaojiang's body, which may be explained by the inability to get away with the body. Therefore, in order to retain more power, we had to give up the dead hero temporarily.
But when she came home, there were more experiences that she despised.
What do you want her to prove that Liu Xiaojiang's strength is not within the normal range? What do you want her to prove that Liu Xiaojiang made decisions without authorization and failed to cooperate perfectly with his actions? In short... Under the arrangement of boss Su, who once admired him most, the hero seemed to become a sinner in an instant.
Only she understands
Although Liu Xiaojiang was out for no purpose, all his means were for the land under his feet, and he quickly fulfilled the long cherished wish of others who had been out for many years. As a result, he suddenly became a dead man who didn't deserve his name.
About this
May did not quarrel with Su Cheng, nor did she personally defend her "enemy", but unfortunately, in front of the power of boss Su, her power as an alien could not be used at all, and she was even imprisoned.
When she came out of confinement, everything... Became a foregone conclusion under Su Cheng's arrangement. Liu Xiaojiang became a "controversial person" who did not seem to be worth regretting.
So
Frustrated may chose to leave Su Cheng. Fortunately, as a stranger, she had already been noticed by the company, so that she was received by Zhao Fangxu shortly after she left. Then... With distrust of Su Cheng and the company, she chose to join a place like a bunker.
She wants to personally investigate what happened to Wu Xiangyou and see if the truth is as Liu Xiaojiang said. Wu Xiangyou's death... The bunker, the company and him are not at fault.
And
The work of the bunker is relatively dark. Staying here, she can get in touch with things that represent the dark side of the company. She thinks she can learn about the real company from the "foundation" of the bunker, so as to... Avenge you and everyone in the orphanage for Ukraine.
However,
The fact seemed to make a big joke on her,
In May, she thought that even the bunker would hide things about the children from the staff, and would only let the personnel engaged in targeted work contact the truth. As a result, she found that the children's affairs in the bunker were not a secret at all, and each employee would take turns to take care of them.
In addition, perhaps because she knew her former job, as soon as she came here, she was directly reused by Huang Biren, and soon had the right to investigate the truth of some things that year. Then... She confirmed the facts, which was almost the same as what Liu Xiaojiang said.
Wu Xiangyou's death
It can only be blamed on the tyrannical ordinary people in those years. It can not be blamed on the irresponsibility of the staff of the bunker base, because here... Wu Xiangyou has not received any unfair treatment, but has been paid special attention to, cared for and educated from beginning to end.
Just
Wu Xiangyou's problem was so serious that he didn't cooperate with the bunker from beginning to end. When he fled... He even caused a certain degree of death and injury to the bunker.
final,
Taking into account the situation in Wu Xiangyou, Liu Xiaojiang was forced to "finish up the work.".
After that,
In May, I found that all my thoughts had disappeared. Boss Su, Wu Xiangyou, everyone and the president of the orphanage... Were gone, and the object that really deserved my revenge had already died miserably in Wu Xiangyou's hands.
Where should she go next?
Who should I take revenge on?
Disappointment and helplessness towards Su Cheng
The attempt to set a bigger revenge target through the Wu Xiangyou incident seems to have dissipated in the face of the truth. After all, she can't act like a madman without reason. She also has to investigate the responsibility of the bunker staff for Wu Xiangyou's death and avenge those innocent people.
Therefore, for a long time, without Huang Biren's strong enlightenment, she may have been fooling around in the bunker base until she learned that Liu Xiaojiang was still alive. It is impossible to silently provide help to Zhang Chulan and others like before.
However, appreciation belongs to appreciation, but it's a pity
After May, although she was very happy that Liu Xiaojiang was not dead, a series of events caused by Liu Xiaojiang's return really made her feel a little confused about Liu Xiaojiang.
She couldn't understand what Liu Xiaojiang was going to do, nor why Liu Xiaojiang was impatient to kill Su Cheng, and even turned into a "win hook", which was enough to threaten everyone.
Until
Liu Xiaojiang came to the bunker alone that day and roughly explained the purpose of the action with himself.
In May, I saw what I wanted and why I wanted to live next, and never changed... The same thing is to make the land under my feet better, so as not to let so many tragedies appear on the children.
"In May, the activity time is almost up. It's time to take the children back. Do I... need my help?"
"No, uncle song, you'd better go and be busy. I'll watch the children here alone..... That's enough."
"Well, you really like taking care of children."
"Hehe... Yes, they are the future."