Liu xiaojiangkou's story is undoubtedly his biggest secret.
He has never been a person who likes to reveal his secrets. Therefore, in addition to Erzhuang, the real pillow man, even Liu Yanyan, the "initiator", doesn't know much about his secrets, but he knows that Ying Gou is not human earlier than others.
Two people in the house,
One will be under his own eyes before the event is completely over;
The other is that due to the high integration of the body and the corpse poison, it will never and can't betray itself in anything.
At this time, in front of Feng Baobao and may, Liu Xiaojiang's reason for opening his mouth to tell his story is not really to "make heart to heart" with his second daughter. His more purpose is to tell Feng Baobao personally that you are not the only one in the world.
He wants to use his "problems" far beyond those of Feng Baobao and his relatively more "positive" treatment methods to prove that even if they are different, they can be a little selfish like normal humans.
I really don't think I am a higher existence than human beings, but at least I can't recognize myself as a big trouble in human society because of the difference between myself and human beings. I must make concessions for human beings and social order, even life.
At least we should feel that everyone is equal, right?
Why should we pay for the root of human inferiority as long as we exist in the world and do nothing?
Their extremely xenophobic thoughts have led to a survival conflict between themselves and different kinds, and finally gradually developed into a serious problem of "life and death". Should we blame the different kinds who have done nothing?
No one in the world has ever died because of his birth. If there is... It is not his problem, but the problem of the groups that constitute such an environment.
No matter how kind a person is
Nor will they have to bear the sins of others, even if they know they have a problem, they have to give their precious life for them!
This is by no means kind!
It's an evil called 'helping the tyrant to do evil'!
"The blood provided by tens of thousands of people and the disappearance of the great God Ying Gou..." after hearing the story told by Liu Xiaojiang in May, I realized why Liu Xiaojiang could survive and why he suddenly had the confidence to lift the table with the whole world.
"That's why you have such achievements today..."
"Ah..." Liu Xiaojiang didn't deny this, but nodded and admitted: "if he hadn't been the great God in those years, if he hadn't been tired of revenge doomed to failure, Liu Xiaojiang... Probably wouldn't have had a chance to stand in this world."
"And..."
"If Liu Xiaojiang didn't meet a noble man along the way, and didn't shape a completely opposite character and thought, the famous great God may not choose to complete it in the end. I have to say... I'm really lucky."
"But..." Feng Baobao said with a frown: "although he gave you life, he also gave you a different identity. This fate is doomed to be unable to survive peacefully... What's lucky?"
"I have no other choice." Liu Xiaojiang shook his head slowly and said.
"Either die or live as an alien..."
"But since this is the path I have chosen, even if it is not easy, I have to go step by step, not to mention... His success has also given me some confidence, so that I have the strength to live at least."
"Therefore, I still have some gratitude to Mr. Ying, who has long been gone."
Say,
He looked at Feng Baobao, who was deeply uncomfortable with these words at the end of the sofa, and said:
"You should find out who is..."
"It's not those guys outside who have nothing to do with good and evil. As long as they know how to walk upright with their feet, they must be called 'people' in this world."
"Man is not a noun, it should be an adjective. It is something that heaven's identity should exist. Human beings... Only have a higher proportion of it in the group."
"......." Feng Baobao.
"There are many relative things in this world." Liu Xiaojiang saw that Feng Baobao didn't speak, so he continued to change his mouth and explained:
"Even in this world, chaos divides Yin and Yang, so it will gradually evolve all things. You and I... Can have the opportunity to walk in the current world."
"Therefore, if there is light at present, there will be darkness, human nature... And there will be animal nature. Often, the more darkness, the brighter the light in the darkness."
"The 'treasures' worth appreciating and collecting are often the rarest in number, but without the contrast of most fakes and defective products, where does its valuable value come from?"
"As a 'real person' with human nature, nature is also similar to it. Because it is rare, it is precious, so it is worth praising..."
Speaking of which,
He suddenly turned his head and said:
"As aliens, we have done nothing, and we have to bear the malice of extreme exclusion of human beings, and this malice... There is no doubt that it is their responsibility and the will of most of their fakes and defective products. Why do we hurt ourselves because of this kind of thing?"
"To maintain stability, but also for the great righteousness of the world..."
"Hehe, you and I know very well that we can't do anything. We just want to live peacefully like ordinary people in the world. I'd like to know what kind of righteousness we follow to consider for the people of the world when these people exclude... Or even don't allow us to exist?"
"If you are not my race, your heart will be different... That's right."
"However, we share the same ideas with them, and the things we identify with and accept are roughly the same. Even due to the energy practice method of 'self-cultivation and self-cultivation', we are not more than the 'minority groups'. Are we... Not people, not compatriots?"
"Moreover, compared with those guys who prefer to follow their instincts, follow the wild and have a bad feeling for heterogeneous nature, we and those minorities seem to be more like 'people'."
"Hoo..." Feng Baobao couldn't help taking a deep breath. It was obviously because he had been exposed to too many different ideas in a short time, and it was difficult to find a reason to refute the other party's views. Therefore, passive acceptance inevitably produced some mental fatigue.
Rational people are like this. When facing the "correct thought" that they cannot refute, even if they are not so willing to accept it, they will subconsciously absorb a lot of content, and then... Verify it in practice through their own behavior.
If it was Feng Baobao who used to "recognize the reason for death", Liu Xiaojiang might find it difficult to influence the one track minded guy through his words.
But today's Feng Baobao received a good education when she was a child, and what she learned has always been the theories of those ancient sages, which naturally makes her a modest and easy to accept the correct point of view.
And this kind of really open-minded smart man... Is undoubtedly easy to deal with!
therefore,
After seeing that Feng Baobao seemed very uncomfortable and even resisted in his eyes, Liu Xiaojiang did not continue to ask her anything, but looked again at may sitting by the bed and said:
"This is the idea and living method of Liu Xiaojiang in the story, and everything I want to do next... Is basically derived from these ideas, so you don't have to worry about the problem of 'yinggou', because yinggou has long been gone, and only Liu Xiaojiang is left."
"......." may took a deep breath in silence, digested the shock of the story in her heart, and then said:
"I understand what you want to do, and I hope you and the powerful old man can finally successfully change some things. After all, I also look forward to seeing the changed world with my own eyes, the children in the base... Maybe I can say goodbye to places like the bunker."
"By the way, about those children..." Liu Xiaojiang suddenly remembered something after reminding him in May, and said:
"In fact, I can make those children qualified to leave the bunker quickly through my ability now, so I want to hear your views on this matter. Do you want to wait for a future to let the children keep their 'true self' and return to the family, or let them completely get rid of their alien identity."
Wen Yan,
May was stunned at this, but after reaction, he didn't ask whether it was true or false, but bowed his head and bit his lips and became hesitant.
"To tell you the truth..."
"I don't think I am qualified to make choices for the children, but if I ask them their own answers to this matter, most children may want to leave the bunker immediately, become an ordinary person and return to their parents."
"They don't have the ability to tell whether it's good or bad for themselves. If they make a decision easily at this time and regret it in the future, it's tantamount to watching them 'ruin' their own life, so..... I think it should wait."
For this answer,
Liu Xiaojiang also felt a little surprised, because he had seen may's attitude towards the children before, which was almost equivalent to an unconditional love of parents for their children.
However,
In May, this big sister, who is equivalent to a mother to the children, seemed hesitant, but actually resolutely refused to let the children free immediately. She would rather continue to let the children "suffer" in the bunker than make decisions for them instead of those children.
It seems that the girl really likes those children, not just because she pity them for their similar experience with Wu Xiangyou
"You don't have to worry about the sequelae, and you don't have to think about whether I want to turn the children into aliens like us." Liu Xiaojiang said with a smile.
"It's just some innate aliens who suddenly awaken their powers..."
"If their bones are basically fixed and mature, maybe even I can't easily change their fate, but now... The main effect of innate energy is to shape all parts and bones. I can forcibly kill their sensitivity to energy."
"So, if you want them to become ordinary people completely, you'd better make a decision before they grow up to 12 years old. It's too late... If you still want to become ordinary people, it will become more or less troublesome."
Hearing this,
May carefully recalled the age of each child, then gritted his teeth and said, "it doesn't matter. There's still time. Anyway, your next plan can't be extended to a year later. It should be about the same in a few months."
"The oldest child in this base is still about a year away from the age of 12. At least for now, he can afford to wait and won't delay the children."
With that,
She remembered Liu Xiaojiang's description of double hands in the story, and suddenly asked, "however, can we let go of the matter of getting rid of the alien identity first, but there should also be a way to solve the mental trauma caused by the children's previous experience?"
"Yes, but I'm not going to." Liu Xiaojiang thought a little and said.
"Why?!" Seeing this in May, I can't help feeling anxious.
She didn't understand why Liu Xiaojiang was unwilling to use his whole hands to help the children repair their mental trauma.
"Because the trauma suffered by the children is not so serious, or they are relatively stable under the education of the bunker. It is not that Wu Xiangyou has reached an irreparable level." Liu Xiaojiang explained.
"So as long as you continue to pay attention to the growth of children, they should really accept themselves one day."
"Although both hands can directly solve the problem, the method is similar to 'eliminating memory', and then repair the mental damage of eliminating memory. This will inevitably make some children who have begun to remember feel that they are missing something in their head afterwards. The gain is not worth the loss."
"Besides..."
Speaking of which,
He motioned to Feng Baobao, who was upset about his behavior on the sofa, and said:
"Memory is really too important for a person. It can even be said to be the foundation of a person. It is precisely because of memory that people are complete. It is not cost-effective to solve this kind of thing in an incomplete way."
"And..."
"The experience of those children is not completely useless to them. After all, they are not as unstable as Wu Xiangyou. Therefore, as long as they can successfully survive this disaster by themselves, there will be many benefits in mood cultivation in the future."
"But..." after understanding Liu Xiaojiang's meaning in May, although he would not ask for such uneconomical things, he subconsciously retorted:
"Whether they will accept the identity of an alien or not in the future. What mood do they talk about at this time..."
"Ordinary people, don't they need mental cultivation?" Liu Xiaojiang directly interrupted.
"Although these children are very poor, compared with our current world, they are very lucky compared with the company... Even the bunker. At least they met you bottom employees who really want them to be better."
"Love is OK, but don't spoil it too much..."
"Don't always think you can take care of them all your life. Children... Sooner or later, you should always learn to face everything alone."