Although the meal tasted good, Liu Xiaojiang was quite uncomfortable, because no matter what he did at the table, he always felt stared at by others.
Therefore, based on this kind of thing, he seemed to have a bad feeling. After the meal was served, he just looked down and tasted the taste. By the way, he tried to think about where he was and annoyed Erzhuang. He didn't mean to talk to three women at the dinner table.
Is it because he has been unwilling to take the initiative to explain, so that Er Zhuang's patience has been completely worn out?
Probably not
If, as Feng Baobao said, er Zhuang has already guessed his decisions, he must know that his original intention is for her good.
You know
Er Zhuang has always been a very considerate woman. It's not too much to regard her as her own help. How can she be like a powder keg like now?
What's more, she has just given up and continued to hide something, even if she hasn't opened her mouth... But as long as she sees her reaction that she is no longer guilty, she should be able to understand that she will explain the problem immediately. How can she be angry about it at this point?
Liu Xiaojiang, holding disposable bamboo chopsticks in his hand, looked down at the small white porcelain bowl in front of him. After thinking about it, he couldn't think what Erzhuang was angry about at the moment.
And just when he was going to 'risk' asking,
Feng Baobao suddenly used chopsticks to pick up the dishes on the table, and then put them into Liu Xiaojiang's bowl, "come on, don't be stunned, eat while it's hot."
"......." Liu Xiaojiang was so surprised by Feng Baobao's move that he looked down at the dishes in his bowl and thought he had a strange dream.
On the other side,
Sitting next to Liu Yanyan and facing Liu Xiaojiang's Erzhuang, Feng Baobao's unhappy eyes were frozen when he saw the intimate behavior between Feng Baobao and Liu Xiaojiang.
"What are you still doing there? Don't waste other people's kindness. Take advantage of the heat... But don't burn you."
"......." Liu Xiaojiang.
instant,
Liu Xiaojiang seemed to understand the reason for Erzhuang's anger. Then he looked suspiciously at Feng Baobao around him, but found that Feng Baobao didn't even look at himself after he had sandwiched food for himself. He looked like a young lady sitting there eating food.
Just
After feeling Liu Xiaojiang's puzzled sight, the corner of her mouth couldn't help rising slightly... But it still revealed that she was actually trying to hold back her smile.
Liu Xiaojiang realized this and naturally understood that the reason why Erzhuang was so angry was that Feng Baobao was giving himself eye medicine and deliberately retaliating for his rude reaction to his mind just now.
Gee, I see
After understanding the truth of the problem, Liu Xiaojiang immediately impolitely picked up the dishes in the bowl and returned them to Feng Baobao's bowl.
"Oh, I don't like this, and I'd better clip it myself. If I really want to thank me for taking care of you, I'd better adjust my state of mind quickly so as not to make trouble for me later."
in a word,
Liu Xiaojiang interpreted Feng Baobao's behavior as "repaying kindness" and completely defined his relationship with Feng Baobao in front of Erzhuang. The relationship between men and women... That absolutely does not exist. He and she are just simple friends.
And sure enough
After seeing Liu Xiaojiang's actions, Erzhuang's strong dissatisfaction in his eyes also eased a lot, and even made Liu Xiaojiang feel that the atmosphere on the dinner table has been relatively relaxed for a few points. At least..... He doesn't have the feeling of being stared at by others anyway.
"I see." After recovering her memory, Feng Baobao didn't "disagree" with Liu Xiaojiang for the first time. When she heard this, she put her wine glass on the table, then just nodded and said:
"It's not easy for you. I'll try... Not to cause you any trouble."
"Er..." seeing Feng Baobao's appearance this time, Liu Xiaojiang was stunned. Then he reacted and immediately added:
"However, you and I are friends after all. It's nothing to add a little trouble. I just hope you can understand that as a heterogeneous..... Also has the qualification to live, rather than having to follow the so-called righteousness and have to choose to sacrifice your life for strangers."
"After all, among the ordinary people who have set the so-called great righteousness, few of them can meet the high standards set by themselves. Since they can't even do it by themselves, what is the qualification to tell others about this journey to the East and West?"
"Great righteousness..."
"In these days, you have status and status, and it may be admirable to follow the great righteousness, while ordinary people and honest people... Such relatively kind groups have become shackles that trap themselves, and most of the time they will only be despised by 'bad people'."
"But it is not a mistake, but a virtue worthy of itself..." Feng Baobao put down the dishes and chopsticks and said calmly in his eyes.
"Moreover, since people can't avoid contact with others when they live, in this world... At least you should ensure that you won't be cursed by others pointing at the tombstone after your death."
"It's right, wrong... It's the sick world." Liu Xiaojiang did not refute this, but also put down the dishes and chopsticks and said:
"So ah, the world must change. They have to be aware of it, and I... don't mind giving them a hand in this matter."
"After all, I'm an alien that they don't accept. I can add icing on the cake for myself, but I have to ignore myself and just go to give them help in the snow... They don't deserve it."
"... you can see clearly." Feng Baobao said in silence:
"But although you and I are similar, there are still differences in the final analysis. I... was born out of the human body, and I am still human."
"To tell you the truth..."
"Now when I think of the big guys who took good care of me in the former village, including the dog children they met later, isn't it... It's a strange species like me that killed many of them?"
Wen Yan,
Liu Xiaojiang could not help but frown slowly. "Don't deceive yourself and others. You're not the fate of a lonely Chen and a few nights. At most, you just bring some evil spirits in your life. The disaster won't be reflected on others casually."
"And..."
"Your generation was chaotic. Even without you, it would not affect those bandits who bully the soft and fear the hard to go down the mountain to burn, kill and loot for the sake of desire."
"So, it's better to say that... If it weren't for you, the retribution of the bandits might come later. Even if the villagers were killed, someone wouldn't settle the bandits soon. They're not sure they'll cause more killing later."
"After all, their goal of making trouble down the mountain is not you, Feng Baobao. They just happened to meet a strange person like you."
"Without you..."
"Feng Yao will not kill all the bandits. His father may not die because of you, but he is also likely to die because of his wife. His kind man can't see you being ruined by the bandits. Can he see his wife tied to the bandit's nest?"
"Baby, if you really want to be at ease, you should think of repaying the kindness rather than counting all the mistakes on yourself. So... It's unfair to those bandits who do all kinds of evil. How can you casually take away the killing industry they created?"
"I do say you......" Feng Baobao hesitated.
"But if I don't manage what's going on intellectually, everyone's death in vain... Must be part of my responsibility."
"Tut, so, in addition to appreciation, I have no choice but to be a good man like you." Liu Xiaojiang shook his head reluctantly and said:
"Don't you understand that good people deserve to be pointed at with a gun in this world... Why not be a little selfish and don't think too much about anything. You always think about others and embarrass yourself, but will others really think about you?"
"......." Feng Baobao.
Liu Xiaojiang sees Feng Baobao, who is still very "old-fashioned" in his mind even though he knows his way of life. Naturally, he will be somewhat disappointed in his heart.
But fortunately, it's not completely unproductive. At least Feng Baobao can listen to some words now. After a long time... He's been influenced by everything. He's not afraid that he can't successfully "dye Feng Baobao black".
For a while,
With Feng Baobao's silence, the atmosphere on the dinner table began to be heavy again,
Liu Yanyan looked at Liu Xiaojiang, Feng Baobao, and then Er Zhuang, who had returned to "normal", with bowls and chopsticks. She said:
"Oh, it's rare to go shopping together. I'm very happy to say what to do. I'll think about things in the future. Today... I have to relax."
"Don't worry. It's not as serious as you think." Liu Xiaojiang picked up the wine glass on the table, drank the Erguotou that Feng Baobao was most used to, and smiled:
"As early as the moment when the old man chose to stand up, the result of the matter has already become a foregone conclusion. The difference is only some variables in the process. The danger... Does not exist."
"But whether the purpose can be achieved afterwards is inevitably worrying." Er Zhuang was silent for a long time, and suddenly opened his mouth. His tone had lost the feeling of "danger".
"The world is turbid and I am alone... If you say this, it will inevitably make people feel very stupid." Liu Xiaojiang calmed down.
"But most of what I have seen with my own eyes are indeed stupid enough. Perhaps because they have no voice at all, their blind obedience has reached the point where it is difficult to change."
"So, seriously, it doesn't matter whether they are willing to change..."
"As long as..."
"It's enough to have a person they can trust and represent most of them to make a choice... Anyway, this choice will not harm their interests. Therefore, even if they are not satisfied, they will only be hidden in the bottom of their heart and afraid to be noticed by the other majority."
"Although most of these are the basis of everything, what really matters is that they must exist. As for the others... It is always decided by a few people, and most people choose whether to agree or not."
"What's more, their so-called objections have always been based on their own practical interests. For example, they basically don't care too much about things that don't involve their current practical interests, and they don't have time to pay attention to them."
So far,
He looked up at the hurried passers-by around the booth and said:
"After all, even if it's not the era when most people don't have enough to eat and wear, what all living beings care about will only be their own 'survival problems'."
"Ying Gou is dead, the threat is gone..."
"Then it's just an attitude of admitting mistakes and standing upright when beaten. It's just a painful desire to hope that they can be more stable in the future. It won't even specifically threaten their individuals. What's so difficult for them to accept?"
"So ah, as long as the person they agree with makes a decision and doesn't see any selfishness, most... Will only choose to follow that person's footsteps."
"If there is no danger at all, why don't you let us participate?" Er Zhuang was deeply suspicious of this.
And hearing that,
Liu Yanyan was also slightly stunned, and then looked at Liu Xiaojiang with a puzzled face.
"You know..." when Liu Xiaojiang heard Er Zhuang's words like this, he knew he shouldn't hide it. He also had no choice but to sigh and said:
"Although there is no danger for Liu Xiaojiang, it is a fatal outcome for yinggou. Naturally, none of the people around him is spared. Otherwise... How to make most of them reflect on the past when things are not really over."
"I will let Xia he and her colleagues participate, because she is omniscient and is recognized as a villain by most people."
"Such a person is almost the same as Ying Gou. Only when he dies can most people really rest assured, so even if I will revive him afterwards, the previous identity... Is doomed to disappear in front of most people."
"But you are different..."
"You are either an employee of the company, an ordinary stranger, or... An existence that has long disappeared from the public's sight. As long as you don't show up in front of yinggou, you can have many reasons to sit back and watch your past identity afterwards."
"You can still be Gao Yushan, Liu Yanyan, or Feng Baobao... Continue to use this suitable identity to save a lot of trouble in the future."
So far,
He looked up at Er Zhuang and Liu Yanyan and said:
"You should and don't want to approach each other as strangers when facing your family in the future. In the end, I'm afraid you can't even do simple filial piety......"
"So, it's not that I can't do anything without your help. Why can't I choose not to let you continue to intervene in the next trifles in order to save some unnecessary trouble and that you won't have so many strange experiences in the future?"
"Yes, it's wrong for me to hide it from you, but considering your character, I'm afraid... You will be desperate to participate in order to help me."
"Hehe... I wish I had said no earlier, and you want to do more. Since I can only help you a little, I will bring myself a lot of trouble in the future. Who will choose to intervene regardless of everything?" Er Zhuang said with his hands in his arms.
"Just... Brother, with my little ability, what can I do even if I intervene? It's better to live a young lady's life honestly." Seeing this, Liu Yanyan agreed with Xiao Lian.
"......." Liu Xiaojiang.