Perhaps the memory is too painful and too tormented, Lei heting breathed slowly and continued: "break up, she put forward.
I always remember the scene when she stood in front of me holding the man in her arms and told me that she was going to marry someone else.
That scene has always been a thorn in my heart. I feel betrayed and hate your mother overnight.
But it's ridiculous to say that the man she held in her hand didn't know her cousin until she died. "
Such a painful memory, for Lei heting, is like tearing open the scabby scar with his own hands, allowing the pain to erode and torture.
"How do you know about her death?"
At this time, Lei Ruixiu's mood is difficult to calm down, he asked in a deep voice, his eyes are always lingering on the tombstone.
For this dusty story in the years, he had a three-dimensional sensory impression of the biological mother from his father's description.
At the beginning, she must have been passionate and affectionate, so she didn't want to be embarrassed by her father, so she chose to go home alone.
Even if misunderstood, even if hated, she still walked natural and unrestrained, completely just for a "love" word.
At this time, hearing Lei Ruixiu's inquiry, Lei heting slowly stood up from the tombstone. He looked at Lei Ruixiu and said, "half a year after we broke up, and half a month before I was about to get married, her cousin found me.
It was at that time that I learned that she had a son for me.
Your mother's conditions in her hometown in the countryside were not good, and because she was unmarried and pregnant, she was ridiculed and reviled by the people of shiliba village for a long time.
One more child, so that their lives are in trouble.
So, her cousin came to me, told me the whole story, and frankly told me that if I didn't want you, I would directly adopt you to others.
Ruixiu, I never thought that a misunderstanding would lead to the separation of yin and Yang between your mother and me.
Although I hated her then, I never wanted to let her die.
I thought she betrayed our feelings, so she obeyed your grandfather's arrangement.
Do you know when I know the truth, that kind of sad mood?
However, I have no way back. I don't love Lian, but the marriage has been decided, I have no ability to disobey your grandfather, even against the whole Lei family.
I'm young and frivolous, but I don't know the heaven and earth. I was wrong from the beginning of my life.
If I hadn't met your mother, maybe all the tragedies wouldn't have happened.
But if not, the happiest two years of my life would be gone.
I took her to travel and learn family knowledge with me. We lived in old houses, like every ordinary couple.
I gave her an English name. I taught her all the college courses. I watched her study hard every day with her books in her arms. I could even remember the pop songs on the radio that summer. "
Speaking of this, Lei heting's voice was choked and hoarse. He rolled his throat and slowly closed his eyes. "Ruixiu, I will always remember all the pictures related to your mother.
Now, do you understand why I support you and Shu orange together?
Because I don't want Rachel's son and I to do the same thing.
Even at the beginning, I thought Shu orange was an ordinary child, but I was still willing to help her and cultivate her.
As long as you really like it, as your father, I am willing to help you at all costs.
Up to now, I have wasted half my life and become the leader of the whole Lei family. No one can stop me from doing anything.
I have missed, can only regret for life. But you don't have to, because you're Rachel's son and I