Because she knew they were going out, she said that the hotel had given them bathrobes for their trip. Compared with the plain colors in the hotel, he Xinying's cherry blossom design was very conspicuous.
"I don't know when the ceremony will start." He Xinying mumbles that she has never participated in such a similar activity. If only she could meet it once.
Shen Junquan looked at the banner and said, "tomorrow night. And there will be fireworks
"Really!" He Xinying smiles with surprise, and suddenly lowers her head to Shen Junquan's eyes. She always feels that if she puts down her guard so easily in front of Shen Junquan, she will be doomed.
"Do you want to see it?" Shen Junquan asked.
He Xinying nods. Although she is a mother now, she is only in her twenties.
She had watched the fireworks conference in Japan when she was watching TV before. At that time, she was very looking forward to it. She wanted to come over in her spare time, but she didn't expect that so many things happened later.
"Let's come and see it tomorrow." Shen Junquan gently shook he Xinying's hand and took her back.
He Xinying looks at the site that is already being set up. She can't help looking forward to it. She doesn't expect that her previous wish can be realized today. It's just that the person holding her hand is not her favorite.
"Why aren't you happy?" Shen Junquan asked.
He Xinying finds that he can always detect her emotions quickly now. I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing.
"I miss the baby." This is not entirely an excuse. After all, it's very common to miss children more when you go out.
Shen Junquan sneered, but did not speak.
Knowing what he was thinking, he Xinying explained, "I only love my child, not her father."
Talking about this issue, Shen Junquan said, "what if your future husband doesn't accept your child?"
He Xinying didn't know what he meant when he asked, but she could definitely reply, "my future husband must accept my children, so he will be my husband."
In fact, after the marriage with Shen Junquan, he Xinying doesn't plan to get married in the future. She thinks Weiwei is enough. It doesn't matter whether she gets married or not.
Shen Junquan's expression is dignified, but still holding he Xinying's hand and unwilling to let go.
When she got back to the hotel, he Xinying was not feeling well, so she wanted to take a nap. She didn't eat lunch, so she just lay down and went to bed.
Shen Junquan stands alone in the courtyard, looking at the pine trees in the courtyard. He doesn't know how to describe himself when he Xinying says that "to be her husband, we must first accept her children.".
He felt that he could not accept it. After all, it was a child with other people's blood. Maybe he Xinying, as a mother, would be half hearted because of this child.
Thinking of this, he began to fret, smoking one cigarette after another, but in the end, he failed to think things clearly.
When he Xinying wakes up, she finds that it's getting late. Shen Junquan doesn't know where to go. She's the only one in the dark room.
At that moment, she was a little flustered. She quickly got up and walked around to the hotel service desk. There was only one Japanese girl who had been speaking Japanese that she could not understand. After several gestures, he Xinying gave up and looked for Shen Junquan in the hotel.
After looking for it again and again, she was disappointed. She didn't even think of calling Shen Junquan. Instead, she kept running back and forth in the hotel. She felt that Shen Junquan had left her in this foreign country.
At that moment, he Xinying's mood fell to the bottom, thinking of the day when she was born to Shen Weiwei, she was also so helpless and helpless, and her sadness suddenly emerged.
"How do you go home?" He Xinying murmured.
All her documents are kept by Shen Junquan's assistant. She is not familiar with the land and language here. She doesn't know who she can turn to for help.
He Xinying runs out of the hotel in this way. She thinks that Shen Junquan won't leave her behind. Instead, she just wanders outside, but she can't find anyone else until she feels a tingling pain at her feet.
"What are you doing?" Behind he Xinying came her familiar voice.
She suddenly turned around and saw Shen Junquan standing behind her with the bag of the convenience store in his hand.
"Why don't you wear shoes?" Shen Junquan's eyes fell on he Xinying's bald face and frowned.
He Xinying didn't answer a series of questions about Shen Junquan. She quickly walked up to him and held his hand. Only then did she feel that her heart, which had been pounding, was no longer so restless.
"Are you afraid that I will leave you here alone?" Shen Junquan teased her deliberately.
"Yes
He Xinying's eyes are still full of fear. She is afraid, just like being afraid of sudden changeBut there is no home, no children.
Shen Junquan didn't expect that he Xinying would admit it so frankly. She was really scared. He picked up the bag in his hand and said, "I finished smoking cigarettes, so I went out and bought some snacks for you."
He Xinying's mood has not yet recovered, and she has been holding his hand tightly, unwilling to let go.
After that, he Xinying nestles up to Shen Junquan and walks back to the hotel barefoot. When passing by the front desk, the Japanese girl and Shen Junquan say a few words. He smiles, nods and responds in Japanese.
"What did she say?" He Xinying knows that what the little girl said should be just what happened.
"She said she just told you that I went to the convenience store, but you didn't understand me and ran out without wearing shoes."
He Xinying said helplessly, "I can't understand Japanese." Not everyone can
be as talented as Shen Junquan.
Shen Junquan touched he Xinying's head as if to comfort a child.
He Xinying feels that Shen Junquan seems to have become gentle. He used to think all the time about how to trip her and how to show his love to sun Feiyue in front of her.
Back in the room, she left and let go of Shen Junquan's hand. Her psychological defense line was broken again, which made her forget the real relationship between herself and him. They were just playing a game. Whoever takes it seriously first will lose. "Are you not afraid now?" Shen Junquan asked with a smile.
He Xinying said, "I'm just afraid that I can't go back to my country and see my daughter." Speaking of Weiwei, she said, "I want to call my child."
Shen Junquan knew that when discussing children, they would only quarrel, so he agreed by default.