Impatient
SHEN Junquan is not in the mood to chat with Zhang Ya and goes back to his study. The quiet environment calms him down. The more he thinks about things, the more angry he feels. Finally, a burst of evil fire comes up. He can't help it any more. He puts on his clothes and slams the door.
"Junquan, where are you going?" Zhang Ya doesn't know where Shen Junquan is going so late, but she doesn't get any answer. The answer is just the roar of the engine.
Shen Junquan's car is driving very fast. It's not long before he Xinying's
downstairs. Listening to the familiar parking space, he feels that things are still close at hand, and that the murderer she bailed out is just like a sharp stab, which plunges into his heart and makes him unable to breathe.
Thinking of this, Shen Junquan couldn't stand it any longer. He ran to the door of the room and said, "Dong Dong..." A heavy knock on the door rang out. He Xinying didn't know what she was thinking in the room. She was very distracted. It was Xiaochen who opened the door.
Xiao Chen saw Shen Junquan's figure, but also a Leng, "Dad, are you looking for your mother?" Xiao Chen's voice awakens he Xinying. She looks curiously and sees the man's figure.
She didn't know how to face the man, and finally turned her head ruthlessly, but she didn't find that Shen Junquan's face was very unhappy, and at the same time, there were some gloomy.
"Xiaochen goes to the room to play." Shen Junquan's voice can't hear any feelings. It's as cold as ice for thousands of years.
After listening to this, Xiaochen goes in and looks back three times in one step. She is reluctant to give up. After all, in the world of children, once the dependence on one comes into being, she will want to be with this person, and their ideas are always so simple.
"Why are you here again?" When Xiaochen enters the room, he Xinying adjusts her mood and tries to keep calm, but her voice still reveals impatience. In fact, her mood is about to collapse, and she doesn't know what to do.
But heard Shen Junquan's ears, enough to let him misunderstand, his throat came out a sneer, "bad you good?"
He Xinying looks at him in shock. She didn't expect to hear such words again from Shen Junquan.
She seems to see something different in his eyes. She is stunned. This look is familiar. It's a nightmare for her whole life.
It was as if she had gone back to the past time again, the suffering of hundreds of days and nights. At that time, the eyes she faced him were almost like this every day.
The original memories flashed in her mind, and he Xinying instinctively began to retreat. Her eyes showed a look of fear. After such a long time, Shen Junquan was always gentle in front of her, and she almost forgot that unhappy time.
But now when she saw Shen Junquan's eyes, she thought of the darkness of that time for the first time.
"What do you want to do What... " He Xinying's voice was trembling. It was very obvious that the man in front of him was very scared.
"What do you think?" Shen Junquan is approaching step by step. At this time, his brain has been occupied by impulse. There is a voice in his mind telling him that he Xinying has forgiven the man who violated her. He appeared that day and thought that he was saving her, which seems to be bad for her. In fact, it's just a funny joke.
It was a nightmare.
With Shen Junquan approaching, he Xinying also knows what she will encounter next. She doesn't retreat at last. She stands still and waits for the man's arrival. Her eyes are full of coldness.
Shen Junquan stops suddenly, and his reason comes back to his mind again. The past was a nightmare for he Xinying, but it was also a scar that was not easy to heal, and it was also his most painful past.
At that time, he abused her crazily, but he tortured her and hurt his heart. Whenever he tortured he Xinying, his heart was bleeding.
And he also vowed to be nice to this woman for a lifetime, but he finally wanted to meet her like this again, and he was unable to sit on the sofa.
It took Shen Junquan a long time to break the silence.
"I'm not good to you. Why should I do this to me? We are so good. Why did we suddenly become like this..."
He Xinying originally thought that she could not escape the fate of being abused, but did not expect that he regained his sense at the last moment. She was still a little frightened and stable at this time, holding her hands tightly, as if she was afraid.
It was not until a long time later that he Xinying realized that Shen Junquan, who had just been so domineering, had become so fragile, something she had never seen before.
SHEN Junquan may have thought of the helplessness he Xinying had after leaving him for the first time, or the sadness he had hurt her before. Anyway, at this time, he did not have that feeling Look confident.He Xinying felt very sad when she saw him like this, but she couldn't do anything and didn't know how to do it. She could only sit quietly and wait for the depressed man.
Shen Junquan stayed in the room for a long time, then stood up and looked at he Xinying without expression, "he Xinying, you are too unfair to me."
With that, he left the room, leaving he Xinying alone in a daze.
He Xinying in the heart of countless times to ask himself, just that man's last words.
He Xinying doesn't know whether she is right or wrong. At this time, two lines of turbid tears appeared on her face. When she was threatened, she didn't cry. But now, she is crying because of Shen Junquan's words.
He Xinying knows that her decision will undoubtedly hurt Shen Junquan a lot, but she finally feels that short-term pain is better than long-term suffering. She doesn't want to leave them with only suffering and torment. She wants to keep this last part of beauty, so she will leave him without hesitation. Even with all the names on her back, she will be happy I will never look back.
Shen Junquan left he Xinying's rental house, and then found a bar to get drunk, surrounded by a lot of women, but did not get any favor from him.
As Shen Junquan drank more and more wine, his consciousness became more and more
and more confused. A very smart woman felt that there was an opportunity to take advantage of it and immediately ran forward.
At this time, Shen Junquan's mouth is still vaguely calling he Xinying's name. The girl quickly hugs Shen Junquan and whispers in his ear, "I'm Xinying. I'll take you back."
Shen Junquan's head leaned on her shoulder, and the woman also cast a sarcastic look at several women around her.