The dazzling white light broke into her eyes. Tao Yaoyao looked at the ceiling. After the nightmare, her chest fluctuated and gasped, as if she had experienced life and death. Then she was held in a hug, so warm and safe that she could know who it was without looking. The man patted her on the back and dropped a kiss on her forehead“ You're awake. " The familiar and warm voice forms a strong contrast with the strange and cold voice in the dream. Something seems to spread in the blood of the body, penetrate your heart and cause a burst of pain. She gently pushed him away. I remembered everything. The memory shocked her. It was like walking through hell. The reason why she would rather die than be with him in the end is because of her children. No wonder I can't remember this, just because it hurts so much. Even if time passed so much, even if she had forgotten, and even if she gradually wanted to forgive him, she still couldn't let go when she remembered it again. I can't tell what it's like. Can she pretend that nothing has happened? OK? She doesn't know. She only knows that the man she didn't resist at all is holding her now, which makes her feel uncomfortable. It is said that the past is like smoke, and everything will be lost with time. But there is no way to lose the hurt and pain that can never be erased at the bottom of my heart. Many times, she thought, if she didn't know Feng Zhuo, what would her life be like? Or I know Feng Zhuo, but they didn't meet again in Sydney. Even if they met again in Sydney, but she didn't choose to live in his house, wouldn't everything happen. But she also knows that sometimes falling in love with a person really doesn't need three or five years to soak in time. It only needs the moment when thunder and fire meet, and then she can identify her life. She doesn't know if she loves someone she shouldn't love. For so long, she was relieved if she had no children, but if she just thought of everything, she really had no way to do it. Being pushed away from Feng Zhuo, he also noticed Tao Yaoyao's alienation and indifference, just as her body was uncomfortable. He took her hand in one hand and put the other hand on his forehead. "What's the matter? Is there something uncomfortable and dizzy?" Suddenly, she was not used to his gentleness, because she knew that his gentleness was poisonous. She wanted to push him away and keep him away from herself. But just then, the door was pushed open. Grandpa green came in and followed the housekeeper with a show tonic. Seeing that she woke up, she immediately stepped over, "Yao Yao, are you uncomfortable when you wake up?" Tao Yaoyao's originally manic mood suddenly fell down. She smiled weakly and shook her head at the old man to show that she was not uncomfortable. Mr. Green took a small bowl from the tray: "Why are you so poor? Drink these supplements quickly."“ Grandpa, I'm fine. " She doesn't want to drink“ No, you have to drink. You're young and can't faint at any time, "ordered master green, and then he taught Feng Zhuo:" take it easy, you big masters are rough, but young is different. The little girl is delicate. You can't be happy for yourself and ignore her body. "