"I don't know what to do, really." Wu Qianqian said in a low voice, "people who want to love at all costs, but fall in love with others at all costs... This is an unsolvable situation. But if you force her to perform the engagement, the final result will not be satisfactory. Maybe two people have a painful life, maybe three people have a painful life, but if you let her go, or only you have a painful life. "
"You have given everything to the people you love and to be together. Even if you pay a little more, it doesn't matter..." Wu Qianqian said: "... For the people you love, even if it's unfair and uncomfortable, you still have to let go on the day you let go. Just for the one you love! "
She raised her head, looked at the man in red and said, "this is the younger generation's speech. The elder laughed. I don't know whether the younger generation is satisfied or dissatisfied? "
The man in red sighed sadly. He was silent for a long time. He turned his back slowly to prevent the four people from seeing the expression on his face. He murmured as if sighing: "pass!"
Hearing this, the four people in chuyang didn't feel happy. Instead, they felt heavy and uncomfortable.
Think of the many bitterness that Wu Qianqian secretly paid in those years, and the despair and helplessness that the man in red sacrificed everything to get but was finally forced to take the initiative to let go
Everyone felt an inexplicable sadness in their hearts, which was difficult to calm for a long time, and there was no joy and pleasure of successfully passing the customs.
The red gate that had been closed before suddenly opened, revealing a shining path, winding until far away.
The man in red always turned his back to them and never looked back. However, his body shape has been slowly fading and gradually looming.
The four quietly walked up the path and took a few steps. Chu Yang finally turned back and asked, "how did you choose
This is undoubtedly the common question of the four people. If you don't ask at the moment, I'm afraid you won't forget this question all your life.
The man in red said in a pathetic voice, "from beginning to end, she never failed me. From beginning to end, XiuXiu always believed that being with me was the most relaxed, relaxed and comfortable moment, and also the least need to worry about. Therefore, from beginning to end, she positioned my identity as her father, or regarded me as her own brother... But she never thought of me as her lover, that's all. "
His figure slowly faded, which would have been almost invisible. The whole figure floated in a trance, and his voice came at an almost inaudible volume: "finally... I have another sister; But I also died alone... After that day, I haven't seen her again until now. "
"She didn't know anything about what I did. If she chooses me, I may let her know what I have paid and let her know my affection for her... So as to deepen our feelings. However, since she didn't choose me, I don't want her to know my pay. It will be a too heavy burden for her. "
"I don't want her to be so heavy... She's happy."
The last sentence came with a chuckle: "ha ha... Deep love... No complaints..."
The voice still lingered here, but the figure of the man in red resolutely turned into fog and disappeared in a moment.
However, the desolation and deep feeling contained in his last few words turned into a deep melancholy and stayed in heaven and earth for a long time.
Everyone sighed and felt even heavier.
Finally, one more sister.
Sister... How can you rush out? It must be that he fulfilled his beloved, dissolved each other's engagement, and recognized the man as his sister, thus cutting off his infatuation.
More importantly, let the person you love deeply put down the shackles of her heart and relax to pursue the happiness she wants and have a happy life.
And what about himself?
Feeling deep without resentment... Can you really have no resentment?
If it's true, how can it be gone for a lifetime? How can you die alone?
For a woman, from youth to old age, I don't know how many long years to spend, so I came over;
Congenitally deficient, I change!
I spent all my money just to pursue your footprints and want to catch up with you.
I took out all the bones and replaced them. Just to pursue your standards
I drained my blood and changed it all, just to match your excellence
I broke the meridians of my whole body and reconnected them, still just to be with you.
But the day I think I can, the moment I think I have reached, the moment I can protect you, the moment I can have enough ability to stand side by side with you, and the moment I can really be with you forever, you tell me——
Your heart is not with me. You are going to marry someone else.
I can't pray for your happiness and my guilt.
At the moment you begged me, my world collapsed.
My heart is breaking, my feelings are disintegrating, and my intention is to collapse, but I still have to tell you with a smile: "silly girl, in fact, I have always regarded you as my sister..."
Then I swallowed my own pain, all the difficulties, all the pain, and didn't let anyone know.
Since then, one more sister.
Since then, a lonely life,
Since then, wandering all over the world,
From then on... I'll never see you again.
Because seeing you, you will feel bad;
Because seeing you, your other half may be distracted. Sooner or later, he will see my affection for you, which will inevitably lead to misunderstanding and estrangement between you.
More because as long as I see you... Maybe I'll never be willing to leave again
What kind of feelings is this?
"Chuyang, if it were you... How would you choose?" Tie Butian turned and looked at chuyang seriously.
Chu Yang smiled bitterly, "I don't know, I really don't know! I asked myself this question just now. But in the end, I really don't know what kind of choice I will make. "
Mo Qingwu hugged Chu Yang's arm and said quietly, "I don't know."
Tie Butian shook his head and smiled bitterly.
The people here are obviously crazy.
Now I don't know. Basically, if I really encounter the same situation, I'm afraid I'll choose something similar to the man in red.
If you love him (her) deeply, how can you embarrass him (her)?
Since he (she) is not embarrassed, then, only at the cost of his own pain.
Wu Qianqian and herself may be happy at this point.
Because this is always an unequal society between men and women; Years of war and the disparity in the proportion of men and women have created this inequality.
Thanks to this inequality, I don't have to live a miserable life and die alone!
But... If... If one day, this situation will improve, the world has been peaceful for a long time, and the proportion of men and women will recover; What happens? At that time, wouldn't it be a lot more for infatuated men and women to complain?
But, now like this, are there fewer infatuated men and women? This is a heavy topic that no one in the world can really explain since ancient times!
Is love!
Maybe in the future, many years later, it is still an unsolved problem!
Tie Butian shook his head and smiled bitterly, forbidding himself to think any more. Because in any case, there is absolutely no standard answer to this question. In the eyes of others, it may not be the right thing in your heart.
Who can make it clear?
The four people walked slowly on the winding path. They didn't show any cultivation to speed up. They just walked after dinner like ordinary people for a long time.
The story of the fire of the man in red makes the four people feel very depressed and heavy.
But invisibly, it seems to have solved something
"Is he really called fire?" Mo asked thoughtfully.
"Fool." Chuyang spoiled and rubbed Mo's Dancing Hair: "the name of Yu XiuXiu... May be the real name, but the name of fire must be a false name."
Wu Qianqian sighed softly, "he's just saying... His whole life, from beginning to end, is the feeling of burning his body on the fire... So he wears red clothes and is famous for the fire... This is a painful memory that can't be eliminated forever..."
"Does Yu XiuXiu, whom he loves deeply, really believe that he is only brother and sister to her? And never ask again? Lie to others and yourself? " Mo danced and frowned, a little angry: "this woman is too heartless."
Wu Qianqian smiled bitterly: "silly sister, if you had a fiance since you were a child, you would be affectionate to you, but you like chuyang when you grow up. At this time, your fiance said, in fact, I have always taken you as my sister... Even if you know it's a lie, will you tear it down? Will you give up chuyang and stay with him because of his consideration and because he has been paying without complaint and regret? "
Mo Qingwu shook his head resolutely: "of course not..." suddenly woke up.
"That's it. People have the same heart and feelings, and everything is the same..." Wu Qianqian smiled bitterly: "since you can't give him what he wants, what else can you give him? If you really expose this warm lie, you will face the embarrassing situation that both sides are embarrassed to die, or you are no longer friends, but enemies. "
"The most appropriate choice is to pretend to be confused at this time. Even if it seems to outsiders that you are heartless, you have to do so. Because only in this way can we give each other the greatest consideration, protection and respect. The other party has done too much for you. What is it if you bear a heartless curse and suffer a little injustice? " Wu Qianqian sighed.
"Although it is so bitter."“ The most difficult thing in the world... Is this kind of love that must be let go but can't give up. " This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.