Xiaojing said: "I mean, you can catch up with me in terms of educational level. You don't say anything else. You think too much."
When he heard that it was not what he thought, he was relieved. Then he said, "well, when on earth can you accept me? Is my performance not good enough in recent months?"
In the past few months, he has been studying hard. He doesn't do anything that Xiaojing hates. Whatever Xiaojing likes, whether he can do it or not, he goes all out to do it. Seriously, he has done his best.
Xiaojing said: "I said that this kind of thing should be done naturally. It's not urgent. If you force me again, I'll take back what I used to say and forbid you to pursue me any more."
Hearing this, he was so scared that he quickly drew back his head, waved his hand and begged for mercy: "don't, don't, I'm wrong. Jing'er, I take back my words. I won't ask again."
With that, he wailed again and lay down on the writing platform, "Alas, those who are loved are really confident!"
Xiaojing pulled the corner of her mouth and said, "stop talking nonsense. Get up and work out the problem quickly. It's been a long time. It's enough time to work out several problems..."
"Yes, yes..." daluan gave a feeble promise. He raised his head from the desk and continued to work hard with the problem
Seeing these efforts made by the great chaos, Xiaojing is also very moved and wants to persuade herself to accept his feelings immediately and let him get what he wants.
Just... No matter how hard she tries to like him, she just can't do it.
She couldn't like him no matter what he did, whether he studied hard or changed hard.
To be fair, he is good enough for her. She is the best man she has ever met in her life. She not only listens to her, thinks about her everywhere, but even works hard for her. I'm afraid that in her whole life, she can only meet someone who loves her so much
However, no matter how good he was to her, she just couldn't fall in love with him and didn't like his unstable personality.
Even though he has made great efforts to transform to the type she likes and changed a lot for her, she still can't fall in love with him.
This reality makes Xiaojing very depressed and guilty. Several times, she almost nods and agrees. However, when she wants to nod and agree, she controls herself and doesn't let her impulse.
She also excused herself more than once. She couldn't pay her love just to repay the debt
Sometimes, she wants to completely refuse him, cut off his thoughts, do not let him for himself.
But he was so good to himself, and she didn't have the heart to think that it was too cruel for him. After all, he fought for himself.
In this way, while struggling, she has been hesitating between accepting and not accepting.
However, grandma's opinion is very firm - that is to accept the chaos, never miss such a good young man.
Soon after I met grandma in the chaos, she fell in love with him very much. Later, aware of the chaos like her, more than once for his good words, want to let his granddaughter accept him.
Because of grandma's insistence and his feeling for chaos, Xiaojing can't bear to refuse him all the time. She has been trying to make herself like him.
Ah, it's so painful and tangled. If only she could really like him, or he could give up on her and like others
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On the 10th day of the first lunar month, Han Mingxiu was at home with Uncle Gao in acupuncture. Han Mingcui suddenly called and cried to tell Han Mingxiu that the old lady was gone.
It is said that when she went to bed last night, the old lady was still in good condition. This morning, when the elder sister finished the meal, she went to call the old lady because she didn't get up. As a result, she didn't move after shouting for a long time. When she went to it, she found that she was dead, and she didn't know that she had been dead for several hours.
"Xiu'er, I know you and Yu don't like milk, but anyway, she is our own grandmother, and she has become better over the years. Can you and Yu stop worrying about her and come back and give her the last ride..."
Han Mingxiu thought about it and said, "well, I'll discuss it with my second sister. If my second sister doesn't agree to go back, I'll go back myself."
"OK, I'll wait for you. You can persuade Yu to come back..." the elder sister cried.
Han Mingxiu agreed.
In fact, she doesn't hate old ladies any more.
Although she really hated the old lady at the beginning of wearing clothes, she has changed a lot in recent years. She has helped her elder sister a lot and treated her and her second elder sister well. Therefore, Han Mingxiu has put aside her bad feelings and no longer resents the old lady.
Although there is no longer resentment, there is no respect or liking. After all, it is impossible for the old lady to forget what she has done before.
However, for father's sake, Han Mingxiu decided to go back.
It happens that it's winter vacation. The school is on holiday, and the restaurants and factories are not busy. She doesn't delay anything when she goes back. Otherwise, if she is busy at the beginning of school, she just can't go back.
Put down the phone, Han Mingxiu went to the second sister to discuss, the second sister really didn't want to go back.
It's not because she still hates her grandmother, but because if she goes back, Lin Hongwei must go back with her. If they both go back, they won't go back to their mother-in-law's house.
The second sister really didn't want to see her father-in-law, mother-in-law and sister-in-law again, so after some entanglement, she told Han Mingxiu in embarrassment that she would not go back, and asked Han Mingxiu to help her burn more paper in front of the old lady's grave and do her best for her.
Han Mingxiu also understood the second sister's difficulties. Seeing that the second sister didn't want to go back, he didn't say anything. After cleaning up by himself, he got on the plane from the capital to spring city.
The speed of the plane is much faster than that of the train. She took the plane at noon and arrived at Chunshi in the evening. After getting off the plane, she took a bus to the station and got on the bus back to Nongan county.
It was very late when I rushed back to Nongan county. It was dark, and there was no bus back to Halahai.
After thinking about it, Han Mingxiu decided to stay in the hotel for one night and get up early tomorrow morning to take the bus back home.
So, with her memory, she went to the Red Flag Hotel in the county.
It was the first month, and it was very late. There were few people on the street. Under the dim street lights, only a few people from xingbeng passed by her in a hurry.
Han Mingxiu was walking in a hurry wrapped in her coat when she heard someone call her: "Xiuer? Are you Xiuer? "
Han Mingxiu looked back. Under the streetlight, he saw a tightly wrapped woman, with only a pair of smart eyes, staring at her.
See Han Mingxiu turned his head, the woman around the face of the neck cover down a pull, revealing the whole face.
"It's really you! Xiuer, I'm your aunt. Don't you remember me? " Han Lijuan exclaimed in surprise.
Han Mingxiu looked at the old face and hesitated.
I remember Han Lijuan, but she is too old to recognize her.
If Han Lijuan doesn't introduce herself, Han Mingxiu will never recognize her even if he meets her.
"Oh, Xiu, why are you back? Didn't you go to school in the capital? Oh, yes. Are you graduating now? Where do you work? A lot of money in January, right? I heard that your second elder sister and your uncle's elder sister have asked you to go to the whole capital. You are really capable... "
Han Lijuan said like a barrage, Han Mingxiu did not know which sentence to pick her up.
"Er... Auntie, why are you out so late? Why don't you go home? "
Han Mingxiu awkwardly took a line, the subtext is - you hurry home, I don't want to nag with you.
Han Lijuan didn't understand Han Mingxiu's meaning at all, and she complained incessantly, "I came out to find your brother. The older the child is, the more playful he is. As soon as he came out, he forgot to go home. You see, it's so late and he hasn't come back yet! I don't think about it, so I came out to look for it. Oh, by the way, Xiu, aren't you in the capital? Why are you back? "
Han Mingxiu looked at Han Lijuan and asked, "I lost my milk last night, don't you know?"
"Ah? No more? " Han Lijuan Leng for a while, like a little did not turn the mill, murmured to herself: "this is good, how suddenly no?"
Han Mingxiu said: "I don't know why, but since the people are gone, it's useless to say that. Don't you plan to go back and have a look?"
Hearing Han Mingxiu's question, Han Lijuan's expression froze for a moment, and immediately said: "then what... I won't go back. There's a big business at home, and I can't leave! Besides, your grandmother has a son and a granddaughter. Why do I go back to work as a married daughter? Can you give me some property? "
Han Mingxiu listened, sneer and said: "ha ha, then you go to busy you, I don't disturb you, see you later."
Han Mingxiu really doesn't want to talk to her about people who don't want to go back to see her off when her mother dies.
Seeing that Han Mingxiu was about to leave, Han Lijuan took a few quick steps and grabbed her arm.
"Ah, Xiuer, don't leave. I have something else to ask you."
Han Mingxiu frowned and said impatiently, "what's the matter? Come on, the hotel will be closed for a while, and I will have no place to live."
Han Lijuan said quickly, "Hey, I'm home now. What are you doing in the hotel? Just go to my aunt's house. "
Han Mingxiu flicked her arm, shook off Han Lijuan's hand and said coldly, "no, I'm not used to living in other people. It's better to stay in a hotel. I'll leave first if I don't tell you."
"Hey, wait for me, don't go..."
Han Lijuan saw that Han Mingxiu turned around and walked away. She trotted with her.
"Xiuer, I just want to ask you, how is my daughter now? You said that the dead girl lacks virtue. She has been adopted for so many years, and I don't know whether to send a letter home. I still don't know whether she is alive or dead! "
Han Mingxiu didn't look back and said, "she didn't go to school. If she can't read, how can you tell her to write home? Besides, she has already been adopted by you, so she is not your daughter. It has nothing to do with you. Why do you write back to you? "
Han Lijuan was unconvinced and said, "you can't say that. Even if she adopted, she was born and raised by us. No matter when, we are her mother."
Han Mingxiu said with a smile, "you can think so, but she doesn't want to write to you or contact you. What can you do?"
Han Lijuan curled her lips and said angrily, "hum, she doesn't pay attention to us. Won't we go to her? This immoral thing, now is to find a rich mother, do not want to recognize our poor parents! I've never seen anything so hearty. I've lived a hot life in a big city and left my parents at home to eat bran food. God doesn't have eyes. Why don't you come to daolei to kill her... "
On hearing this, Han Mingxiu immediately understood Han Lijuan's purpose.
This greedy woman must be looking for her daughter's card to get money, and she wants to get benefits from her daughter, but she doesn't know where to find it. That's why she is so angry.
At the beginning, when the poor little girl was at home, Han Lijuan and her husband didn't treat their children as human beings at all. They didn't let them go to school when their children were so old. They worked at home all day like a little servant girl, serving their family.
Later, for the sake of the money, they sold the child, regardless of whether the child was alive or dead
Do parents want their children to appreciate them and pull them? Where do they get confidence?
"Xiu, didn't you help me find my daughter's stepmother? Where do they live? What's the phone number, please tell me! "