Redemption on the brink of blackening (20)
After lying in the room for a while, Nie Huanying couldn't help but get up and carefully looked outside in the crack of the window. Lu Qingwan was still sitting there, motionless, just like a statue.
Nie Huanying looked at it in silence for a while, then turned back to the bed.
That night, Nie Huanying had a very strange dream, but he forgot what he had dreamed the next morning.
The next day, Lu Qingwan went to see Lianyi.
She and ripple know each other only because of easy hope, but they are rare confidants.
Lianyi just slept for a long time, but she was still conscious. When Lu Qingwan passed by, Yi Wang stood at the gate of Lianyi yard, walking back and forth without going in.
Lu Qingwan stopped at his side, "this is the Pearl of cause and effect. I'll give it back to you." He said, "don't worry about that bead in Lu Qingwan's life.".
But Yi Wang didn't answer, "can you persuade her?" Yi Wang looks at Lu Qingwan's eyes pleadingly.
"Since she knows the importance of cause and effect, you will not accept it. You know her temper." Lu Qingwan pushed the bead forward.
"I know. I regret why I told her so unreservedly at the beginning." Yi Wang shook his head regretfully, "but I have to save her, you know."
"I know." Lu Qingwan looked at the bead in his hand, "are you blaming me?"
"To tell the truth?" Yi Wang asked rhetorically.
"If you don't want to tell the truth, don't talk." Lu Qingwan said without expression.
"Although I have a little regret, I don't blame you." Yi Wang looks at Lu Qingwan's eyes seriously.
"In fact, this day will come sooner or later. I can't hide it from her all my life, can I?" Yi Wang's hand clenched behind him, "Yi Gong doesn't live after closing the door
This will make the aura of the bead of cause and effect disappear a little bit. She is also dangerous. Similarly, I still need to take out the bead. " Yi Wang sighed, "in fact, no matter what, she will know, sooner or later."
"Bead, you go on." Lu Qingwan spread out his hand, the beads in his hand floated into the air, and then a little bit closer to Yiwang, Yiwang looked at the beads spinning in front of his eyes.
"You have been wronged." Yi Wang chuckles and takes the bead into his hand. The bead beats in his hand a few times, and then recovers calm. Yi Wang receives it in his arms.
"And now what?" Lu Qingwan felt as if he had done something wrong.
When she came here before, she thought that she was going to borrow beads and educate Nie Huanying who was going astray. She also told Yi Wang that Nie Huanying was actually a demon.
Now it seems that things have become a mess. Nie Huanying still wants to go astray at any time. Yi Wang and Lian Yi also appear because of Zhu Zi
Disagreements and even ripples are likely to die as a result.
Yi Wang looked at the rippling courtyard, "I'll send the beads into her body after she sleeps. Now the aura in the beads can last for a hundred years. I'm not demanding as long as she's alive." In the last sentence, Lu Qingwan recognized his bitterness.
"This is not the way." Lu Qingwan sighed. Yi Wang gently shook his head, "Qing night, you did not love a person, you do not understand."
Lu Qingwan was in the same place because of Yi Wang's words. Didn't he love anyone? No, I did.
In front of Lu Qingwan's eyes, there are several people he met in the world before him. Those people have gradually forgotten with the passage of time, but the recent world is the most clearly remembered, especially about Chen Feng. He is in love.
As for Cong Jingming, Lu Qingwan doesn't know his feelings for him. How can he fall in love with others when he has another person in his heart? So Lu Qingwan felt that he should not like to follow Jingming,
But when Cong Jingming died for himself, Lu Qingwan was really sad, and even sincerely hoped that if Cong Jingming could survive, he could try to love Cong Jingming.
"Have you ever seen me scared before? No, I haven't been afraid of anything since I was abandoned by my father. But now, I'm afraid of Lianyi's death, her blame for me, and her recovery of memory... "Yi Wang closed his eyes and said," once I have something or someone I care about, I'll be tied up. "
Lu Qingwan still didn't speak.
Yi Wang opened his eyes. "Before, I thought the people they came to exchange things were really stupid. What should I do when I get what I want? In the future, there will definitely be other things you want. There is no end to changing all the time. But if you think about it now, these people can understand that what they need most is the best. ""It's like I'm starving. You give me a box of gold for the same reason." System A1 talks with Lu Qingwan quietly, but Lu Qingwan doesn't want to talk to him.
"What do you think?" Yi Wang looks at Lu Qingwan. As a result, Lu Qingwan seems to be out of his body.
Lu Qingwan said, "nothing."
"You don't look like that very often." Yi Wang was temporarily attracted by Lu Qingwan, "who are you thinking about?"
"I wonder if a couple of lovers will fall in love with someone else after they leave for a long time?" Lu Qingwan actually asked her own questions. Now she has gone through love, life and death, meeting someone else, and then repeating the previous process. Now that she has all her memories, she is mentally excluded. In this state, Lu Qingwan doesn't want to love others, but she has to admit that it's like from Jingming. If she can get along with her for a longer time, it can make her heart beat.
Yi Wang was shocked, "what are you doing? I haven't seen you for several years. Do you have someone you like? "
Lu Qingwan shook his head absently, "just suddenly thought of something impractical, some don't understand."
"If you want me to tell you, you monks are too unpredictable." Yi Wang shook his head and sighed, "do you want to understand or cultivate the Tao?"
Lu Qingwan heard him say so, also returned to God, "now you are also a monk."
"But I'm not a serious monk. I'm just a poor man who wants to prolong his life by improving his accomplishments." Yi Wang sighed, "as for the question you ask, few people will stick to it, especially your friars. The life span of friars is too long. It's common to fall in love with other people if the Taoist priest leaves first."
"Besides, some monks are not only one Taoist priest." The words in front are easy to look at, but the tone of the latter is already frivolous.
Lu Qingwan gave him a big white eye, "do you want to do the same? How many partners? Or can't wait for ripple to like you, then turn around and like others? "