Chapter 139 - Passionate embrace [1]

Before Moon Jiwoo was able to react properly, she felt Sookyung gripping her hand and pull her forward. Taken aback by his sudden action, a gasp escaped from her mouth, and both of her eyes widened. Swiftly, Oh Sookyung pulled her over to his ŀȧp, and sitting over his thɨġhs, she could feel the heat due to the contact. Heat started to rise up her cheeks while they started to turn a dark shade of red.  Sitting like this made it difficult for her to control her rapid heart beats, and finding it embarrassing if Sookyung noticed that, she tried to put in some distance between both of them. But as if noticing what she was about to do, he pulled her closer to him, causing her face to hit the nape of his neck.  A scent from his neck reached into her nostrils, and at this state, it was difficult for her to control the inappropriate thoughts from entering into her mind. Bringing his face over to her neck, he placed a soft kiss on her neck, causing chill to pass down her neck, and Moon Jiwoo grabbed tightly on to the material of his shirt. When it came to such situation, Moon Jiwoo found herself unable to react. Hiding her face in his neck, she let him do whatever she wanted to do. "Is this a punishment enough or should I go further?" he questioned. Moon Jiwoo found herself unable to answer that. As much as she liked him leaving such fluttering kisses on her neck, it was humiliating for her to answer yes to him. That's why, she merely remained silent. "I will take that as a yes then," he vocalised before placing more kisses upon her neck. Moon Jiwoo's grip on his shirt tightened as she found her heart almost about to leave her ċhėst. At the same time, she could feel his heart beat as well. Both of their heart beat at the same rate, and they felt really rhythmic together. "Having you like this in my arms makes me want to go further. If you don't reject me, Shin Daerin, I won't be able to stop myself. You don't know how thirsty I am," he vocalised. "You are talking way too much," Moon Jiwoo mumbled.  Maybe Moon Jiwoo would be regretting this later on or she would be satisfied with it. But for now, she wanted to feel more of him. His scent at this instant was capable of rendering her senseless, and it was as if it took away all of her ability to think properly in that moment. Probably she was under a spell put by him on her. But that wasn't something she was able to find herself caring about. This moment felt really amazing to her, and she dėsɨrėd to feel more of this. Even Moon Jiwoo did not know that she had such dėsɨrės up until this moment, and this made her feel totally shy. Oh Sookyung raised his hand to grab her cheeks, and bringing her face in front of his, he placed her lips on top of hers. Before closing her eyes, Moon Jiwoo was able to have a glimpse of how the man was looking at her. His eyes held the same thirst for her— exactly the one she felt in that moment— and she responded his kiss with the equal fervour. Although Sookyung seemed to be taking the lead, she tried her best to keep up with his passion as well. As both of them pulled away from the kiss, he brought his hand over to her, and moving the hair from over her face, he voiced out, "Stop looking at me like this, Shin Daerin. You are really make it hard to control myself." "Is my punishment over so soon?" she asked. "If you say it that way, there is no way I am ending it this quickly," he stated. "Good," she replied before placing her lips on top of his. The passion in their kiss this time around was more than that of the last time, and it was as if both of them desperately needed to do this. In midst of this, Sookyung had long forgotten about the work he had to do. Both of them needed this equally, and none of them showed any signs of wanting to pull away. Finding herself unable to continue with the kiss further, Jiwoo pulled away, and her eyes showed to Oh Sookyung how much she wanted him in this moment. Caught up in this moment, Moon Jiwoo found a heat forming within her body that she would need Oh Sookyung to quench. Her ċhėst was burning up due to dėsɨrė while buŧŧerflies moved around in her stomach, showing no signs of getting slower. This made Moon Jiwoo slightly afraid. Never did she imagine that her feelings for the man before her would be this strong. Even for Eunwoo, her feelings did not run this deep. If this continued on, there was no way that she would be able to survive without the man before her. The very thought of that managed to make her frightened, but right now, she was too drawn in him to give this much of a thought. Whatever that was happening between them right now was something she did not want any end to come to.  Maybe it would be great if both of them could be forever together without having anyone to disturb them. This increased Moon Jiwoo's dėsɨrė to monopolize the man before her regardless of how impossible that was. That felt more or less scary to Jiwoo as well. The thing that happened with Eunwoo was very much likely to happen right now, and she was scared that Sookyung would be disgusted with her after seeing how controlling Moon Jiwoo was able to be. Although she convinced herself that she would be fine if that occurs, right now, she wasn't sure whether or not she would be able to bear that.  It was kind of terrifying how much weak hearted she was becoming when it came to Oh Sookyung, but it was one of those things she was unable to help at. "What are you thinking so much about?" Oh Sookyung questioned, raising one of his eyebrows. "I am scared," she honestly answered, "I am frightened that you will be seeing how ugly I will be getting and then abandon me. You don't know how jealous or controlling I am able to get, Oh Sookyung.  Even though I am like this, my thoughts inside about you are disgusting. You say that you want to tie me up, what if I say that my thoughts are worse than yours? At times, I don't even deserve to judge you." "If that's what gets you to love me, I will be fine, Shin Daerin. I am ready to accept all sides of yours, and none of it would ever feel disgusting to me because it would just show to me how much you love me.  At this point, I am starving for your love to the extent that I will be able to accept anything from you," Sookyung voiced out. "Although you say that right now, you will run away later on. Being loved by me isn't anything healthy. It might even get harmful for you. That's why, Sookyung, please don't do it half-heartedly." "You are saying me that being loved by you is harmful, but what if I say that I want to be harmed by you. Shin Daerin, I don't want you to be scared and love me with all of your heart. I will be able to accept all type of love from you no matter how toxic it is." "Is that so? Then, don't be friends with any female, don't look at any women, and give all of your attention. I don't want you to spend any time with your friends.  Will you be able to dedicate all of your time to me no matter what happens? I will even ask of more selfish wishes from you. I might even ask you to abandon those closest to you for my sake. Would you be able to do that?" "You idiot, that's a silly question you are asking me right now. Is there anyone who is closer to me than you right now? That's why, you are free to wish of whatever you want. Is that it or do you have more demands to make?" he raised one of his eyebrows. "I have to think of them, but you have to agree to them no matter what they are. If you run away, I will kill you. Even if I don't look pretty, you have to love me, alright?" she voiced out. "Don't worry. Even if you are the ugliest person on the earth, I will still be loving you, but if I am agreeing to your conditions, shouldn't you do them vice versa as well?" he vocalised. "We can only negotiate on those when you are a perfect boyfriend to me. Right now, you don't get the right for that," she retorted. "Alright then, I will try to become your perfect boyfriend by following your demands, and then, put in mine," he stated.