Su yunyun did not answer, just looked up at the beam, Su Hao back: "no, mom, my sister and I are not injured." Hearing Su Hao's sister, Su Yun gave a cold hum. Su Hao sighed in her heart. It seems that there is a long way to go to warm her.

Grandma looked at her son's angry eyes, but she didn't dare to say anything more. She just kept whispering: "two useless things."

Su Dahai heard the words, more angry, roared: "you don't say that about my child!"

Grandma looked at Su Dahai's eyes, and her voice was weak: "OK, OK, don't get angry, your own child, then you should hurry to educate, I'm old, I'm not mixed in..." and then

She walked out of the door in a hurry, but before she left, Su Hao still felt that she glared at herself and Su yunyun.

Su Dahai watched the old lady go out of the door and spat angrily on the ground.

Then he thought of his wife and daughter. His skin is very black, you can see that it is the result of working in the sun all the year round, but even though he has been weathered, you can also feel that his whole person is tall and straight, with a lot of energy.

Ding Xiaolan has already taken the children to the Kang and put Su Hao in her arms. Because Su yunyun doesn't like to contact her, she leans against the window and holds the teddy bear that Su Hao wanted to see just now.

Su Dahai also did Ding Xiaolan's side, "just asked, said no injury." Ding Xiaolan saw Su Dahai with questioning eyes, back to her home, her voice is still with a hoarse. Su Dahai nodded, but still in a mild tone. He asked Su hello with love in his eyes: "is there any discomfort now? Did grandma hurt you just now?" Sue shook her head cleverly.

Su Dahai smiles at Su Hao, then turns her eyes to her eldest daughter who leans against the windowsill.

"Yunyun." His voice was more slight and cautious than he had just asked Su Hao, "are you hurt? Come to Dad's side and let dad have a look?" He seemed to be weighing his words, every word with care.

Su yunyun didn't answer him. He didn't even turn around. He looked out of the broken wooden frame of the window paper, staring at the yard where there was nothing.

Su Dahai didn't show any surprise at his eldest daughter's indifference. He sighed almost imperceptibly. Ding Xiaolan and her husband looked at each other, put their hands on his hands, patted them gently and comforted them.

Su Hao looks at Su yunyun staring out of the window, then secretly raises his head and observes the expressions of Su Dahai and Ding Xiaolan. Their eyes have no brilliance, and the wrinkles on their forehead are more obvious now. They come together like gullies, and their eyes are full of deep loneliness,

Su Hao can understand their feelings. She hasn't seen her daughter for a long time. She finally has the opportunity to drop the stall and visit her daughter. First, she meets the old lady who criticizes her two daughters and even chases them with a broom. Later, she meets the elder daughter's coldness. Although it's expected, she still can't hide her disappointment and sadness.

Ding Xiaolan noticed her little daughter's comforting eyes. She also tried her best to raise a smile at the corner of her mouth. The crow's feet were all crowded together, but with the kindness and love of her mother.

Su Hao gave her a sweet smile back.

Su Dahai looks at his eldest daughter leaning against the window. He is full of different tastes. Su yunyun looks thinner and smaller from her back. Her withered and yellow hair is now scattered behind her. Her prominent shoulder blades and thin neck make su Dahai sad.

He was furious when he thought of his mother's rude cry just now, but one sentence always haunted him: "I raised you for six years.". It has been six years since I sent my eldest daughter to the countryside.

After her little daughter was born, she learned that she had a congenital heart disease, and Su Dahai and Ding Xiaolan almost collapsed. In her confinement, Ding Xiaolan washed her face with tears every day. In the past, her glorious face was like covered with a layer of ash, and she couldn't get it down any more.

As the head of this small family, Su Dahai cannot fall down. He must shoulder the heavy responsibility of protecting his wife and daughter. So when Ding Xiaolan was able to cry, Su Dahai didn't say a word. He was just smoking one by one in the courtyard of the hospital.

He walked in the courtyard almost all the time, then put out the cigarette which he had put in his hand with his finger, and threw the cigarette butt into the garbage can in the corridor.

Su Dahai strides into the building. He still wants to ask the doctor.

At the door of the office, he tidied his clothes, smoothed the wrinkles on his clothes, raised his collar to smell the smoke, stamped his feet to make sure that there was not too much soil on the sole of his shoes, and then knocked on the door of the doctor's office.

"Doctor, can you tell me something about my daughter's illness?" Su Dahai's body tilts slightly to the doctor, saying in a respectful tone.

"At this stage, we can only observe for a period of time. When we are about five or six years old, we can see if we can have an operation. However, the child's body is very weak, and you need to use a lot of energy to take care of him. You have to be prepared." The doctor also took the trouble to answer these words.

"OK, OK, thank you." Or these words, Su Dahai silently with the door.

When I was accompanying his wife in the ward at night, I thought that if I woke up tomorrow, I could hear that my daughter's illness was not serious. In the dark, Su Dahai watched his wife fall asleep. He stood up carefully to avoid waking up his wife and the lying in women in the same ward. He lowered his footsteps and went to the door to gently bring them to the door.

The corridor of the hospital was quiet. At night, there was no sound from the maternity ward. Su Dahai walked out of the building and came to the moonlight

Moonlight like water, soft light on his body, cool night wind, blowing through the wrinkles of his eyes.

Little daughter's illness, like a huge stone, heavy pressure on his heart. If he doesn't enter, his daughter will suffer physical torture, and he and his wife will have no choice.

Taking care of their daughter all the time, and the huge amount of operation and medical expenses, it's really unbearable for an ordinary hawker family.

Su Dahai stood silently in the garden for a long time. Finally, he sighed helplessly. Now that fate has such an arrangement, he can only fight against it to the end. He and his wife came to the city from the countryside and struggled at the bottom of the society. They are not the people who will be beaten by fate. They just thought of yunyun and what the doctor once warned: maybe all their energy will be put on the child. Su Dahai sighed deeply.

He will never let yunyun leave him. She is too young. She is only two years old and three months old. He estimates that Ding Xiaolan is the same as himself. He can't bear to lose his parents' care when yunyun is so young.

What's more, Su Dahai knows that his mother is an old woman who prefers sons to daughters. If you send yunyun to her, you may be wronged.

Another cool wind came, and the moon was blocked by the clouds.

Su Dahai said silently in his heart that he would never send yunyun to the countryside until he was desperate.

However, the development of things later was beyond Su Dahai's expectation. After her daughter was discharged from hospital, she was still weak and had frequent colds. As Su Dahai was still busy making money, the burden of taking care of her child fell on Ding Xiaolan.

Ding Xiaolan almost has to put all her energy on taking care of her to ensure that her daughter will not get worse. When I went to the hospital for examination, the doctor said to Ding Xiaolan, "I take good care of him. The child is in better health now, and it will be easier to recover in the future when he has surgery."

But if we go on like this, we will inevitably neglect our eldest daughter.

Ding Xiaolan holds her daughter, who is a few months old, and she still has the test sheet in her hand. She wants to understand the doctor's meaning, but Su yunyun, who is still around, disappears.

Where can a child over two go? Ding Xiaolan looks at the crowd crowded in the corridor.

Looking at the crowd, the figure of a two-and-a-half-year-old child is too hard to find. Ding Xiaolan runs around anxiously, "sister, excuse me."“ Big brother, let's go. " She holds her daughter in one hand and pushes away the crowd in front with her other hand. The diagnosis sheet in one hand is now crumpled.

"Yunyun, yunyun!" Ding Xiaolan cries anxiously, her eldest daughter, lively and lovely eldest daughter, so small a child, Ding Xiaolan dare not imagine, in case something happens, what should she and her husband do.

From time to time, people who came to see a doctor looked back at Ding Xiaolan, who was shouting loudly. She didn't care. Now she was full of anxiety, like baking on the fire.

"Where are you, yunyun?"

Finally, about an hour later, Ding Xiaolan found Su yunyun in the neurosurgery nurse station. It was two nurses who brought her to the nurse station when they saw such a small child and seemed to be by themselves.

"We see the child standing at the stairway. There are people coming and going there. It's not good to bump the child down if you don't pay a little attention to it. Moreover, the hospital also has traffickers looking for healthy children." A young and lively looking nurse said to Ding Xiaolan.

"Later, when I asked her about your mother, the little girl must have been frightened and cried all the time without saying anything."

Ding Xiaolan looks at her eldest daughter with tears on her face. The two sheep horn braids she didn't tie up in the morning are more messy now. Her eyes are very red and full of fear and grievance.

When Su yunyun saw her mother, she rushed over and threw herself on her leg. Ding Xiaolan still held her daughter in her arms. She had no way to pick up yunyun. She had to squat down and hold yunyun in her arms with her arm holding the test sheet.