When suhao woke up, it was noon the next day. No one called her to get up early. When she walked out of the room, the smell of the food came.
"The big sluggard wakes up!"
A slightly tender voice suddenly rang out. Su Hao looked for a voice and saw that a little pink boy was jumping up and down on the sofa.
Su's mother came out of the kitchen and saw Su Xuan bouncing on the sofa. She quickly took off her apron and stepped forward to block her and said, "baby, how many times has mom told you not to jump on the sofa? You are so big. What can I do if I press a hole in the sofa?"
Su Xuan is pressed by Su mu, so she has to sit back on the sofa and fiddle with the toy car.
Su Hao sips her mouth. This is Su Xuan, her brother and parents' baby son.
Su's father sees Su Hao come out of the room and greets Su Hao with a smile.
"Hello, Sue. Come on. Your mother made a lot of delicious food today, which you and your brother like."
Su's father's gentle tone warmed Su Hao's heart.
When Su Xuan saw Su Hao sitting at the table, he immediately turned his mouth, threw down his toys and ran to the table. Seeing the kung pao chicken on the table, he immediately grabbed a piece and put it into his mouth.
"Ah! Have you washed your hands? " Su Hao quickly stops Su Xuan's little hand and frowns.
Playing with the hands of toys directly grasp the dishes on the plate, Su Xuan is really used to some do not understand the rules.
Su Xuan pouts and makes a face at Su Hao.
"It's up to you!"
One side of Su's father also some can't go down, preached Su Xuan a few words, Su Xuan just honest to wash hands.
At the dinner table, the atmosphere seemed very harmonious. Su's mother kept putting vegetables and meat into Su Xuan's bowl, while Su Xuan was eating and playing and clamoring to watch cartoons.
The room they live in is small. Four people are crowded in front of the table. Su Xuan runs around. Before running, he accidentally bumps into Su Hao's elbow, and the food on Su Hao's chopsticks falls onto the table.
Su Hao pauses for a moment, puts down the bowl chopsticks and pulls Su Xuan to himself.
"Everyone is eating. You don't want to eat, but you can't affect others, you know?" Su Hao's words are sincere, trying to educate Su Xuan.
If you don't teach a fourth grader some rules, I'm afraid it will be even worse.
Su Xuan, however, seems to have not heard him. He suddenly breaks away Su Hao's hand and continues to run to play with toys.
"Just eat your own." Su's mother reminded him, "Xiaoxuan won the 10th place in the class this time. He is rare in the toys that reward him. Let him play. It's you who let me and your father down. It's just a few days. Your teacher has called me twice. You are more and more excessive. How can you treat your classmates like that..."
Suhao listened to those words about himself, silent.
In the eyes of their parents, Su Xuan is the root of their su family. The whole family is counting on Su Xuan to grow up and make a good life for them.
Su Xuan got the 10th place in her class, so her parents happily cooked so many delicious meals and bought her favorite car toy. You know, that toy is enough for her half a month's living expenses. Every time she takes the exam, no matter how big or small, she is the top three in the class, and she gets only a little praise from her parents.
It's as if her excellence is what she should be. It's clear that she has made so much effort
"I'm full."
Su Hao stood up, cleaned up her dishes and chopsticks, and then went back to her room.
Feeling the loss in her heart, she had no appetite to eat any more.
After closing the door, suhao sits beside the bed. The mirror on the table reflects her lost look. Suhao pushes the bangs away, revealing the scar on her forehead.
She reached out and touched the scar gently. She couldn't help falling into the memory.
When she was young, Su Xuancai was just born. In order to support her sister and brother, her parents got up every morning and set up a stall to make money. When there was no one at home, the responsibility of taking care of her brother naturally fell on Su Hao's shoulders.
Suhao likes this younger brother very much. Although it's harder to change diapers and feed, she doesn't resist.
As soon as Su Xuan learned to crawl, Su's mother made room for her and spread a soft cushion for her to practice crawling. However, Su's mother overestimated the stability of the wardrobe.
Because the family was small and wanted to save some money, Su's father picked up some leftover materials for furniture from the outside, made a wooden wardrobe and put it in a corner of the bedroom.
It's this wardrobe that almost killed Su Xuan.
As soon as Su Xuan learned to crawl, he was naturally curious about the surroundings. When Su Hao was looking at his younger brother, he let Su Xuan climb onto the wardrobe without noticing. Because there were too many things in it, the wardrobe became wobbly. After su Xuan climbed in, he was even more unstable and was about to fall down.
At the critical moment, suhao rushed over without hesitation and blocked the heavy wardrobe with his body. However, Naihe suhao was still young and could not hold the heavy wardrobe full of things by himself.
"Mom!" Sue Hao cried out with all her strength.
When Su's mother arrived, she immediately panicked when she saw the scene.
"Xuan Xuan!"
Su's mother yelled, then ran over and took Su Xuan out of the closet. Unfortunately, when she was about to turn around and help the fallen cupboard, something happened.
After seeing his younger brother rescued, Su Hao could no longer support the weight of the wardrobe. As soon as his wrist was soft, he was pushed back by the wardrobe.
She felt a sharp pain in her forehead, and then she lost consciousness.
When she woke up again, she was in a room full of disinfectant. Her parents sat by the bed and looked at her with worried face.
And the long scar on her forehead is what she left behind.
The first thing Su Hao said when he opened his eyes was to ask his younger brother if there was anything wrong.
After hearing Su Hao's words, her parents showed a look of heartache on their faces. They kept praising Su Hao and bought her a little skirt that she especially liked, but was never willing to buy.
This makes Su Hao feel that everything she has done is worth it. Even the scar on her forehead doesn't seem to hurt so much.
But when she learned that her forehead would be scarred, she could not avoid some sadness. After all, no girl does not love beauty.
Su Hao recovered from the memory, put the mirror upside down on the table, took a deep breath, sat down in front of the table, took out the exercise book, and was ready to do the exercises.
Although it is introspection at home, but learning can not be left behind, high school curriculum is not so easy to deal with.
The next morning, suhao was woken up by the noise outside the door. Before she could recover from her confusion, the bedroom door was pushed open.
Su Xuan rushed in with a toy car and stood beside Su Hao's bed.
Su Hao doesn't plan to get up either. He lies on his side and looks at Su Xuan.
"Look! My new toy Su Xuan handed the toy to Su Hao's face, and the front of the car almost poked her nose.
This is the toy that his mother just bought for him today. As soon as he got it, he couldn't wait to show it off with suhao.
Unfortunately, Su Xuan's envious look didn't appear on Su Hao's face. Su Hao just gave a faint "um" and pushed the toy car away from him.
Su Xuan blinked, as if feeling very strange.
In the past, when he showed off to Su Hao, Su Hao's eyes would show envy. Whenever he saw Su Hao's eyes, he would feel very happy.
But this time he didn't see that look.
"Ugly! Why don't you talk to me! " Su Xuan is a little angry and smashes the toy car on Su Hao.
Suhao felt a pain on her back. A toy car the size of a basketball hit her. Even if she was wrapped in a quilt, it would still hurt.
"Su Xuan, what are you doing?" Suhao sat up impatiently.
From small to large, everyone in the family is used to Su Xuan, including herself, so Su Xuan's character now can't blame anyone.
It seems that I haven't seen Su Hao's eyes like this. Su Xuan is stunned for a moment, and his hands are swinging wildly. I don't know where to put them.
Su Hao has been staring at Su Xuan, and is very satisfied to see that he is at a loss. When he sees the new clothes Su Xuan is wearing, his eyebrows suddenly wrinkle slightly.
She remembers that Su Xuan's clothes are not broken, and yesterday at the dinner table, Su's mother also said that the family is a little short of money recently, how in the twinkling of an eye to buy a new suit for Su Xuan.
She has been wearing canvas shoes for three years, but she is not willing to change a new pair.
Su Hao just feel upset, put the toy car into Su Xuan's hand, and carried him out of the room.
Su Xuan is also very witty. After being carried out, he never comes to find Su Hao again.
Suhao was lying on the bed, looking through a magazine. When she was reading it with relish, she suddenly heard the sound of something breaking.
It should have come from the kitchen, but Su Hao didn't plan to see it. Her parents and Su Xuan are at home. Her existence is dispensable.
Not long after the broken voice, Su Xuan's cry also rings. Then Su Hao hears a rush of footsteps, and then the door of his room is pushed open.
Su's mother was standing at the door, and behind her was su Xuan, who lowered her head and wiped her tears.
"What's the matter?" Su Hao looks at the two people in front of him.
"Did you break the dishes in the kitchen?" Su Mu asked.
Su Hao hears the speech and takes a look at Su Xuan who is peeking at him. Su Xuan's line of sight touches her and moves to one side. She instantly guesses the whole story.
"It's not me. I've been in my own room and haven't gone out." Su Hao said faintly.
With that, he continued to turn the magazine in his hand.
Su's mother had some doubts in her eyes and turned to look at her baby son behind her.
"Baby, what did you just tell mom?" Su Mu asked softly.
Su Hao glanced at Su Xuan and waited for him to speak.
Su Xuan seems to be hesitant, but after seeing Su's mother beside her, her eyes suddenly firmed up and she stretched out her finger to Su Hao.
"When I was playing in the living room, I saw my sister go to the kitchen to pour water, and accidentally broke the plate!" Su Xuan vowed.
Su Hao was not as like as two peas.
"Mom, I don't have to lie about a plate." Sue is in no hurry.
Su's mother frowned, as if she thought Su Hao's words were reasonable, so she didn't ask any more. She took Su Xuan and left the room, saying something.
Suhao put down his magazine and sighed.
"I seem to understand why you committed suicide..."