Chapter 149

At last, Chu Chen felt that he could only blame himself, why he was born in such a family! If you were born in an ordinary family, you would not have so many troubles now.

Now that he is deeply disappointed with his family, Chu Chen doesn't want to see his own parents now. With his current state, it won't do any good for both sides to meet each other. At that time, he will probably break up in a bad mood, which will undoubtedly hurt both sides again. So he shakes his head and says:

"don't talk, I don't want to go!"

With that, chuchen turned around and went back.

"No!"

Chu Yulan rushes to Chu Chen's side, grabs his arm, and says anxiously: "brother, how can you forgive your parents?"

Chu Chen looked calm and said: "everyone is not wrong. What can we forgive? I don't want to talk more about it. Even if you say it many times, I won't go back now! Xiaolan, the reason why you come here this time is to tell me this? Thank you. I'll take you back later! Let's keep in touch for the time being! "

Hearing this, Chu Yulan's face turned pale and tearful and said: "brother, do you hate me! Do you blame me for not telling my parents before? Yes, I did it wrong. I'm selfish. I'm sorry for my parents who have raised me for so many years, but I didn't mean to! I'm just afraid to go back to the old days! "

"I know, no matter what reason I have, it's not the excuse I didn't tell my parents before, but please, don't drive me away, as long as you can eliminate the resentment against my parents, you can let me do anything."

Chu Chen shook his head and said, "Xiao Lan, it has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to do that."

Chu Yulan tearfully said: "no! You must hate me, but it doesn't matter. As long as you can forgive my parents and come back to them, even if you let me leave this home! "

Hearing this, chuchen's chest suddenly raised a piece of anger and said: "chuyulan, who do you think I am! Is that what you are in my heart? Or do you want to take this as a threat and make me accept it! "

Hearing Chu Chen's scolding, Chu Yu was stunned and then explained incoherently: "no! I don't No, I really don't mean that! Wow I I really don't mean that!... " At the end, she squatted on the ground at a loss and began to cry.

Chu Chen saw this, can not help but frown, he is most afraid of girls crying in front of him, pity at the same time, also let his mood is very bad, plus because of life experience, he was ruthless not to pull the leg to go.

However, seeing Chu Yulan squatting on the ground crying, Chu Chen feels that he can't bear to leave the girl alone. He can't do this.

After waiting for a while, Chu Yulan was still crying. Chu Chen sighed in his heart, took out some paper towels, handed them to Chu Yulan and said, "OK! Stop crying

After a while, Chu Yulan was still crying. Chu Chen immediately said, "Chu Yulan, I said don't cry. If you cry again, I'll go!"

"Brother Brother, you Don't leave... " Hear Chu Chen want to go, Chu Yulan quickly while wiping tears, while some difficult to stand up.

"Brother, I I really don't mean that. When we went to Xijing, I thought you should be my parents' missing son. However, I didn't tell my parents about it at that time because of my personal affairs. "

"After that, I had a lot of opportunities to tell my parents about it, but because I was afraid of it, I concealed it. Later, I felt that I couldn't go on like this any more. Seeing my parents' mixed feelings when they recalled you, and the things you did for me, brother Chu, I felt that I was selfish to the extreme. "

"However, when I found this, I found that there were too many mistakes. In order to make up for my previous mistakes, I vowed to let my parents and you happily reunite. Brother Chu, what I said just now is to let you forgive your parents. I really don't mean to force you. You have to believe me! "

After listening to Chu Yulan's words, Chu Chen's heart, can not help but rise a sense of powerlessness, quite a sense of crying and laughing. Chu Yulan looks very smart. According to Wen Yuting, her academic performance is among the best in the grade. How to do things is a problem. They say it's not her problem, but they are still so serious.

Moreover, she thought that the problem was too simple. Judging from her description just now, it was all her own ideas, and she didn't listen to other people's opinions. To put it more difficult, it was self righteous.

Let's say that from her description, she may not be the child of her parents, but in fact, as she thought, her parents will blame her after hearing about it? Even if I would blame her at that time, how could her parents have the heart to abandon her?

Thinking of this, Chu Chen secretly shook his head and said:

"Xiaolan, I still made that decision.""I..."

"Stop!"

Chu Chen saw that Chu Yulan was tearful again, and immediately said, "listen to me first, and I'll say it again. I didn't make this decision because of you, but because I couldn't accept that" selfless "decision at that time."

"I know, for the most part, that was the right decision. But I'm just a small person. I have seven emotions and six desires. I can't be so selfless, so I can't accept being decided. "

"But mom and Dad..."

Chu Chen waved his hand and interrupted: "I know what you mean, but I can't control the emotion in my heart now. If we meet at that time, I can't guarantee that it won't break out. This result must not be what you want to see?"

Hearing this, Chu Yulan's face was full of disappointment and murmured: "is that the only way? My parents will be very disappointed with me, won't they? "

Seeing Chu Yulan's expression, Chu Chen secretly shook his head and said, "Xiaolan, do you know what your biggest problem is?"

"What?" Chu Yulan came back and asked in confusion.

Seeing this, Chu Chen could only repeat: "I said, do you know what your biggest problem is?"

"What's the problem?" Chu Yulan thought for a while, shook his head and asked.

"The biggest problem for you is that you like to dig into the corner. I made this decision. What does it have to do with you? How could they blame you? "

"But if I had told them earlier, or someone else would have advised you..."

Chu Chen says helplessly: "did change a person to come over, my this decision can't change? Even if the two of them come, I can't change this decision, and I will certainly quarrel with them when I'm emotional. Now, it's much better than that. "

Chu Yulan heard here, opened his mouth, then to the mouth and swallow back, she thought in her heart, the result is really likely to be that brother said, is he really drilled the horn?

"Well, don't think about it any more. When you go back, you can tell them what happened today. They won't blame you, and they won't have the result you imagined."

Hearing this, Chu Yulan anxiously said: "brother, do you still want me to go?"

"Go back and look at your face in the mirror. Can you come to my house in such a state?" Chu Chen looked at Chu Yulan's pale face and said helplessly.

Chu Yulan quickly said: "brother, you are not going to deal with the purchase today. Then I will have a rest in the dormitory of the school to ensure that it will become lively. If you see that I am not in the right state at that time, I will deal with it with you."

Chuchen sighed and said, "I said Xiaolan, why do you need it?"

"Brother, since I have come, let me have a look at your living environment from childhood to adulthood, otherwise, I will leave a regret, please!" Chu Yulan begged.

Chu Chen now also realized Chu Yulan's single-minded character. He knew that he couldn't persuade him any more, so he could only nod his head and promise: "OK, but if I see that you are still in a bad state at that time, then you have to go back to me honestly."

Chu Yulan nodded and promised, "brother, don't worry. I won't drag you back then."

"OK, let's go. Now you can go back to the dormitory and have a rest..."

After that, Chu Chen took Chu Yulan back to school. Along the way, he also understood the root cause of Chu Yulan's present character.

Chu Yulan was originally adopted by a small welfare home. Because of the limited qualification, the quality of the nursing workers is uneven, and the management level is backward. Not only do they often beat, abuse and treat children, but also they are afraid that children will run around and tie them up with ropes or chains.

At that time, Chu Yulan was small and a little stupid, and the little girl was a little timid, so she was not only beaten and scolded by the nurse for some small things, but also bullied by the same orphans. In this welfare home, Chu Yulan lived to the age of six, which not only made her have a huge psychological shadow, but also made her sensitive and suspicious.

In the year when Chu Yulan was six years old, the abuse of children in the welfare home was exposed by the reporter, which caused great social repercussions. At that time, Chu Chen's parents also read the news in the newspaper. Because of the problem of fertility, they also wanted to adopt a child at that time, so Chu Yulan came to the present family.

Knowing this, Chu Chen sympathizes with Chu Yulan, but at the same time, he also knows that it is precisely because of her experience in those years. Although her sensitive and suspicious character has changed a lot with the careful care of her parents, it has not disappeared after all. Therefore, she has formed her character which is easy to get rid of.