Chapter 38

When Li Xiao says the name, song song song thinks a lot in a moment. He hopes Li Xiao can avenge him, but he doesn't want song song song to die too happily. He also hopes that song song song who killed him in his previous life can be pulled back and let him die clearly.

But at the same time, a great grievance rushed to his nose in an instant, making him speechless.

Li Xiao got the answer from his eyes. He held the man in his arms, stroked his lover's hair and said, "how do you want him to die?"

"I think, I want to beat him up..." Song song forced the tears in his eyes back, stretched out his arms around Li Xiao's waist: "I don't want him to die in the dark, but I'm afraid."

"Let's have a fight first." Li Xiao hugs people tightly. They don't ask each other why they attach so much importance to what happens in the dream. Li Xiao is not in a hurry to hit people now. He goes to bed, hugs people, and hears song song's voice: "porridge shed..."

"I didn't kill. I'm sober." Song song is still holding him when he is in a coma. Li Xiao does feel that he is out of control, but it's different from usual. He is very sober, but his concentration is terrible. His whole heart is in song song song's breath and heartbeat. He is worried that song song song will not move in his arms.

Song song suddenly breathed out a long breath. It seems that what he saw was just a nightmare caused by worry.

He rubbed in Li Xiao's arms and said, "that's good."

"Tell me something later."

Song song nodded and said in a soft voice, "Your Highness, do you want to talk about dreams?"

"What do you want to know?"

"I dream that after the first meeting with your highness You don't want me. "

Li Xiao raised his eyebrows, looked down at the guy with only half a face in his arms, and said, "I dreamt that I had a night with song'er. Song'er was afraid of me all the time, and asked me to be gentle..."

Song song immediately covered his mouth and said, "I, I said later."

"Later..." Li Xiao thought for a moment and said, "later I heard that you had a hard time in the government, so I ordered someone to pick you up. They all said that song'er ran away because he was afraid of me."

“……” Song song was worried and asked, "did you come to me?"

"I'm afraid I'll scare you. Someone secretly sent someone to look for it, but nothing was found. It happened that there was news from Texas in those two days, so I went there myself."

Dezhou is the news of the former Queen's murder. Between song song song and this incident, Li Xiao certainly put the news first, not to mention that song song song of the previous life really wanted to avoid Li Xiao.

Li Xiao then said: "in my dream, I slowed down a step. When I arrived, the man had already been killed."

"The one you brought back that day?"

"Well."

Song song held him silently, not knowing how to comfort him, but Li Xiao didn't ask him to comfort him, and then said, "later, I was recommended to lead the soldiers to the front line, and someone wanted to kill me."

Housekeeper Qi said that Li Xiao refused to go to the front line in this life. The time is about before and after his marriage. Once he went out to fight, he would not be able to come back in one day or two. They would miss it completely.

Song song hugged him tightly, and Li Xiao asked in a low voice, "who do you think that person is?"

Song song thought of the Qin emperor, sipped his mouth, said: "I, my dream has not finished, do not know who it is."

Before things became clear, he didn't dare to speculate. After all, it's the queen of today. It's better not to know some things.

Li Xiao did not force him. He kisses song song song's ear and says, "the biggest regret in my dream is you. Now that I have you, I have no regret in my life."

"Your Highness..." After all, song song song couldn't help asking the question: "why did you only meet once, but..."

Li Xiao sighed and said, "about eight or nine years ago in winter, you once helped a little beggar. Do you remember?"

8、 Nine years ago, Fu's family was still in the water, and Fu Xiang was not seriously ill. Although song song song was a commoner, he should have the best food and clothing. He was born with snow, and occasionally went out with Fu Xiang. He often received small snacks from adults, because Fu's businessmen were very charitable and had a good reputation.

Fu Xiang often gives gruel to the refugees. In winter, he orders his servant girls to give them some clothes. Fu Guoshang even built a refugee camp with his own money, but he experienced a refugee war. He was targeted by the government and almost became the bandit leader who wanted to expose the uprising. Fortunately, someone helped him to escape.

At that time, song song song often followed Fu Xiang and was taught to help others.

It was the first winter day after Li Xiao was poisoned. At that time, Li Xiao's madness was not well known. Emperor Hongren invited countless miraculous doctors to treat him, and put him in the imperial palace to keep the news secret.

Li Xiao was crazy most of the time, until a miracle doctor gave him a strong medicine, and he got a short awakening, but he couldn't accept the fact that he killed his mother himself. It happened to be snowy in winter, and people's footprints went out. Soon he was buried in the snow, and he escaped.The 11-year-old boy mixed his unkempt face with beggars and was ready to leave the city. At that time, Li Xiao was not completely used to killing people. He took a rope to tie his hands and feet, leaving only three feet of space for activities, so as to prevent madness from hurting the innocent.

He wanted to go all the way north, to a place no one could find, to survive and die, so as not to be ashamed of the royal family.

It snowed heavily in winter. He curled up in a place and slept. When he woke up, he was beaten and kicked because he had slept in other beggars' territory.

At that time, he was still sober. He was almost out of breath for the crime of killing his mother. He abused himself and allowed himself to be bullied. He had no idea of survival in his heart.

Until a crisp voice came: "porridge! You can eat! "

The beggars were afraid that they would be late and couldn't find anything to eat. They ran out in a hurry. Li Xiao curled up on the ground and coughed gently. Then he saw a pair of white boots, which were made of exquisite materials. At first sight, they were the precious young man.

As the prince, Li Xiao knows a lot of Jingui people. He worries about being recognized, so he doesn't lift his head. He gets up and wants to leave, but suddenly he says, "are you a prisoner?"

"Yes."

He continued to move forward, creaking around him, and the pure boots came to him again. He found Li Xiao bent down and refused to look at himself, so he bent over and looked up with his hands on his knees. Looking up from below, his bright eyes suddenly came up to him: "the prisoner won't say he is a prisoner. Is the rope on your hand tied by them?"

He had a sullen face: "get out of here."

His words made the other party stay for a while. He stood up straight. Li Xiao was sure that he was not the little boy he knew. Then he stood up straight. He found that this guy barely reached his chin. He seemed to be scared by the roll. He was a little afraid. Li Xiao went out of the alley and was ready to change to a hidden place.

But soon, he found that the guy came up again. He took the steamed bread with meat and squatted down in front of him. "You must be hungry, aren't you?"

He was really hungry. Under the temptation of meat, he could not resist it. He grabbed it and bit it hard. The little boy immediately grinned and sat down to watch him eat. His two little hands held the cheek of meat and said in a soft voice, "don't be afraid. If they bully you again, I'll call my mother."

Li Xiao takes the food hand slightly, from small to big, no one dares to bully him, and he has already passed the age of being bullied to shout Niang, although later, he can't shout.

He squeezed the steamed bread in his hand and bit it slowly and forcefully. He didn't continue to let the little guy with good intentions go away.

That guy is chattering in his ear, maybe he is not so terrible, what makes Li Xiao feel funny is that he repeatedly stressed: "I know you are a good person, it doesn't matter, don't be afraid, wait for me to tell my mother later, then you will follow me."

Before his madness, he was the prince of all stars. After his madness, he was the devil that everyone avoided. No one ever regarded him as a weak person, even his own biological parents.

His escape was soon discovered by the taishifu, and the whole process was searching for his trace. Before he left, song song song handed his cloak to him. When he came to see him again with the good news from Fu Xiang, he saw a hand stretched out from the gate of the alley and was caught back in an instant.

Song song went in doubtfully. At a glance, he saw yesterday's callous young man breaking his hand's arm madly. The bones were exposed outside. There were blood stains on his face and Cape. On one side, there were bloody tongues. Several beggars, who were older than him, all died on his hands and broke.

Little by little, he came to song song song. His palms were full of blood. He was a man who killed with his bare hands. Yesterday, the rope that tied him had been completely broken. Song song song watched stupidly and stepped back carefully. He saw his neck twisting unnaturally, which seemed to suppress his crazy intention to kill -

song song song's legs were weak, but his survival instinct made him turn around and run, but before he had time to turn around, the young man swept in front of him like a ghost and jammed his neck, which frightened song song song song song He looked at his youth in front of him, tears rolling down, "mother, help me..."

But almost all of his voice was stuck in the trachea, and he could only make a gasp.

Li Xiao seems to be suddenly sober. Song song is thrown out by him. He moves on the ground in front of his eyes. Without a few moves, there is no movement.

Later, the people of taishifu arrived in time. Yan Tianya subdued Li Xiao and ordered him to be chained. Li Xiao's head was pricked with a needle. When he saw someone holding up the young man who fell on the ground, he was put in an iron cage and stared at each other. He wanted to ask, is he dead?

But he can't say anything. His neck is blue and his body doesn't seem to belong to him. If he uses it forcibly, it will only be more terrible in the eyes of outsiders. Then, the cage was covered with a layer of black cloth. He never saw the young man again.

Later, he asked his uncle, "what about the child?"

"Dead."

“……” Li Xiao swallowed "whose little boy is he?" and never mentioned it again.Until one day, he saw song song song in the government. He was so familiar with his eyes that he recognized them. His first sentence was: "what's your name?"

"Song song song."

Song song song

Since then, the name has been completely remembered by him.

He thought that he had killed him, but he was still alive. Li Xiao was very happy in his previous life. He wanted to come back from Texas to propose marriage, but he never thought that he would get it back. He missed his whole life for various reasons.

When Li Xiao tells him, he naturally avoids the details that he was brought back by the iron cage and that he had thought about suicide. Song song song gradually has an impression under his gentle voice. He tries to think for a long time before he finally remembers the details of that time.

What happened in that alley was a nightmare for song song song at that time. He experienced another death. After waking up, he had nightmares day by day. After several months, Fu Xiang prayed to God and worshiped Buddha everywhere, which finally made him better.

But that time left too much shadow on his psychology, it was completely forgotten.

He looked at Li Xiao's face, and slowly matched up with the terrible guy in his memory. His expression finally came to light.

Li Xiao knew what he was thinking as soon as he saw it: "I have remembered you for so many years, you little heartless..."

"You have no conscience. I'm kind enough to give you food. You want to strangle me!"

Knowing the source of the other party and himself, song song song is not confused at all. He suddenly feels that the distance between him and Li Xiao is getting closer. After staring at him, he can't help laughing: "there is such a thing. No wonder his highness is so kind to me. Is it to repay his kindness?"

"But the kindness of a steamed bun..."

"And a piece of meat!"

"But it's not enough to eat a piece of meat and a steamed bun and give you such a living husband?"

The author has something to say:

counsels Who wants you to return it.

Crazy: tut.