Before the age of six, Luo Gu was a little princess. Although her family was not very rich, at least she didn't worry about food and clothing. Her parents held her in their hands and hurt her. There were several dolls that other children in the town didn't have.
Until the age of six, my mother went to a high school reunion about ten years ago.
At the meeting, she met many old classmates and was hit hard.
In the past, her grades were worse than hers and she was better than her mediocre female classmates. Many of those boys also started their own factories and became big bosses. One of them was the boy who chased her for two years in her schooldays.
At that time, the boys were not good at learning, but they were very resilient in chasing people. Later, he just got out of business with his boldness and toughness and became the most beautiful person among them.
When I came back from that day, my mother changed.
Her heart became bigger and wilder. She was no longer comfortable in the current mediocre life. She wanted to go out and make a living.
But my father was reluctant to go out with his wife. He thought it would be good if he had enough money. He didn't need to be a monk.
But her mother's deep ambition was inspired. She was unwilling to be ordinary.
After a long standoff, the happy and friendly family began to quarrel with each other, more and more.
Father always thought his wife was just being grumpy and didn't take it seriously, but young Luo Gu sensed her mother's mistake sensitively, so she was obedient every day and tried not to cause trouble to them.
Sometimes, my mother would take advantage of my father's absence to hold little Luo Gu and cry silently, saying something she didn't understand at that time.
Xiao Luo doesn't know what to do. He can only become better every day.
She would recite Tang poetry and Song Ci in her mother and father's mind, and do some arithmetic problems that senior students would only do.
At this time, the unhappy mother would happily rub her head and praise her cleverness.
However, such efforts of little Luo she still failed to keep her mother.
At the age of seven, her mother ran away from home.
No one thought that not long ago, this woman had a hot and noisy birthday for her daughter, but in an instant, she said she would leave.
She left a signed divorce agreement and never came back after that day.
It is said that she left with the old classmate who became the boss.
Xiao Luo doesn't understand, so he always asks his father why his mother hasn't come back.
At the beginning, Dad would explain that mom was just angry and ran away from home, and would come back soon.
But later, as the day went by, the woman had no news, her father became more and more depressed, and never answered little Luo's questions.
Little Luo Gu couldn't see his mother for a long time. Finally, he couldn't help crying and asked his father for his mother.
The crying little Luo GUI was slapped by his irascible father, and was stunned.
"Cry, cry, you cry, that cruel woman will not come back! She ran away with people and wild men - "her father, who was always good-natured, roared at her, so scared that little Luo Gu did not dare to cry, just belched for a while.
It seems that all night, the amiable father and the beautiful and gentle mother are away from her.
After a period of depression, dad got back on his feet and was stimulated to have a sense of career.
He still didn't leave the backward Town, just quit his job in iron rice bowl, and took a sum of money from his relatives and friends and began to plant land.
Fruit trees, herbs What kind of money to earn.
Later, his business grew bigger and bigger, and he became a small boss.
The busy father often leaves early and returns late, as if he has forgotten that he has a daughter at home.
Little Luo learns to cook by himself, and every day he will cook and wait for his father to come back.
Sometimes Dad would praise her, but sometimes, his eyes are very cold.
Little Luo gradually accepted the fact that her mother wasn't there. She didn't dare to ask her father any more. She just cried secretly every night holding her mother's doll.
Before long, my father remarried and married a beautiful aunt.
Dad has more smiles on his face than before.
Xiao Luo was happy to see her happy father, but she soon found that her father left her less love.
A year later, Aunt Wang gave birth to a younger brother.
She likes her brother very much and wants to hold him, but whenever she gets close, the aunt will immediately take him away.
Later, Luo Gu understood that Aunt Wang didn't like her proximity to her brother.
My aunt doesn't like her either.
She looked at her father and aunt competing to hold her brother. Her face was full of smiles. Three people were in the same frame. She was very happy.
And she's standing alone, nobody cares.
Luo Gu began to study hard, because only when she got the dazzling report card, her father would have more eyes on her, and her aunt would also boast a few words. At that time, she would have the illusion that she was loved.When she grew up, she gradually understood a lot of truth, and no longer regarded learning as a matter of concern. She liked learning.
When she devotes herself to her study, she will gain other happiness and forget a lot of troubles.
Luo never tried to fit into the family again.
In fact, compared with most unfortunate children, she is very lucky. At least she has enough food and clothes to keep warm. In this regard, neither her father nor her stepmother deliberately treats her badly.
Stepmother is not the vicious stepmother in fairy tales. She pretends to be a loving mother in front of people at most, and becomes cold again when no one is around.
Luo Gu no longer craves that kind of father's love. Since her biological mother ran away with others, she knew that she was no longer her father's little princess.
For her father, her existence is a mockery and humiliation, reminding him of his cowardly past at any time.
How much love there used to be, how much hate this man has now.
She is gradually used to this kind of life, but occasionally in the dead of night, she also dreams about some past things.
The three of them sat together, and her father and mother were very kind. She was obedient and sensible, and she was the little princess of the family.
Seeing that other children have a brother and sister who loves them, she would naively ask her mother, "Mom, mom, can you give me another brother? Sister, too. "
At that time, mom and dad would laugh.
How warm a dream is, how indifferent the reality is.
Luo knew that such days would never come back.
She is immersed in her study every day. She doesn't hear anything out of the window. Even if someone chews her tongue behind her back and says that her mother ran away with a wild man, she now has a stepmother. She is so pitiful that she doesn't hear it.
It's hard to hear, but she doesn't know how to theorize.
What they said seemed to be the truth.
Her mother did run away from her father.
Later, she took the examination of the best junior high school in the city, far away from the town, and began to live in junior high school, with a lot of quiet ears.
Later, she was sent to Yuehua noble middle school in the capital of the emperor with the first grade in the province, free of tuition and miscellaneous fees, and many living subsidies.
She entered a new environment, as if she had a new beginning.
But it seems that nothing has changed, just another place to study.
Until later, she knew Qin Xing and Su coco, and her life was as peaceful as water.