After living as Qian Junze for so many years and planning for so many years, Ji Mengze was already tired.
But the blood feud will not fade with the passage of time, it will only get deeper and deeper.
Apart from revenge, his life seems to have lost its meaning.
Even if he has become Qian Junze, those hateful ideas are eating him day by day, making him sleepless at night.
The years when he just became Qian Junze were the most painful.
At that time, he was accompanied by a Manchurian pearl.
Its name is Gong Jiu.
Ji Mengze, less than six years old, was killed when the Ji family was encircled. The human soul was broken. The conscious spirit of heaven attached to Gong Jiu's branches and leaves in time due to inheritance.
Then, Gong Jiu collected his ghost and took him away from Jijia village.
It was gong Jiu who helped him find the right carrier, and he was able to attach to the young Qian Junze.
Qian Junze was born with a broken soul, and he was also a broken soul, so he lived in his body.
Later, the two gradually merged.
He is Ji Mengze and Qian Junze.
But I don't know when the hatred of Ji Mengze was so deep and strong that later, he was just Ji Mengze.
Qian Junze seems to have become an identity convenient for his layout.
He had been alone for many years, hated for many years, no one knew the pain in his heart, only Gong Jiu.
Only this stupid flower demon has been with him.
Ji Mengze knew Gong Jiu's affection for himself for a long time, but he used it selfishly to tie Gong Jiu to his side.
She was used by him. She became the sharpest knife around him.
Her hands were covered with blood, but he was spotless.
The Banshee always said with a smile that he was a man like a relegated fairy, and his hands were not suitable for blood, so she was to do everything.
But she did not know that even if his hands were clean, his heart would have been dirty.
And Gong Jiu, she kills more people, but her heart is pure and clean.
All people in the world may betray him, but Gong Jiu won't.
They were supposed to have an equal relationship. When he was young, he saved Gong Jiu, but later Gong Jiu also saved him.
It wasn't until later that some vague memory fragments emerged. Combined with his encounter with Gong Jiu when he was a child, he suddenly understood something.
At that time, Gong Jiu was still a mangzhusha without shape, but with wisdom, he slipped out of the mangzhusha of Baihua garden and took root in the tomb of a high priest. He refused to leave.
At that time, Ji Mengze, who was still a small meat bun, always gave him an oil paper umbrella when it was windy and rainy.
At first, he pretended to be dead and refused to communicate with jimenze.
Later, jimenze threatened to pull it out, and it revealed its wisdom.
One man froze for several days. At last, jimenze didn't transplant it back to the hundred garden because he was afraid that it would die again and run to the cemetery of the successive high priests.
He planted the little flower demon in the basin secretly, and watched day and night to avoid it running again.
Later, in order to make the little flower demon shape a little earlier, he often took it to the place where the spirit of the priestly Pavilion is most rich to absorb the spirit.
Later, he would carry his own flowerpot everywhere he went, almost inseparable from each other.
But he never asked, the little flower demon would like to follow him.
His heart is not with him, with some dead high priest.
When he met Gong Jiu, he thought it was just a newly intelligent flower demon, but he forgot that there were so many secrets of the Ji family that he could seal the flower demons that had already been born with intelligence and even formed.
Perhaps, the flower demon, which seems to be at the beginning of wisdom, had already opened intelligence hundreds of years ago, even changed the human form. Only because of a mistake, it was granted wisdom by the high priest at that time.
Until people die for many years, when the seal failed, it has a new memory.
Although Ji Mengze has been inherited, the inheritance is sealed with the skill experience and fragmentary memory of previous high priests. Although it is fragmentary and disorderly, it is enough for Ji Mengze to see.
So he knew that it might not be the young Ji Mengze who saved Gong Jiu, but the man in the tomb that he found just after he woke up.
When she first knew about it, Ji Mengze was only thinking about using it, so she didn't study it more deeply.
So he didn't know that there was such a trace of unhappiness behind the heart of utilization.
In fact, he was very concerned. Gong Jiu followed him because of a dead man who had not been there for a long time, and gave priority to him.
He has always been very sober, sober to know what to do, so it is particularly cruel.
The only time when he was not awake, or indulged himself, he had a relationship with Gong Jiu.
He knew he shouldn't, but he fell into the illusion that the flower demon gave him.
Once indulged, he had a physical entanglement with Gong Jiu.There have also been subtle changes in their relationship.
They are no longer a simple master-slave relationship.
Ji Mengze doesn't love Gong Jiu, but he is infatuated with the feeling of physical entanglement, because it will make him forget hatred for a short time and feel that he is alive.
But at the same time, he hated himself.
Clearly do not love this flower demon, but with it should not have something to do.
Just, don't you really feel anything?
If not, he will not be in front of her, with enough to sting her words asked her, just as a plaything, do not care?
Gong Jiu said he didn't care, but he clearly felt that she was charming and bright on the surface, but her heart was bitter.
Grass and trees have no heart, but his heart is better than his heart.
It's just that sometimes jimenze isn't sure.
It seems to be just a game of lust. Does he have a second's heart attack.
It wasn't until Gong Jiu fell into his arms, dying, and his evil spirit spread, and his life quickly passed, that he finally confirmed this matter.
He loves Gong Jiu.
I don't know when, maybe it was when she took risks for him again and again, or even earlier.
He fell in love with the Banshee who only laughed and would even die for him.
Gong Jiu has been chasing him. He doesn't give her half a response. It seems that Gong Jiu lost miserably, but in fact, he lost.
For so many years, he has been planning and calculating for the Ji family. He has never lived for himself for a moment. The only happy and happy days are spent with Gong Jiu, the thousand year old flower demon.
Ji Mengze pulls away from the memory, he stands at the table, his eyes are tender and tender, looking at the blooming manzhushahua.
Manzhushahua is in a huge spiritual gathering array, where the spirit of the square and circle are gathered.
But these years, manzhusha is still open and thank, thank and open.
"Nine." Ji Mengze gently touched the red petals and whispered, "when will you come back? When you die, tell me not to be sad, say you are reluctant to leave me, and you will come back to me. So jiu'er, you need to talk Son of nine doesn't like liars... "