Its been a week since I last spoke to Chloe. I still see her around school hanging out with her friends and she avoids me that's good - I guess.
Exams are around the corner and I don't have time to worry and be sad about Chloe. It hurt, it really did, but after waking up the next day I felt refreshed and it feels like a heavy weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I feel bad for her, she did always say she loved me and she showed me too. I just wish I could have shown her how I felt towards her, but she should know - I guess.
Sitting at my desk while biting onto the pen I use to write my notes with. I sat there going through my chemistry book. My google hangouts was open on my laptop in front of me.
We were having a video call slash study sessions we meaning my friends and me. Tai and I were great at chemistry while Ashly and Laura were above average and needed help. We went off topic a bunch of times, but luckily Laura kept us in check.
Anglic_demon 20:30 pm.
"hey sweety, why are you still up?"
I bit down hard on the pen after I saw the message from sis. She told me yesterday that she was working on a project and that she'd arrive home late.
My friends were still speaking while I zoned at the notification that was on the side of the screen.
LazyMuch? 20:32 pm.
"Hey sis, I was waiting up for you."
Angelic_demon 20:32 pm.
"I feel honoured."
LazyMuch? 20:32 pm.
"Hehe"
"Sis"
"I want to tell you something."
Angelic_demon 20:33 pm.
"i'm listening"
"well, reading."
LazyMuch? 20:33 pm.
"I want to leave this place."
Angelic_demon 20:33 pm.
"why?"
LazyMuch? 20:33 pm.
"I want to be myself"
Angelic_demon 20:34 pm.
"did something happen?"
LazyMuch? 20:34 pm.
"No, not really."
Angelic_demon 20:34 pm.
"must I come fetch u?"
LazyMuch? 20:34 pm.
"how would that help?"
Angelic_demon 20:35 pm.
"u can come live with me"
"or dont u want too?"
LazyMuch? 20:35 pm.
"I want to"
"But wouldn't that be bad"
"I mean erections"
"Are embarrassing"
Angelic_demon 20:35 pm.
"I will help you dont worrry"
LazyMuch? 20:36 pm.
"how?"
Angelic_demon 20:36 pm.
"hehe"
"do u really want to know?"
LazyMuch? 20:36 pm.
"You mean 'that'?"
"Blushes"
"Fuck," I said while looking at that message. The slightest sexual message from sis turns me on. I bit on to my bottom lip while sucking on it and looking at the screen, looking down at my pants "I'm hard," left my mouth.
Angelic_demon 20:36 pm.
"u finally caught up"
"haha"
"Reign?" I heard Laura call out my name. I looked to my left wondering where it came from. "Reign?" she called again making me look to my right.
I must be hearing things, I can hear Laura's voice but can't see her. "Reign, look at your fuckin laptop!!" she yelled making me fall off my chair.
I got up from the floor and used the desk as support. After sitting down, I looked at my laptop and saw sis' messages.
Furrowing my brows I finally remembered that we were studying together via video call. I sat up straight and picked up my laptop, folding them on the chair I was seated on and placed it between my legs.
I minimized the text screen with sis and I was met with three gazes - I feel weird.
"Y-you c-called L-l-laura?" I asked hesitantly.
There was no response from Laura and the other two. I wanted to say sorry, but I did not feel guilty at all.
Since no one was speaking I decided to reply to sis' message.
***
LazyMuch? 20:50 pm.
"haha What happen to no good with sis?"
"(hiding face emoji)"
Angelic_demon 20:50 pm.
"who said so?"
"I dont remember any of that"
LazyMuch? 20:50 pm.
"hahaha"
"Alright you win"
"I should come over now hahaha"
Angelic_demon 20:50 pm.
"<3"
A smile played on my lips and I again forgot about my three friends who were watching me.
"Reign, what are you doing? Are you chatting to Chloe?" I heard someone ask me, by reflex I answered, "No, I'm speaking to sis," without stuttering.
"Who?" I heard Ashley's voice sound in the background. I realized that I did it again and went back to the video call.
"Uh…" I trailed, I did not know what to say.
"A new girlfriend?" said Tai Hong questioned. Running a hand through my short black hair I looked down at the three of them staring at me.
"Sis is not my g-girlfriend," I said with a stutter. They continued to look at me with puzzled and confused expressions.
"Can we meet her?" asked Laura. I smiled wearily and just nodded. Introducing sis to my friends wouldn't be so bad would it?