Chapter 261 If You Refuse, I'll Hate You for the Rest of My Life

Chapter 261 you refuse, I hate you for the rest of my life

When Gu Xinyan left Qin Yuanxing, Shu Wei was already in the ward with Wei Rongqing.

The surgery went well, and the tumor that was stuck to the blood vessels was benign and did not continue to grow. Dr. White did not take the risk of removing it, but left it where it was.

As long as we check it regularly in the future, everything will be fine.

Little bun was also tired and saw his grandmother lying in bed without saying a word or moving. He blinked and climbed onto the empty bed next to him. His big, shiny eyes blinked and he just lay down.

"Mommy, wake Nian Nian up when grandma wakes up."

He promised grandma that when she came out of the small house, she would see him when she opened her eyes.

Nian Nian was a good boy who kept his promise.

Shu Wei nodded, "Okay."

It was quiet in the ward. Shu Wei was with Wei Rongqing. When the man appeared by the door, Little bun had already fallen asleep.

Shu Wei only reacted when she heard the footsteps. She moved them away for a long time. She remembered his footsteps clearly and knew that it was gu xinyan.

"Where did you go just now?"

Shu Wei immediately wanted to signal him to come in, but the man stood outside the door with a straight face.

"Come in, what are you doing there?"

Shu Wei was overjoyed that Wei Rongqing's operation was successful. But Shu Yuan was still unconscious, and no one could share her joy.

The man was not far away from her, and her slender figure and pretty face made her feel dependent.

But gu Xin Yan did not move. His cold brows were still stiff. His body became more stiff, which made Shu Wei more confused.

Just now, wasn't it all right?

"Ask Nanny Tang to bring you food tonight." Gu Xinyan only glanced coldly at the side and his eyes fell on Little bun, who was sleeping soundly. Subconsciously, he pursed his lips and a smile spread from the thin corners of his lips.

Then, at the moment he finished speaking, he turned around.

Shu Wei was shocked and followed without thinking, "It's still early. Where are you going?"

He only looked at her with a heavy gaze, his eyes filled with complicated emotions, and his dark eyes could not be seen through.

She didn't understand.

After a while, the man did not speak. Shu Wei was panicked and suddenly remembered something, "Are you still worried about your situation? It doesn't matter. Now that medicine is so advanced, no matter what the disease is, there is always a way to treat it."

"Besides, dr. Lu is so outstanding and authoritative. As long as you cooperate with his treatment, you will be fine, right?"

The more she tried to persuade him, the more he felt the hope in and out of his words, and the more depressed he felt.

"Gu Xinyan, you've actually seen so many patients. In addition to the medical treatment, the optimistic mood is also very..."

"Enough!"

He lowered his eyes, his dark eyes constricting his pale face.

When Shu Wei said this, his eyes were filled with hope. That expression, however, was not allowed by him now.

He should never see these things again. Neither sunlight nor hope belonged to him.

Shu Wei was stunned. He tried to reach out and touch Gu Xinyan, but the man avoided her touch without a word. His dark eyes were filled with hurt.

He was very fragile.

Shu Wei always knew, but at this moment, she was still confused.

So she pursed her lips and tried to squeeze out a smile, "Nian Nian is still asleep. Don't be so loud. I was just telling you about the treatment..."

"Ah, treatment? You already know."

"What?"

Gu Xinyan smiled sarcastically, his shoulders taut, as if all the emotions in his body were compressed into his muscles, and even from the outside, he could feel the restraint in his body.

He suddenly reached out and squeezed Shu Wei's shoulder. Within reach, she could still touch her thin shoulder blades.

His narrowed eyes had an indecipherable meaning. He stared straight at Shu Wei and said slowly, "I don't have time to play hard-to-get games with you anymore. The rest of the time..."

He just wanted to be with them.

In the end, Shu Wei did his best.

At this moment, a low voice came from beside him, and when Shu Wei opened his mouth, he felt a little guilty, "That's right. I know what's in your head. But that doesn't stop us."

"You can still pick up Nian Nian every day, teach him taekwondo, and accompany him to parent-child activities. Everything you want to do, you can continue."

"As long as you're willing to operate."

She was full of hope, her clear eyes filled with hope.

Shu Wei's eyes fell straight into his eyes, and she began to remain silent, staring at him stupidly with anticipation in her eyes.

That expectation was like poison.

The man lowered his eyes, struggling and hesitating, and the hand on Shu Wei's shoulder relaxed because of the gaze. The movement of putting it down was very, very slow.

Shu Wei opened his mouth to say something, but the man turned around and left her with only a back view.

She couldn't help but rush up a few steps, a little resentful, and raised her hand heavily to give him a slap.

"Snap."

The voice was clear and crisp, and the echoes could still be faintly heard in the empty corridor.

The man's face suddenly darkened, and his emotions changed a lot, as if he wanted to shake his hand and leave, and also wanted to beat her up, but in the end, he did not say a word for a long time.

Shu Wei bit his lips and his voice became sharper, "What are you afraid of? Afraid of dying on the operating table? Do you know that if you drag on like this, you won't even have the slightest chance!"

Even if he could survive three months, it would still be a bone-chilling pain. After torturing a person to the point of death, even the remaining anger was consumed, and there was really no hope of survival.

At that time, he could only lie in bed and wait to die!

She did not want to be like this, nor did she want to see him like that. Not wanting to wait until then to see that he was not angry and weak.

"Lu Youming and Dr. White will operate on you together. As long as you succeed, you will be able to return to normal. There will be a lifetime left. You can do whatever you want!"

The more excited Shu Wei was, the more depressed he became.

Who doesn't want to live well? Who doesn't want to be with his wife and children day and night? Who doesn't want to... Never mind.

Gu Xinyan clenched his fists tightly, his body trembling slightly because of his excessive restraint.

He did not speak for a long time and swallowed everything that Shu Wei had said into his head. Every word of hers was filled with worry, and it hit her deeply.

It was as if someone was stabbing him with sharp needles, without any pity.

The moment Shu Wei finished speaking, he suddenly raised his hand and punched the wall with a heavy punch. A painful voice came from his throat, dry and oppressive, "What if we fail?"

If he failed, he would lose even the time he had left. He had not had time to properly deal with the aftermath, had not had time to prepare all the birthday gifts for Nian Nian, and had not had time to make sure she was well fed.

He didn't want to sleep on the operating table like that.

The success rate was too low. He just wanted to take the rest of the day and not gamble on the slim chance.

The plan was to stay away from her and Nian Nian.

He only needed to take care of everything so that they would be free from fear, hatred, and sorrow in the future.

But in the end, she still cried because she was sad.

Gu Xinyan's eyes flickered a few times, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yes, the last thing he should do now is to get closer to them.

Shu Wei's eyes were red. She sniffed hard and held his cold palm. He rubbed his rough skin a little, "No, no. How can you fail... Think about us, think about Nian Nian, I promise, I won't fail, okay?"

She could still see that haggard heart from time to time, and her heart was always throbbing with pain.

He knew that it was because of her and Nian Nian that he refused to operate. He knew that he was reluctant to let them go.

Hearing this, the air suddenly fell silent.

I don't know if her words worked, or if the man was finally willing to change his mind. He didn't say a word for a long time, but then he slowly broke Shu Wei's hand.

His dark eyes turned cold.

His thin lips moved, and his words were cold without a trace of warmth, "No, you can't guarantee it."

He turned around and shook off the hands that he missed.

He strode forward without hesitation.

He had to let go. He didn't even have the ability to give happiness now. If she continued, it would only make her sadder and sadder.

If only Shu Wei still hated him, then at least he wouldn't cry.

Shu Wei didn't know what he was thinking, but his heart was always in a panic, and his eyes were blurry as he looked at his back, lonely and pitiful.

Suddenly, a strange feeling rose from the bottom of her heart. If he left just like that, refusing surgery or treatment, it seemed to mean that she had lost him from now on.

In that case, she had no husband, Nian Nian, or father.

"Gu Xinyan!"

At that moment, all the emotions in her heart surged into her head. It swallowed up all her senses.

Shu Wei did not know where he got the courage to shout out in front of the word "Quiet" hanging on the front wall, "If you just wait to die, I will hate you for the rest of my life."

She was gnashing her teeth.

Her voice was sharp and resentful.

Gu Xinyan knew she was in a hurry. She panicked. She didn't know what to do.

Having been in this hospital for several years, she never made a scene in the ward. But now, he had no regard for anything.

The man smiled bitterly, his back stiffened for a few seconds, and after hearing Shu Wei's voice, he inadvertently trembled a few times.

"Hate, just hate."

His lips moved and he said a few words. But every word was so small that Shu Wei didn't hear it at all. Her eyes were sour as she watched him pause.

Then, she gradually disappeared from her sight as if nothing had happened.

The soul, as if it had been pulled away.

The doctor who heard the noise came over to check and saw Gu Xinyan leaving.

"Young master Gu?"

"Doctor Shu?"

Gu Xinyan's reaction was to turn his eyes away and walk in a hurry.

He did not realize that his secret was being peeped at again.

When he turned the corner, the emotions that were not properly hidden were revealed in his eyes, allowing the doctor to see his red eyes and his suddenly darkened eyes.