Chapter 300 I Just Care Too Much about You

Chapter 300 I just care too much about you

Even shu wei didn't know why she had to say this to annoy him. She knew she couldn't accept Qin Yuanxing, but she and Gu Xinyan couldn't go back.

Until now, she could not tell whether her feelings for this man were the love she had always loved, or the kiss after years.

If not for the old man, because of Nian Nian...

"Shu Wei, do you always only have Nian Nian in your heart?" He suddenly opened his mouth, his voice low and deep, a faint sense of loss lingering in his eyes, and finally turned into a red bloodshot.

Those dark eyes were filled with deep and undetectable pain.

Shu Wei was grabbed by her wrist, forced to raise his chin, and stared at him with wide eyes.

"Without Nian Nian, you hate everyone in the Gu family and the whole world! What about me? In your heart, after Nian Nian is gone, everyone in this world can no longer make you care!"

He, too, was her husband.

He was as sad as she was when the child was gone. However, when he struggled to control his grief and give her time and space, she couldn't wait to throw herself into someone else's arms.

He, Gu Xinyan, was never a coward!

His own woman, should have been unscrupulous to take back, but it was this woman who hated him in her heart.

If he hated her because of the child, how could he have the courage to lock her up?

Shu Wei could hear his pain and bitterness, and his wrist hurt from Gu Xinyan's excitement. The more he lost control, the gloomier his handsome face looked.

She lowered her eyes and tried to free her wrist, "You want to say, should I care about you?"

Shu Wei opened her lips and smiled. The corners of her red lips revealed a slight bitterness. Her face was pale, but her lower lip was especially beautiful because of the bite.

So he slowly took two steps back and his eyes were clear, "Do you think I can still care about you?"

"The more you care, the more you lose. I just cared so much about you that I couldn't bear to leave, to give up, to let my sister leave me, to let Nian Nian leave me!"

A car accident, a fire.

She had lost the second most important person in her life, and no matter how strong her heart was, she could not bear it.

Shu Wei was almost screaming, and her eyes began to glisten. She lowered her eyes and clasped her palms, "Nian Nian, the old man killed her. It was indirectly killed by the Gu family. I think of Nian Nian struggling in the fire whenever I see anyone in your family!"

The fire burned Little bun beyond recognition. She only saw the bracelet on her hand, not even the face.

Gu Xinyan stiffened and was startled. He looked at Shu Wei in disbelief. The pain in his heart began to surge and his emotions became uncontrollable.

There was a nervous and pitiful atmosphere in the air. He stared at Shu Wei and could almost see the blame in her heart.

So he clenched his hands tightly, letting them clench tightly, "You still blame me."

"You still blame me for killing Nian Nian, right?"

Shu Wei raised his face and looked at him. His clear eyes were right in front of him.

"Yes." Her red lips parted, no longer showing mercy.

That simple word almost destroyed Gu Xinyan's confidence.

He always thought that time would heal all the wounds, that as they separated and calmed down, she would always look back at herself.

He thought that Shu Wei, like him, cared more about the other person than Nian Nian and the children in this world.

Gu Xinyan laughed in disappointment, his hoarse voice coming from his throat, plain and frightening.

He turned his back to Shu Wei and looked up at the ceiling, not knowing what he was thinking.

Shu Wei could not see him clearly, but he could still hear the voice that was suppressed.

She waited for a long time before Gu Xinyan stopped moving. Then she walked to the bed and sat down, cold and silent, "Have you forgotten? In the past, you said that what you cared about the most was the child. Now that Nian Nian is gone, I, as a mother, didn't protect him well. Gu Xinyan, I blame you for hating you, but I also know that Nian Nian likes you."

I'll help Nian Nian with everything he wants to do, and I like the people he likes. So I tried very hard to tell myself not to hate you anymore."

She sobbed a few times and felt as if her heart had been crushed by a large stone, suffocating.

The man in front of him was still tall, and he stood upright, not to mention because of anything, which made him feel lonely.

After a long time, gu xinyan slowly turned around and his eyes were red, "So, what are you going to do?"

He leaned against the door, looking decadent and weak.

He couldn't help but take out another cigarette. Just as he was about to light it, he saw Shu Wei's subconscious frown and put it down, "I won't smoke."

Shu Wei pursed his lips and placed his palms on his lower abdomen. He did not speak for a long time. It was only when the air was so quiet that she could barely breathe that she took a deep breath and said, "There's nothing planned. We're divorced."

"In the future, let's separate like this. You live your life, I walk my way. After Lin Zhaoying's judgment, my parents and I will return to lin an county. In the future, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you."

She did not know if she had already planned it or if she had suddenly thought of it. When he said it, it was extremely smooth.

Gu Xinyan was stunned. He wanted to open his mouth to refute, but he couldn't say a word.

He could only smile bitterly and say in a hoarse voice, "What about him?"

Shu Wei looked down from his line of sight and landed on his lower abdomen. Subconsciously, he crossed his hands and looked carefully at Gu Xinyan, "This child, I have my own plans."

He smiled and did not lean over. Instead, he stood far away and looked at Shu Wei carefully.

"Are you going to marry him to another man or not to him?"

As the words fell, the air froze again.

Shu Wei blinked and said nothing.

Her silence seemed to confirm what she said. The man walked over disappointedly and held her hand to make her stand up, "I don't want either. If you want to marry, you can only marry me."

"If you don't want it, give it to me."

He spoke very softly. If I hadn't seen him now, I wouldn't have thought of the word threat.

However, he was threatening her!

Every word sounded right beside her ear, as if she was deliberately teasing her, allowing the warm breath to enter her ears and entwine them over and over again.

Shu Wei was shaking all the time. How could she bear to part with this child?

This was the person she was most looking forward to.

When Little bun was still around, he would often lean against her, his chubby face pressed against his belly that was not yet bulging, "Nian Nian wants him to be his sister."

The milky voice seemed to be still in her mind. Shu Wei almost didn't dare to think about it, because every time she touched it, it was as if a thousand arrows pierced through her heart.

Little bun always held her hand and talked to her sister in her stomach.

Yueyue always said that mommy should get Nian Nian a sister. Otherwise, when Nian Nian grows up, mommy will be lonely. At that time, Yueyue took me to an orphanage and said that he wanted to adopt a sister. But mommy, the sisters in the orphanage all have blue and gray eyes, which are different from us."

But now, the baby in mommy's belly will look very much like him.

Mike, who lived at the end of the street, had a sister who often took her out to play. When his sister was born, he would bring her back to show off in front of Mike.

Hmph!

Such love, I'm afraid that no matter what, I hope this sister was born.

Shu Wei lowered his head, his mind full of Little bun's appearance, as if he could still hear the sound of his laughter.

The man stood next to her and condescended.

"Did you hear what I said?"

She hesitated for a long time and nodded.

"Good. It's getting late. You should rest." As he spoke, he pushed Shu Wei down on the bed, covered her with a soft blanket, and leaned on her sides, the two of them facing each other.

Under the light, the pale and beautiful face became more pitiful. He couldn't help but reach out and touch it.

But as soon as he raised his hand, Shu Wei avoided it.

His fingertips could only hang awkwardly in mid-air, just two centimeters away from his cheek, but could not get any closer.

"Sleep. Good night."

Gu Xinyan did not force her anymore, but just slowly climbed down from the bed, with no effect other than the force from the change in the strength of the bed.

The footsteps were very soft and gradually went away. Shu Wei heard the door open and close, and gradually closed his eyes.

She remembered the man's threats to her, either to marry him or to give him the baby.

Shu Wei fell into a deep sleep and the last thought was that she would choose neither.

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The next day, the sun was shining brightly.

The curtains on the balcony were opened at some point, and the light of the sun shone in.

She opened her eyes and felt a little tired. Last night, she dreamed of Nian Nian, who was struggling and shouting in the fire.

He didn't sleep well all night.

As she walked out of the living room, she could immediately smell the tempting fragrance. She followed the smell and saw the breakfast carefully placed on the table. Yellow eggs and sausages, and soft and sweet glutinous rice porridge.

There was no one around.

On the note was a simple sentence: "Take care of yourself."

Shu Wei did not reject his offer and sat down at the table to savor it. Her mind was spinning fast. Gu Xinyan should have prepared this craft. Was he still thinking about raising Nian Nian's sister with her?

Downstairs, inside the silver car.

The man sat in the driver's seat, his gloomy eyes staring straight at him. There was a laptop on his lap, and on the screen was a woman eating breakfast in the house.

The emotions in those eyes were always gloomy until they saw her putting food into her mouth, and a hanging heart was also put down.

"Young master Gu, do you want to continue observing?"

"Well, anything. Especially when she buys tickets and tickets, report to me immediately."

"Yes."