Chapter 308 hope in life
The moment the words fell, a strong emotion suddenly appeared in Gu Xinyan's eyes, almost swallowing her whole body.
He clenched his hand tightly, tried to restrain himself, and said slowly and hoarsely, "Since you don't hate me, go home."
Home?
Shu Wei was taken aback. At that moment, she did not think of anything else. However, for some reason, the word immediately broke into her heart, hurting and hurting.
Her family, many years ago, was surnamed shu. Many years later, he thought that where he was, it was home.
Now, Shu Wei had no idea what the word meant to him.
Gu Xinyan also urged, reaching out to hold her hand, allowing the warmth to pass through, slowly eroding her heart.
"I, I'll think about it."
Shu Wei only thought the word was too seductive and made her want to get close. But every time she thought of that place, it felt like it was going to freeze over again. There was a thick layer of something blocking her.
Perhaps, it would be better to just forget.
But somehow, she felt guilty. If you let Nian Nian go and live a new life, is there no one in this world who cares about him, that young and intelligent child, alone in another world, not even the person who misses him?
She didn't speak and walked into the supermarket with Gu Xinyan. After the purchase, the man took the initiative to cook and was busy in the kitchen, even pushing out the person who wanted to help wash the dishes.
"The water is cold. Go and wait there."
The man was wearing her pink scarf, and his face was as red as a sheet as the last glow in the sky.
The kitchen knife came into contact with the plank and made a crisp sound. She propped up her arms and watched quietly, feeling so satisfied.
It was not until a long time ago that Gu Xinyan wanted to find something that he opened the refrigerator and saw the ingredients in it. He was stunned for a few seconds.
In the next moment, there was tenderness in her dark eyes, almost invisible.
Originally, she didn't need to go downstairs, but she was willing to use the lame excuse of buying food to see him and let him into the house.
Only then did Gu Xinyan retract his hand, a faint smile on his thin lips, and finally, half an hour later, he brought out a few exquisite and delicious dishes.
The room was quiet, and a faint fragrance wafted out from the side. The two of them sat face to face. Shu Wei occasionally looked up and could see the man's low face.
He ate quietly and occasionally put what she liked into her bowl. In the gradually darkening night, he said nothing.
Shu Wei ate slowly. She had a bad appetite and was always worried that her child would suffer because she ate less. Only eat less and eat more. Even if you force yourself, you have to work harder.
When she put down the dishes, she realized that she had been staring at herself with a burning gaze. The man's eyes were dark and deep, like a beam of the strongest light, hitting the bottom of her heart.
"Wei Wei." He spoke in a hoarse voice, his voice slightly uncomfortable, "How long do you have to think about it?"
Eh?
Gu Xinyan put on a serious face and stretched out his wrist in a serious manner, so that the watch was facing her, "It's been two hours and 37 minutes. What do you think?"
Shu Wei's mouth twitched a few times to make sure that the man was not joking. She had no choice but to put her hands on the table and said faintly, "Even after two hours and 37 minutes, I still need to think about it."
"How much longer?" He narrowed his eyes and spoke with displeasure.
If he had not taken into account her thoughts and saw that she did not have much resistance now, he would have tied her up.
As for women, it's better to keep them by your side.
First young master Gu never thought he was a good man and a good woman. He usually cared about Shu Wei, but now that Nian Nian was still alive and could be found, he suddenly had the confidence.
Thinking of this, he almost wanted to carry this woman out immediately and return to North city overnight.
But shu wei just got up and glanced at him. Then he got up slowly and began to clean up the dishes.
He reached out his hand forcefully and held hers.
"Hmm?"
The corner of the man's mouth twitched a few times. He wanted to ask her how long she needed to think about it, but when he met those clear eyes, he swallowed back, "Forget it, put it down."
Seeing his disappointment and loneliness, Shu Wei felt a little depressed and wanted to refuse.
But gu Xin Yan insisted that his beautiful slender fingertips touched the oil stains on the plate, but his movements were still natural.
"Let go and rest."
She pursed her lips. Seeing his stubbornness, she did not speak and let go. But after the man turned around, he couldn't help but mutter, "I'm not a pig. Do I eat, sleep, and eat every day?"
She shook her head, looked for a prenatal film, and sat alone on the sofa, whispering to the child.
Not long after, the phone rang.
"It's me, Qin Yuanxing. Where are you now?"
Shu Wei chuckled. Seeing the warm images on the screen, he felt warm in his heart, "Where else can I be at this point?"
"Just stay at home. Sit down now. I have something to tell you."
Although she did not understand what Qin Yuanxing meant, shu wei still sat up straight and asked, "What is it?"
"I heard a message in North city."
On the phone, Qin Yuanxing hesitated for a long time before opening his mouth. He only returned to North city last night and was busy the whole day until he left home at night.
He knew it from Gu Chenchen...
"Wei Wei, what I heard was that Nian Nian might still be alive."
Shu Wei involuntarily gasped, his body suddenly stiffened, and even the expression on his face froze, "What did you say? Say it again!"
There was a long silence on the phone, and all she heard was Shu Wei gasping for air. Qin Yuanxing also knew that Nian Nian had not been found, so he thought about it for a long time before telling her.
He nodded, "Yes, Nian Nian is still alive. When the Gu enterprise was doing market research, they captured Nian Nian and confirmed that he was the one. But we haven't found it yet."
"Why can't I find it? Where is he now?"
Shu Wei was a little excited. He stood up almost without thinking. His arms were shaking and even the expression on his face became excited.
Gu Xinyan had just finished washing the last plate when he heard her scream and rushed out before he could put down his gloves properly. His handsome face was full of worry, "What happened?"
On the phone, Qin Yuanxing also heard Gu Xinyan's voice. He paused subconsciously, then fell silent, "So he's with you..."
Shu Wei heard the "Beep beep" coming from inside and knew that no matter how much he asked, there would be no result. He raised his eyes and stared at Gu Xinyan without moving.
The latter saw that her expression was serious, and her eyes were still red, and subconsciously frowned, "Why is this expression? Whose phone is it? Is it Qin Yuanxing? What did he tell you?"
"Who else can we talk about, Gu Xinyan? How many more things have you hidden from me?"
Shu Wei's heart throbbed. She had just sat on the sofa, watching every warm scene on tv, imagining the two children in her stomach. Thinking about how they were born and raised.
She thought, it's not bad as it is now, a family of four.
Nian Nian thought that he would watch his brother and sister in the sky, watching every scene of their growth.
But suddenly, Qin Yuanxing told her that Nian Nian was still alive!
When she was too happy, she couldn't help but feel a little excited. Gu Xinyan must have been the first to know, but he kept it from him!
"No, you were so excited to hear what he said. Shu Wei, I warn you, don't get so excited now."
She had been warned. The child is not well developed, so why don't you take good care of yourself and take care of the child?
The man's face darkened a little. His gloomy face cried out and looked a little scared.
But shu wei didn't react at all. She just took a deep breath and raised her head, "Nian Nian, you're still alive, aren't you? You found out he was still alive, but you kept it from me!"
That was her child. She had been so worried and sad all this time because the soft and sweet child had left her.
Now, someone told him that the Nian Nian she was thinking about, the Nian Nian who had always been in her heart, was still alive?
The man's face suddenly stiffened, and his well-defined cheeks tensed up. His body was straight and motionless, then slowly moved towards shu wei.
His strong arms suddenly gripped Shu Wei's and held her in his arms.
"I don't want to hide it from you, but I haven't found anyone yet!"
"Then you should tell me that if they can't find it, we can go and find it ourselves, okay? Nian Nian is also afraid of strangers. If he doesn't know the people you sent, he might not dare to show up."
"If, if you see us, you might appear right away... Gu Xinyan, Nian Nian, is our child."
He raised his eyebrows, slid his rough fingertips across the corner of her eyes, and finally slowly fell on her cheek, wiping away the tears, "It's also because we are children, so we have to be more careful. What if aunt jiang finds out? She took Nian Nian away."
Gu Xinyan tried to keep his voice as calm as possible. Every time he spoke, he thought about it for a long time, "Go back to North city first. If anything happens, let them report to you as soon as possible. If you find a clue, you can find it yourself. It's safe and fast."
But with you here, there's no way to worry. Nian Nian must have missed you too, but he couldn't escape. Think about it. He's so sad and scared now. If he finds out that his mommy is still sad and sad, he'll have to worry more."
Shu Wei couldn't help but think of that little body. She thought of the disfigured body she had seen before.
She suddenly laughed, hugged Gu Xinyan and sobbed, "Gu Xinyan, I miss him so much..."
"Me too." He opened his mouth in a low, husky voice, and there was a mist under his eyes. He had to work hard to force it back. Gu Xinyan did not know how long it had been, but he did not feel at ease.
He raised his eyebrows and buried his head around her neck. She sniffed the woman's hair with a slight breath and felt more satisfied every time she felt it.
At the very least, there was hope in his life.