Chapter 379

The hospital dormitory is very close to the hotel. The car takes a turn. After getting out of the car, Paul honked his horn and drove away. In a flash, he disappeared into the busy street.

Hu Shishi hugs Zhen Fei's arm. He could have dodged, but he doesn't dare to dodge. He's afraid that Hu Shishi, who is drunk, will fall down. It's too unsightly for such a beautiful woman to fall to the ground. Besides, Zhen Fei, who has always been pitying for jade, worries about Hu Shishi's injury. The soft chest relys on his muscular arms, which makes Zhen Fei's heart even hotter.

Hu Shishi, whose body is still wobbly, said: "doctor Zhen, please accompany me. It's too early to go back now."

"Well, I'll walk with you." Zhen Fei is very busy. When he has time, he studies the chapter of medicine and looks at the medical records. He is rigorous in his studies and always pursues the simplest and fastest treatment plan. The progress of these medical techniques can not be achieved with the help of a smart head. It needs experience and careful consideration. Among all the doctors, Zhen Fei is the most diligent. He can achieve his present achievements, It's definitely accumulated step by step, and science can't relax at all.

But his feeling of Hu's poems is very complex, there are some vague expectations, and some hazy ambiguous feelings after close contact. In his heart, he can't give the most accurate definition of himself. His character is also changing unconsciously as to whether Hu's poems are more intense desire or the nature of men's lust.

Walking along the street for a while, Hu Shishi suddenly said: "in fact, I envy the gender of boys."

"Why? Do you still have sexism? " Zhen Fei laughs.

"You don't know how difficult it is for a girl to fight in the society, especially for a beautiful girl. There are traps and obstacles everywhere. When other boys can accomplish something successfully, there will be resistance. To be honest, when I was in school, some teachers hinted to me that I only had to pay some price, In the academic will be all the way green light, save a lot of energy than others. I know that the effort is not the effort and energy, but the need to accept the effort of trampling on dignity, and do something that makes me feel sick. I refused this proposal. After that, I made more than twice as much effort as other boys in learning to get the same achievement. "

With a deep sigh, Hu Shishi said, "I've tried my best, but some people still don't understand me. Behind my back, they say that I'm flirting with Mr. and director. They're blind and can't see me. They even recite English books by rote when they go to the toilet. That's how I can be admitted to Medical University, but I can only choose nursing school, I worked hard, but I still couldn't avoid being harassed. The leaders in the hospital only saw my beautiful face, and the cadres in the Department of health saw my young and beautiful youth. They were all eyeing me. However, I walked on thin ice and didn't dare to deviate a little bit. I managed to stay in the position of head nurse and earn more worry fees, Behind my back, I don't know how many people say that I cheated with so and so leaders. It seems that a beautiful woman has done something with only one way. Because of this, my boyfriend said that I could have sex with other men, but he refused to do intimate things with him. After I scolded him severely, he was in a bad mood, and my mood was destroyed. "

"There is such an inside story." Zhen Fei thinks of Qin Ying and others. Because they are beautiful, they are favored by Jiuyou old monster. Then they go back and drain their bodies with magic. Their experiences are so similar to Hu's poems. Men and women are in the same position of power, but in the protection of survival, they are in a weak position. Once they are favored by a very capable man, they can't escape.

Girls are romantic, eager to fly in the free space with their beloved. In fact, to realize the ideal life, only one in 100 people is good. Most of them have gradually changed their naive and romantic ideals in the society where men are in power. They either drift with the tide and lose themselves, or they are forced to compromise, resulting in serious distrust of men, or they are destroyed by men by various means and become heartbreaking petals falling to the ground.

"So I say you don't know the inner world of girls." Hu Shishi laughed.

Life is a complex process, each has a variety of different experiences, these experiences have made everyone different outlook on life and world.

Among the girls Zhen Fei contacted, Leng Xiao had the longest time. She knew, knew and trusted each other.

However, Leng Xiao was born in a scholarly family and belongs to a middle class family. Her father is a senior scholar and has a very high social status. Other men have to weigh their own weight even if they want to fight Leng Xiao. Although Leng hum has no prominent rights, many of her students are government dignitaries and have great power, Leng Xiao has a lot of background. Ordinary people can't annoy her.

Not to mention Qiao Huizi, although her background is not very deep, she is very famous. If a person with status can provoke Qiao Huizi, he has to worry about whether his energy can stand the full blow of Qiao Huizi's loyal fans. No matter how long people's arms are, they can't reach Qiao Huizi's level.

In addition, some of Wen Xiaoge, Zhong Xiaolan, sun Xiaoli and others have low social status, but their ideas are a little shallow compared with Hu's poems. They have never thought as deeply as Hu's poems. Wen Xiaoge, Zhong Xiaolan and others are lucky to meet Zhen Fei in the most brilliant time of their lives. Now someone wants to possess them, and they are far from their rivals in ability.

Zhen Fei heard Hu Shishi say that he didn't know girls. He explained: "then you don't know boys either. A boy and a girl need to understand each other. Only by communicating and saying what is in their heart can we do. If we use prevarication and false words to mediate, we can't achieve the purpose of communication all our lives."

"Yes, you're right. There are too few people in the world who are really trustworthy. Sometimes they will be cheated if they are not careful, and they can't turn over in their whole life. More often, it's better to learn to be insensitive. After learning to be insensitive, all the pain will become light, just like being drunk."

"So, do you really trust me so much?" Zhen Fei feels that Hu's poems are not as simple as they appear. She should know something about Zhen Fei. A lot of girls regard people like Zhen Fei who have a career and money as their favorite objects, and unconsciously deliver them for life. But some of the girls only consider the external factors, they don't understand Zhen Fei's inner world, and they don't care about the spiritual communication.

"One day, I saw you give money to an old man in the clinic." After Hu Shishi said this sentence. Zhen Fei immediately remembered that he did give some money to an old man who was curled up in a chair in the outpatient clinic.

This is the case in the outpatient department. Some family members who come to accompany them from other places sometimes live in the ward to take close care of their relatives. Some wards are full and there is no place to rest. If the relatives' condition is not very serious, it is OK to let the patients live in the hospital by themselves and the family members open a room outside.

But it costs a lot of money to open a room in a hotel. Not all the people who come to Shanghai from other places for medical treatment are rich. Most of them are very poor. Some people just lie on the chair in the outpatient clinic all night. The chair is hard to say, and it is easy to cause the body blood flow is not smooth, which is harmful to the health of the accompanying family members. This situation can be seen every day. Zhen Fei doesn't care too much either. On that day, the family member he saw was older and gray. He couldn't bear to take out some money to let the old man live in a nearby hotel. Hu Shishi, who was on duty, saw it.

Hu Shishi said: "seeing that scene, my heart was touched. I know you have a lot of money, but I am still very excited to help an old man I have never met. Therefore, I am sure that you will not take advantage of me. At that time, I will forgive you for taking a bath. I am very lonely. If you don't speak your heart, you will feel relieved."

"Why do you trust me?" Zhen Fei laughs.

"Because you don't plan anything for me, I have. Your girlfriends all have, and they are better than mine. Dr. Zhen, let's be good friends, OK?"

"Can you really do it?" Zhen Fei can't help shaking his head. It seems that Hu Shi is very smart and has found her position, but Zhen Fei still can't find his own position. He can't be sure whether he respects Hu Shi more or has more latent desire in his heart. He did not carefully analyze the difference between the different places.

At a glance, Zhen Fei sees Leng Xiao's car slow down and stop nearby. Zhen Fei's phone is equipped with GPS tracking device. Leng Xiao can track Zhen Fei's phone signal according to the on-board instrument and find his position soon.

Hu Shishi also noticed that a car stopped nearby for no reason. She said nervously, "isn't it someone who's watching?"

"It's a friend of mine. It's time for us to have a rest after we've been walking for such a long time. Let's get on the bus and introduce a doctor to you."

After getting on the bus, Hu Shishi found that the driver was a beautiful woman, but not Tang Xiaoxiao and Qiao Huizi. He opened his mouth in surprise. Zhen Fei said with a smile: "this is my confidant and my old classmate, Leng Xiao, chief physician of civilian hospital. This is Hu Shishi."

Leng Xiao shook hands with Hu Shishi and said elegantly, "I also happened to pass by here and found Dr. Zhen with Miss Hu. I dare not disturb you. If he can't see me, I'll go away. Won't it disturb your interest?"

"We just chat casually. Doctor Leng doesn't care." Hu Shishi is sensitive to the fact that the relationship between Leng Xiao and Zhen Fei is not simple. It's not based on what, it's all because of the girl's sixth sense.