Chapter 1018

"Do you want to sit down first?" Lan Feng took the lead in breaking the inexplicable embarrassment.

In the hall, there is a large coffee table and sofas in three directions, and the maid also served a fresh cake and tea at this time. Lan Feng was sitting on the separate main seat, and the confused cat and half a cup of black tea were sitting on both sides.

"Black tea, although you haven't said it yet, your purpose should be similar to hers, right?" Lan Feng asked first.

"Well, I didn't have to bother you, but we still don't want to have too many casualties here, so I want to ask you to help find someone." Half a cup of black tea is also very straightforward.

He also knew something about Lan Feng, and knew that he didn't like too many twists and turns, and he often poked straight at it.

"Looking for someone? With the current battle situation and the talents that the family does not have, the person who needs my help... should be looking for the excellent leader of the infiltration plan of the Sword Death Guild." Lan Feng thought for a while and said.

"You really understand the current situation very well." Half a cup of black tea smiled.

Sure enough, Lan Feng has been paying attention to the battlefield.

"It's alright, but I still don't want to get involved in the war, even if it's a middleman to introduce you to talents. The cat is here too, but you guys in France really dare to think about it and want me to help retake the secondary main city or something. It's preparation. Can I get good results even if I raise the price a bit higher?" Lan Feng said to the two at the same time.

But mainly staring at the confused cat, as if there was something else in the words.

"Who knows what those guys think, anyway, I came here to ask questions, I didn't want to come to you for help." The confused cat turned his head, feeling a little arrogant.

She still doesn't like Lan Feng, at least until Lan Feng didn't explain clearly why she killed them twice, she definitely wouldn't have much affection for Lan Feng.

"Sure enough, it's still very difficult." Half a cup of black tea said regretfully.

"In the case of the cat, I definitely can't help. I don't want to help in an indirect way. Let me do it directly, let alone your request. I really don't know what the commander on your side thinks, even if it is No matter how much benefit you give me, it is impossible to help a country that has lost the right to speak in the region." Lan Feng was really speechless.

"I guess I want to see what kind of relationship she has with you. If possible, getting some indirect help is better than nothing, and it won't anger you anyway." Half a cup of black tea guessed.

She said this because she wanted to see how Lan Feng answered. She wanted to know the relationship between Lan Feng and the confused cat in this way. It is inconvenient to ask directly, so let Lan Feng directly say that she has been in a high position for many years, and she will still do this.

Sure enough, he said it himself.

"How much relationship can I have with her, she still wants to kill me all the time, but she is also an idiot. She rescued me once when I was seriously injured, and the result was that I ran away during the decisive battle in Europe and America the next day. Going to make trouble, the country's right to speak is gone." Lan Feng was indifferent.

But it seemed that it was on another topic.

The confused cat suddenly looked a lot sad, although she didn't like war, but it didn't mean she didn't like her country.

"But you don't have to blame yourself, because even if you killed me at that time, the result would still not change. Even if I died in the guild battle mode at that time, I could still be resurrected in a full state in a short time, so you France No matter, the entire European and American regions, it is the same solution.”

"Without absolute certainty, it is impossible for me to kill and repent idiotically. At any rate, it can be regarded as an existence of the same level, and it is impossible without danger."

Seeing the confused cat's appearance, Lan Feng deliberately added two sentences.

It is true that because of one person's fault, the entire country is endangered, and the burden is indeed too heavy.

"But you don't seem to be particularly concerned about this. It seems that you don't like your own country." Lan Feng said a contradictory sentence again.

Strange words and inconsistencies made half a cup of black tea feel puzzled by the side.

"I used to like it, and then I hated it. Now... it should be similar to you. I don't want to support any country." The confused cat lowered his head and said.

"After I rescued you, I didn't have any feelings when I learned what you did in the decisive battle. Because I didn't know the seriousness of the game at the time, but after the competition ended, when I looked back on it, I already understood. All of this, but I didn't tell others, and Sister Rose doesn't seem to realize it."

"I hate war very much, and I don't care what the ending is. I only know that in the end, only 100 million people will survive. So my inner self-blame is exactly as you think, and I don't feel anything. ."

"only……"

The confused cat suddenly clenched his right fist and tugged it tightly on his chest.

"Every time I think that there will be a lot of French people because of my relationship...in the end it can only be because of my fault...and can only wait to die in the icy spaceship...I just..."

There are tears falling...

The confused cat choked, and after all, there was no way to say the following words.

Now she is the most vulnerable time when she thinks of the result...

"I'm still very self-blame, right? No matter what I think in my heart, everyone in the world is equal, and if one Frenchman survives, one more person from other countries will survive. In essence, there is not much difference. "

"But in your heart, after all, you still think that you are French. No matter how much you deny it, no matter how much you hate it because of other things, you still have a heart that thinks about your country."

"So I say you're an idiot. The kindness you have, the subconscious you have, will eventually lead to this result."

Lan Feng said indifferently, he had already seen all this, how could an ordinary girl really hide her emotions in front of him?

Half a cup of black tea watched all this silently. Now she seems to be an outsider. She suddenly realized that she didn't seem to be here at the right time, but she is sitting here now, sitting quietly and continuing to listen, it is the best choose.

"But I can't... I really can't act like nothing happened..." The confused cat almost lay on his knees and choked.

Inexplicable, because of Lan Feng's words.

The confused cat's mood was like a flood that burst a dyke, and it was vented at once. It was the emotion that she had been suppressing all the time.

After the tournament; after learning the truth about the game; after recalling what I had done. All of this seems to be telling her...

I saved someone who shouldn't have been saved!

Even though Lan Feng has now explained and said that even if she has the words that the outcome of her actions will not change, her inner sense of remorse still exists. It was the negative accumulation of her own emotions that she had been suppressing before, and it was an absolute inner pressure that ordinary people could not easily bear.

Not everyone is Lan Feng, and not everyone can bear that level of guilt...

Even if the confused cat doesn't care about the country itself.

But the kindness in her heart and the subconsciousness she still has for her country have made her suppress it until now without anyone talking about it...

"Your relative died a few years ago because of the war, right? Although it left you a good legacy, allowing you to continue to live in peace in the state of armistice, but for those who were only teenage girls at the time. You, too, are a heavy blow."

"So you used to like France, then you didn't like France, and now you don't care about the country, but as I just said, you still care."

"When you realize all that, it's a pity that you don't even have a person to talk to, because your friends in the squad, although they don't like war, they are people who love their own country, so you caused this by yourself. At fault, you can't tell them."

"Even...you're running away."

The petite and weak body of the confused cat trembled slightly.

"That's why you only meet at sea. You, who came out alone with Ice Rose, want a quest reward is a good reason, and want to escape from your friends is your true idea."

"Right?"

"But you overlooked one thing, that is Bing Rose, she has realized your situation, and also knew that she was an accomplice at the time, but I forced her away at that time, so she did not have any psychological burden. And she She will continue to accompany you to the sea on a mission that is known to be dangerous, this is the best proof that she already knows that you need to talk to her."

"But it's a pity that you didn't tell her after all. Of course, there may also be a relationship with my sudden appearance."

Lan Feng said the confused cat's real thoughts at the beginning, and it was something he had seen long ago, but he didn't break it, because at that time his attention was on Bing Rose, and he didn't care too much about the confused cat's condition. .

"So...you drove away Sister Rose and refused to give you treatment. Did you expect such an outcome?" The confused cat lay on his lap and suddenly,

"When I called you an idiot or something, do you really think it was my nature showing off against me? It's just the truth. Who should be saved, who should not be saved, who can be contacted. Who shouldn't Come closer, you should be clear now." Lan Feng said indifferently.

"Being kind is a good thing, but the result of being too kind is not necessarily good."

Lan Feng got up, came to the confused cat, and handed her, who was choking on her knees, a tissue to wipe her tears.

"I reminded you when I was at sea not to have too much contact with me, so you didn't take my advice into consideration. It seems that you have suppressed enough emotions."

"Would you rather come to me, the culprit, to beg me for help, is it also an idea in your heart to make up for the fault of France?"

"so……"

"Actually, you have added so many requirements yourself. The French side just wants you to come and see if you can help me indirectly."

"Right?"

Lan Feng pointed out the lie of the confused cat, the lie that the confused cat begged for in France.

Asking Lan Feng to help recover the third-level main city or something, this kind of absurd request is absolutely impossible for the French commander to come up with.

"But now you should be clear. In fact, you are not wrong, because whether you save me or not, the solution will not change."

"Anyway, as the most terrifying person in the world, I won't lie for you, an ordinary girl, so you can completely trust my words."

"It's not your fault, so..."

"Don't cry anymore."