Chapter 177: kiss in the rain

Cassius pov

I can feel her shivering in my arms. I wanted to believe it was from rain, but her body was betraying her. I could feel how she was getting more and more affected by this skinship.

But I had just started it to keep her warm. Her see through clothes were not helping at all to keep my gaze away. Her words, her actions, everything was igniting a fire that was extinguished long ago.

I felt her turn stiff. Was she still feeling cold! And here i was burning with each touch we were having, it was the first time i had felt her, smelled her, she felt heavenly, the smell of fresh lavender colluding my mind.

I wanted to control, i wanted to let go, i told my mind that she was not mine, she loved someone else, she had been in someone else arms, yet my body was betraying me, my rationality drowning in her deep breathes, the way her lips were shivering, the cold water that was passing through her forehead, her nose, and slowly drops falling on her lips.

I have to close my eyes to not ravage  those luscious lips when she licked them. It felt so damn hot, I could see that my body was heating.

She was moving in my lap again to again, which created friction in our wet clothes. I knew she was doing it unconsciously, she had no idea that how it could affect a man when a woman, so alluring and stunning like her move and rub herself on his lap, but that was again a rational thing which my body did not know.

"Mari..ii would you please.. Stop moving" my voice came rugged more than i had thought, i was having a hard time controlling my breath, my senses, my heart which could jump out of ribcage any moment.

I was having a hard time breathing, she was feeling cold, but all i felt was heat, my forehead was rather covered with sweat, as i needed a lot of strength in controlling, the desire bubbling in.

l had started to get the hard on, due to the friction she was providing. She had to stop withering on my lap, or I may take her right there and then.

She looked at me, asking for reason, but her mouth agape and her eyes widened then she turned  back so fast as if she had seen the ghost standing behind by back and sat still, like a rock, I was not sure if she was even taking breathes anymore.

"Cc.. ass...uses" her voice came rugged broken, shivering yet i felt burnt just by listening to her so soft voice, it was better than pleasurable moans, i was better than cries one made during love making.

It was so damn seductive, I felt I would explode just by hearing her taking my name.

"Ccassiius,  she spoke again, in a low seductive voice.

"I.. i.. Think I should move back to ground" she said in the meekest voice I had ever heard, as if sirens were calling me, I was spellbound to her flushed face, and dazed eyes. I could see she was as affected as me.

"But the ground is cold '' I took all my energy to speak those words with demeanor, which I had lost ages ago, since I had started touching her.

"But.. something.. Something is poking me." she said in such an embarrassed tone, that i could see blood dripping from her face.

"I.. alright, you move then" i said, though  i was reluctant to let her go, even i knew things were going so wrong, how could my body be such a betrayer. It was so embarrassing.

She nodded her head as she moved, so damn slow, as if she was afraid to poke that unknown creature and disturb it from its sleep.

"Bang, crack, snap" the loud lightning flashed and thunder roared the sky.

The horses that were just a bit away from us, shook and neighed and moved towards us.

She was shocked and leaped back in my arms, and my face that was looking down at her got collided with her.

But what actually touched was our lips, my lips were on her, the pressure of my soft lips on hers and the world suddenly ceased to exist. It was just her and me at that moment in time, nothing else and no one else.

The thunder ceased to exist, the water seemed to disappear, the tree, the voices all gone, just her strong heart beating and my desires left there.

Once our lips parted, I was surprised at the look on her face. She was so red and breathless. Her dazed expression, as she slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me, made me freeze for a moment.

I admitted that she tasted better than I imagined, despite her being just a naive girl despite her just sitting there like a soft mannequin and despite the fact that she didn't even move a single muscle to respond to my kiss apart from just having her lips apart in a subconscious manner.

Her innocent lips were still the sweetest ones I had ever tasted.

My thumb moved to the soft and tender lips. I just kissed accidentally and then rubbed them gently. I suddenly had the urge to kiss them in reality, not just a mere touch, but I didn't want to give her another shock at this moment, not when she was already this dumbstruck just from that accidental and shallow kiss.

She touched her own lips as her face started to fill with embarrassment and disbelief as she continued gazing up at me.

Both of us sat there, unaware and uncaring of anyone and anything else around us. Water ran down from our forehead to our faces to where our lips met - a cool contrast to the heat of our embrace - and we didn't move for a long time.