Chapter 108

The officer continued: "Mr. Zhang, this video is Elvin's last words. You can have a look first."

Zhang Yuan takes over the video and presses the button.

“…… I've never found that I'm so weak. I'm sorry, this is my last word. I've decided to end my life here. " Elvin said in a husky voice in front of the video.

His eyes were very dim, and the flame of life seemed to have disappeared from his face.

“…… On the earth, I am a world-famous painter. The dignitaries enjoy collecting my paintings. In their eyes, I am a great artist to the letter. No matter the officials or the rich, they are respectful to me and give me enough respect. "

"It may have something to do with my father, who was also a great artist. Who knows if they like me or my father? "

"It's easy for me to get anything, whether it's wealth, power, or a beautiful opposite sex. I used to be mayor of a small city in Lanzhou, and I tasted the taste of power. I also set a record of being a woman at night. It was a satisfying and empty night.... "

"I've enjoyed a million yuan meal I've lived in a 3000 square meter mansion. "

"I've climbed Mount Everest, visited the Mariana Trench Every performance art will add value to me. "

In the video, Elvin recalls his glorious past and smiles with satisfaction.

"Do you know? In fact, this kind of life is very boring. After being happy, sometimes I feel dissatisfied and want to pursue a higher level of happiness. Alas, human beings are such creatures that never know how to be satisfied. "

"All kinds of desires are like a black hole full of magic. When you fall into the black hole, you sometimes want to struggle to get out, but when you see that everyone is fighting to jump into the black hole, you don't want to come out. But apart from taking drugs, there seems to be no higher happiness Who knows There's no point in living. "

"Suddenly one day, I had a whim, and I had a whim to leave the earth. I'm going to look for my art on an alien planet! "

"I signed up with great interest and donated money. Countless compliments came as expected!"

"It was a wonderful moment! How wonderful

At this point, Elvin's eyes widened, showing a ferocious expression: "but this may be the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life."

His hands spread out: "everything is gone."

"I fell from the high cloud top palace and became a mortal. I can't do what I want any more, and I still can't accept this change. "

"But I know it's the only chance for me to be great in my life..."

"If I stay on earth, I will indulge in the final fall. Black holes are called black holes because once they jump in, there is no way to get rid of them. "

"But at this moment, I feel endless remorse, pain and trouble while staying in the earth age I want women, food, luxury cars

"Do you know the contradiction?"

Elvin pauses, points to a painting behind him and says feverishly, "I did it!"

"This is the real art!"

After a while, his excited look calmed down: "my death is a personal will, and has nothing to do with anyone. Let me stay here. I don't need to witness the new parent star. No matter whether the parent star is good or bad, let it stay in my imagination. "

“…… If you can, please spread my ashes on Europa's soil. Thank you

"Send this painting back to earth, auction it, and donate all the money to the deep space foundation."

"It's the best and most outstanding work of my life!"

"And a second painting for my friend, Mr. Zhang Yuan. I don't understand science. I just hope you can be the most dazzling star in the night sky. "

The first oil painting, the fire red sky, the green gray grass, a lonely figure is looking up at the stars.

Countless stars, including the sun directly above, are shining in the sky.

The seemingly mediocre paintings, however, make people feel very remorseful, regretful and powerless, just like the depression and contradiction before Elvin's suicide.

Because of the infinite light in the sky, there is still no way to light up large areas of darkness, including the dark figure.

That feeling of helplessness, direct to the heart, as if to tear the heart alive.

This feeling is very subtle. Even Zhang Yuan, who doesn't understand art at all, can feel the soul provoking in painting.

It is a kind of despair, struggle and not reconciled to the reality.

An angry, lustful cry.

The new parent star, after all, is not the real parent star, but no matter what, it is impossible to go back to the past.Once a choice is made, it will not be possible to go back.

This is not only his personal mood, but also represents the whole earth age.

Zhang Yuan gave a long sigh.

Yeah, I can't go back.

From today on, there may be one more painter comparable to Van Gogh in human civilization.

Elvin is a coward, but he's not a coward.

The last song in life is amazing, but it is also amazing.

The next painting is pure black. The only bright spot is in the upper left corner.

What's different is that this bright light is composed of numerous small bright spots. The inspiration for this painting comes from a conversation with Elvin at that time.

Zhang Yuan finally knows why Elvin gave it to himself.

He stood in silence for a few minutes.

"This matter can only be claimed as an accident for the time being, otherwise it will cause more instability..." Captain Ma said in a low voice: "those who should stay stay stay, those who should leave leave leave. After everyone has made up his mind to hibernate, let's make it public."

"As for this painting, according to Elvin's will, it is presented to you. I hope you can cherish it."

"It may be the first work of art of the new civilization."

Zhang Yuan returned to his dormitory and slowly moved the painting to his residence.

I've been staring at it for a long time.

Elvin just died and talked to himself the other day.

It's still a bit too late.

He suddenly found a line of small characters on the back of the painting.

"Starry night, 2265.9.11, Elvin."

Zhang Yuan raised his head and turned off the light.

There was no light in the room. The white light in the painting seemed to shine in my heart.

Emotion suddenly broke out in this moment, Zhang Yuan rubbed his eyes, not crying, but a farewell to his friends.

Goodbye, my friend, goodbye