After washing, angel put on fresh clothes and left the tent. Toby was dressed in his dirty bag and didn't know where he was flying. Toby was sure to come back at night anyway, and angel didn't care about him.
This week, his daily life is two points and one line, and his mentor's library has become a place he must go every day.
Earlier at breakfast, angel was still thinking about the books he read these days.
He knows that he can't chew too much. The books he reads these days are the basis of the foundation. Starting from 100 problems that apprentices need to know, detailed explanation of magic methods, the role of mental force model and foundation of magic source, he has begun to build an overall outline of wizards in his heart.
Sanders didn't mention him, and flora didn't bother him. The wizard outline he is building now is completely a wizard built by himself through literature, splitting definitions, digging foundations, cutting bones, filling flesh and blood, and self-consciousness.
This is the wizard in his heart.
Although the "Wizard" has no facial features, no clothes, no organs, and everything is vague, angel believes that with more and more knowledge, "he" will become fuller and fuller, and finally become a person with the same face as angel. Then he will become a wizard.
Angel felt that perhaps this was the purpose of the cheap tutor to let him see and think for himself.
From a strategically advantageous position, it is not achieved overnight. Everyone's understanding of truth is also different. If you only follow the road of your predecessors, do you live for your predecessors or for yourself.
Angel now knows why Sanders wants him to forget Moro's words. No one can define "Wizard". Everyone has a different understanding of wizards. Angel is now relying on his own knowledge and experience to slowly perfect the wizard image in his heart.
Angel walked to his mentor's tent as usual. When he passed the tent of the winner of the blood fight in cabin 9, he could still feel his eyes with different emotions examining him, either mean, vicious, indifferent, or arrogant. Angel was uncomfortable with this feeling at first, but he gradually got used to it.
The wizard who came out of the blood fight does have something powerful about him. However, it may be another kind of sadness that everyone has become devoid of etiquette and law. It is said that wizards are bloodthirsty and cruel, which may also be related to this growth experience. Even moderate people, when surrounded by wolves, are either swallowed into bones or can only adapt. That's why most wizards are extreme, isn't it?
Angel is full of hope for the future world. At the same time, he also hopes that he will not forget his original heart and not really become a "rumored Wizard". If life has no bottom line, it may be true freedom for many people. But the experience of life tells us that indulgence is often a thought, but restraint takes effort.
When angel was young, he was often lazy and tired in learning, practicing calligraphy, getting up early and reading. He liked to be lazy when Jon didn't pay attention. Now, when Jon teaches him, he often tells him that it takes 21 days to form a habit. But it takes only a second to give up the habit.
Forming a good habit is a kind of restraint against indulgence.
The words pulled away. Angel ignored the wolf like eyes and came to the cheap tutor's tent.
As usual, angel sat in the library, one by one. Before he really became a wizard, he didn't seek a deep understanding, but filled with the definition of "Wizard".
As soon as angel sat down, it was a day.
When the sunset glow came in from the window, angel stretched himself, patted the dust on his trouser legs, reluctantly put away his books and prepared to go back to his tent.
As soon as he came out of the library, Sanders, who had disappeared for a few days, was sitting at his exquisite table with an ancient manuscript.
Now angel appeared, Sanders put down his book and looked at him.
Angel said hello respectfully.
Sanders nodded noncommittally. Angel knew that cheap tutors didn't care much about ethics. Flora often made no big or small noise in front of him, and Sanders didn't care; But I know that angel's education doesn't allow him to be too reckless - well... At least he can't be too reckless until he is really familiar with cheap tutors.
"After reading so many books, do you have any ideas now?" Sanders did not ask angel what books he had read.
Angel tilted his head and thought for a while before slowly saying an answer: "no idea, but a lot of emotion."
"For example?"
"After reading these books, I only realized one truth. It's difficult to be a wizard."
Sanders did not comment on this answer and directly asked, "do you know what a wizard is now?"
Angel shook his head without hesitation: "I don't know."
Sanders smiled. "Then keep looking until you find the answer."
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Another week passed, and the cloud whale was still flying on the sea.
As we all know, flying is much faster than sailing. However, it has been two weeks since boarding the cloud whale, and it has not yet flown to fanda 6. This made angel a little surprised and happy.
What I wonder is that the vastness of the sea is probably wider than the five oceans of the earth. It is only one side of the water. It can be seen that the width of the world is unimaginable.
Fortunately, he didn't choose to stay on the Bauhinia. Otherwise, it is estimated that the time to reach fanda 6 will be "years", and even the voyage will take several years, so his five-year appointment with Jon will be almost over.
Sanders hasn't left these days. Every day after angel, Sanders will ask the same question as that day - what do you think? What is a wizard?
And angel's answer has never changed.
Today, angel answered "I don't know" again.
Sanders didn't say, "then keep looking until you find the answer.". But smiled at angel with satisfaction and said, "I don't know is the best answer. I hope your wizard road can be opened as soon as possible."
Angel was stunned, and Sanders continued to speak:
"I read your books and they are all very good. There is no ambition. It is a very correct choice to start from the foundation." After a little praise, Sanders said, "after reading those books, do you have any experience in becoming a wizard apprentice?"
Angel thought for a moment and replied, "the sign of becoming a wizard apprentice is to build a model with spiritual power to stabilize the return of magic."
"Yes, do you know how to build a mental model?"
"The guidance method can build a stable mental force model in thinking. Different guidance methods have different degrees of stability for the mental force model, resulting in different rates of magic source and flow."