Angel certainly didn't think that Toby could overcome the idea of extreme resentment with a single house of heart.
However, the first task now is to enable Toby to face the extreme resentment.
Only when we face the bleak outcome directly can we have the power to change the tragedy.
In reality, once Toby faces the idea of extreme resentment, it is tantamount to opening the disaster of five flavors. No one knows whether the disaster can be passed. But in the house of the heart, in the face of the idea of great resentment, I don't worry about this risk.
This is also the uniqueness of the house of the heart.
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When saru came back from silence, angel and Fred also happened to finish discussing the battle power of the heart devil.
According to angel's calculation, the experiment is over, and what he should know has been understood. However, angel did not leave immediately, but looked at Shalu whose eyes were still in a trance.
"Up to now, you don't seem to have given a good reason."
Shalu made a request before. He hopes to enter the house of the heart again in the future. Angel said at the time that he would not mind making an exception if saru could make a good reason.
But so far, saru has not given a reason to convince angel.
Shalu lowered his head and his voice became a little low: "what I said before is behind the third door. In fact, the first door and the second door are more important to me than the third door."
Angel did not interrupt saru and motioned him to go on.
"Next, I will tell a short story, which may not be interesting, but this is my experience and related to the first two doors." Sharon paused and began to talk.
Shalu lived in a small town called kudor when he was a child. He had not seen his father since childhood. He was dependent on his mother and brother Lisa. His life in kudor was the happiest time of his life.
Saru's eyes lit up when he talked about life in kudor town. The mother was very kind to their brothers and allowed them to pursue their dreams freely. Brother Lisa's dream is to be an auditor; Saru wanted to be a knight of justice.
Shalu began to work hard for this dream since he began to introspect.
Lisa and saru had a wonderful childhood until their mother died unexpectedly. Their sky suddenly changed from bright and scorching sun to gloomy clouds.
Then they were received by their uncle who came all the way to live in Saint Sam.
At first, it was good. Although my aunt often ridiculed them, my uncle defended them. But soon after, my uncle offended others and was laid off by the company. In order to support his family, he finally got the job of gatekeeper.
Since then, my uncle has been decadent drinking all day and no longer cares about them. The aunt and her son began to torture them for six years.
Shalu did not specify the details of the six years, but his eyes were full of anger and despair, even with fear. It can be seen that the torture of these six years is definitely not ordinary cynicism, perhaps beating and scolding, or even humiliation of personality.
In fact, my uncle knew about their abuse very early, but he pretended not to know.
In those six years, salu and Lisa grew up from an innocent child who didn't know how to pursue their dreams. They understood the sophistication of the world and the cruelty of reality.
When Lisa was seventeen, she left her uncle's house with Shalu and began to live in a shabby wooden house in the forest. In order to support himself and saru, Lisa gave up her studies and her dream of becoming an auditor. She shepherded sheep in a manor for survival.
They left their uncle's house like a nightmare. Although they gave up their dream, they thought they could get a new life.
Unfortunately, this period lasted only three years.
The mountain torrent after a rainstorm washed down their wooden houses and buried their future. When they opened their eyes again, they had been taken to heart city by Fred.
At this time, salu finally got to the point.
"The first door is a wooden door, which is the door of my former residence when I was a child. It is also painted with two patterns, a pony and a book. These two patterns were painted by my brother and me with branches when we were young. My mother beat our brother because of this. However, we are still very happy, because those two patterns represent our dream. The horse is a knight and the book is a judge "An accountant."
When saru talked about the past, his eyes seemed to twinkle. However, when he talked about the second door, his eyes were filled with hatred and anger.
"The second door is the door of my uncle's house, which contains the nightmares of my brother and I for six years."
In a word, salu seemed to have exhausted his strength.
After a long time, he slowed down: "the reason why I want to try again is because I want to open the first door."
After Shalu finished, he looked at angel with expectant eyes.
Angel didn't have any expression and said coldly, "then?"
Obviously, Shalu's previous statement may have moved himself, but it didn't move angel.
The reason he gave, in angel's view, is still insufficient.
Shalu was silent for a moment with hesitation in his eyes.
Angel: "if that's all, I can't make an exception for you."
Hearing angel's words, Shalu finally made up his mind. He slowly knelt down, raised his eyebrows, lowered his head, stretched out his hands and crossed them flat on his chest.
Saru said nothing, but his actions represented everything.
This is a knightly ceremony. Moral, deliver everything to me, my life, my future, and my glory.
Angel: get up, you're not a knight
Saru raised his head and said firmly, "I will be a knight."
Angel looked at saru quietly: "I don't need a knight."
Shalu's eyes were still firm and did not seem to be affected by angel's words.
After a long time, angel said, "although I don't need knights, there shouldn't be too many knights in Chuxin city."
A light of joy flashed in saru's eyes.
"Of course, the premise is that you are qualified to be a knight. At least, you are not qualified now. You'd better go back to the library and reflect."
Then, without waiting for saru to respond, angel directly asked Fred to cover saru's eyes and ordered someone to take him back to the library.
When saru left, Fred looked at Angel: "my Lord, I'm still willing to give saru a chance."
Angel seemed determined, but in fact he did not choke off Shalu's hope. Not qualified now does not mean not qualified in the future.
"I didn't give you the chance." Angel whispered.
When Shalu performed the knightly salute, angel could not judge what Shalu thought at that time, but at least at that moment, his eyes were firm.
This kind of look moved angel for a moment.
However, people want to change. Everyone has a moment when he is determined to do something, but this determination never lasts long, either limited by the external environment or lack of perseverance. Therefore, Shalu is firm at this moment, which does not mean that the future is firm.
Therefore, angel did not give a positive answer. But in his words, he didn't choke off Shalu's hope.
But given hope, whether we can seize the opportunity is saru's business.
"After listening to Shalu's story, I understood him a little. It was the environment that shaped his perverse character." Freud sighed, "sometimes people don't want to look like they hate, but they are born at an untimely time."
Angel: "Lisa experienced the same environment, but she didn't exile herself."
Happy people are all alike, and unfortunate people have their own misfortunes. There are also more unfortunate people in the world than saru, such as Guina, the talent brought back by angel in Hailan. All the limbs were cut off and the lips were sewn. It can be called a human stick.
But even so, Guina did not give up herself because of misfortune. She did a lot of vicious things, but her eyes were firm, which was rare before angel.
For angel, if Shalu can really carry out his faith to the end, it doesn't hurt to give him a chance. But if it's just lip service, it doesn't matter.
Life is controlled by yourself.
If you want to live as you expect, it is not a final destination, but a process of reaching the other side.
Since it is only a process, it will not give up because of the change of environment or the aging of time.