So far, she only treats Xu Wenkang as a good friend, and does not want to associate with him.
So, it's best to keep the status quo between him and her.
"I can't, Xiaokang, I can't, sorry!" She clenched her lips, shook her head and wanted to leave.
He caught up with her and rolled up in front of her like the wind. He held her shoulders and refused to let her escape. "Fanfan, believe me once, I will be a good husband! Maybe I used to be bad, but since I met you, I have no interest in other women any more. " He picked up her face, the eyes were almost sad, "from the first sight to see you, I decided that you are the person I am looking for, is what I want. Give me a chance to be your shoulder, your support, your umbrella and shelter for you
She buried herself in silence, and the struggle and contradiction at the bottom of her eyes seemed more turbulent than the sea.
This silence, let Xu Wenkang's viscera are twisted together.
Chaoyang broke through the thick clouds, and made great efforts to climb to the sky.
Just like his heart, does not intend to give up the slightest.
He took her hand and put it on his chest. "Here, you are the only one. There is no room for anyone else. If you still can't believe it, let time prove everything, OK?"
Fang Yifan sighed heavily.
Time? Time can only destroy everything!
That man used to love his mother and her. But in a twinkling of an eye, it turned ruthless, what sweet words, what vows, all turned into nothing.
She vaguely heard her voice, trembling, struggling and pleading, but it didn't seem to come from her own mouth, "I don't want to get married. It's so good. Don't destroy it, OK?"
Xu Wenkang had a shiver all over his body. His heart fell from the sun and fell into the abyss. He kept sinking, sinking It sank to the bottom of the cold valley.
"Fanfan, have you never liked me?" He asked, wounded and lost.
She still hung her head, still speechless.
His hand suddenly tightened. In a flash, his face was as pale as ashes. The pain in his eyes deepened, as if a sharp sword had been inserted into his chest and split his heart in two. "A little bit, a little bit, have you?" His eager tone was filled with shock and despair.
She never looked up.
"Xiaokang, I..." She choked, and all her words turned into hot tears.
There was a terrible silence between them.
That long, silent silence crushed Xu Wenkang's heart. His hand loosened, as if in the palm of his hand was just a phantom of nothingness, and he could not hold it any more.
Then, he disappeared without sending her a text message or making a phone call.
Time is slowly passing in the torment, and a week has passed.
Fang Yifan sat in the library, looking at the textbooks on the desk, in a daze. She was not in the mood to prepare for the final exam. She looked like a lost spirit.
Every time the mobile phone rings, it will make her eyes bright, and then dim down.
Is Xu Wenkang no longer talking to her?
Every time she asked herself, she felt uncomfortable.
Over the past three years, Xu Wenkang has been almost inseparable from her. She is used to his existence, his care and taking him as an outlet and a sandbag to vent her troubles. Now he suddenly disappears. She is not used to it, just like she is missing a corner in her heart.
At dinner, she ordered a large table of dishes. Yi Xia looked at it again, and she had a score in her heart. Every time she is unhappy, her best friend turns grief into appetite, because she always says that only by eating more can she have the strength to live.
"Isn't my brother back home? Didn't you see him in the morning? " She asked in a low voice.
Fang Yifan shook his head, and a trace of pain flashed across his face. "Xiaokang I'm scared to propose to me today. "
"God Yi and Xia were surprised to see their big eyes staring bigger than the brass bell. Then they laughed. "My brother is so awesome!"
Fang Yifan bit his lip, and his eyes suddenly burst into tears, "but I refused."
Yi and the smile on the summer face instantly stagnates, "why, Yifan?"
"I didn't want to get married, and I always treat Xiaokang as my blue confidant, not as my boyfriend." Fang Yifan lowered his head, and his thick eyelashes drew two deep shadows on his eyelids.
Yi also Xia took her hand and said earnestly: "Yifan, emotion can be cultivated. I know my brother used to be a playboy, but since he met you, he has changed completely. For you, for your future, he works hard. I'm from the past. I can see that he really loves you. In this world, it's not easy to meet someone who really loves you. Don't miss it. "
Fang Yifan gently frowned and sighed, "forget it, anyway, it doesn't help to say anything. He hasn't come to me for a week, and he hasn't called. He must be angry and doesn't want to talk to me any more.""Call him then!"
"Call him?" Fang Yifan was stunned. In the past three years, he never took the initiative to call Xu Wenkang!
When she thought to herself, Yi Youxia's voice came again, "like my brother, a man who is used to being praised by the stars and the moon is rejected suddenly. He must be hurt. At this time, you should take the initiative to make a phone call to comfort him and make his self-esteem better." She held her friend's shoulder, "Yifan, once you miss something like emotion, there is no way to recover it. If you still have a little emotion for him, please call him as soon as possible."
Fang Yifan dropped his head. When his heart was struggling, his hand had unconsciously reached into the pocket of his coat and held the mobile phone, but when he took out half of it, he suddenly lost his strength.
What if he doesn't want to take it?
What if he doesn't want to talk to her anymore?
Do you want to fight for nothing?
Hesitated, the finger loosened, the handset slides back.
"I'm so hungry. Let's eat first." She reluctantly pulled out a smile, took out her hand, picked up chopsticks, put a piece of braised meat in her mouth.
Yi Xia shakes her head again, takes out her mobile phone and makes a call to Xu Wenkang.
In fact, Xu Wenkang has been in Hengdian for a week and has not left. Once back in Longcheng, Wang Yanni and Xiao Wenwen would annoy him, so he would not go back at all.
After receiving a call from Yi Youxia, Xu Wenkang tells her her address.
After dinner with Fang Yifan, she went to Xu Wenkang's luxury apartment near Hengdian.
As soon as I entered the door, there was a pungent smell of alcohol, and the ground was full of empty beer cans.
Xu Wenkang is half drunk and half awake. His hair is messy and his chin is covered with stubble. He looks haggard and bleak.
Yi Xia sighed again, picked up the broom to clean the apartment for him, and then made him a cup of sober tea.
"Brother, I know everything about your proposal to Yifan." She sat beside Xu Wenkang and said carefully.
Xu Wenkang's handsome face flashed a bitter smile: "I am not a failure, three years, but she did not feel for me at all."
Yi Xia patted him on the shoulder again: "I grew up with Yifan. I know her very well. She didn't refuse you because she didn't feel you, but because she was afraid of marriage."
Xu Wenkang was shocked: "marriage phobia?"
Yi Xia nodded: "Yifan grew up in a single parent family. When she was five years old, her father cheated, abandoned her and her mother, and married someone else. The most hateful thing is that his father is very ruthless, not only never came to see her, but also did not pay her a cent of maintenance, just like without her daughter. Her mother doesn't have a formal job and has been working odd jobs to support her. Every day after school, she would go to work for her mother and set up a stall outside to earn her tuition. Children of the same age would often bully her, laugh at her and call her a wild child without a father. "
Hearing this, Xu Wenkang hit the coffee table with an angry Fist: "it's too hateful, her father is not a man!"
"The failure of parents' marriage has more or less an impact on their children. If my mother and I didn't meet such a good person as her father, maybe I would have lost confidence in marriage and men like her. I didn't dare to love, to put in and to get married. " Yi sighed again.
At the beginning, after witnessing what happened to her mother in the Xu family, she secretly vowed that she would never marry in her life and become a single noble. But the appearance of Allen, let her see the truth and true love in the world, let her know that there is a good man in the world, just need to have a pair of eyes, to find, to cherish.
Xu Wenkang sighed. Before, he didn't understand. He just wanted a complete family and a father of his own. But now he knows very well that he has a complete family, but his sister has lost her family and father.
Yi Xia patted the back of his hand again: "brother, you should be patient with Yifan. You should believe in sincerity, and the gold and stone are the best."
Xu Wenkang nodded: "thank you, tell me this, I know how to do."
Yi and Xia smile: "I will help you, Feishui does not flow to the field of outsiders, if you dare not be my sister-in-law, I will break up with her."
Xu Wenkang also laughed, "who dares to fight for my wife, immediately send him to outer space, let him never want to go back to earth."
Yi Xia returns to the villa and finds Rong Zhenye coming with Doudou. There will be a play for his daughter tomorrow. No matter how busy he is, he will come to visit.
"Where have you been?" He asked casually.
"Just came back from big brother." She gave a little smile.
"Has Wang Yanni pushed him hard recently?" Rong Zhenye leans on the back of the sofa, holding the back of his head in his hands, looking lazy.
Yi again Xia lightly sighs: "hope he and Yi fan can carry."
Rong Zhenye a pair of deep ice eyes flickered in the light: "in fact, as long as you get one person, this matter is not difficult to solve."