Zhang Ai doesn't want to answer the question raised by Ye Xing. Some things to understand their own good, let Ye Xing understand, but only to increase her trouble.
She regards Ye Xing as her good friend and doesn't want her troubles to increase for her.
But how can Ye Xing give up? She must know about this. Zhang Ai has paid so much for them, how can she turn a blind eye.
Ye xingmianlu nervous, "Zhang Ai, do you take me as your good friend?" Zhang Aijian does not say, let Ye Xing more anxious.
Zhang Ai eyes trance, dare not look at Ye Xing, "Ye Xing, if you take me as a good friend, you should not ask me."
"How can I not ask?" Ye Xing grabs Zhang Ai's shoulder, "Zhang Ai, I'm really distressed by your appearance. Don't let me worry, OK?"
In the face of Ye Xing's perseverance, Zhang Ai sighed, "I didn't want you to know, so you don't have to worry. I didn't expect that now you are more worried about me, which is not my original intention. In that case, let me tell you. "
After listening to Zhang Ai's words, Ye Xing's nervous face was relieved“ Well, say it quickly
Although Ye Xing didn't want to be so nervous just now, his face was not very good-looking. Zhang Ai covered his mouth and laughed, "OK, I'll tell you. But we can't stand here and say it
"So it is." It's not going to be easy. Ye Xing followed Zhang Ai to sit on the sofa“ Now you can say it. "
"Good." Zhang Ai put the cup in front of Ye Xing, "some things you may have forgotten, but I still remember."
Seeing her look, Ye Xing knows that this matter is very important to Zhang Ai. Is he forgetting something? Ye Xing keeps thinking in his mind and frowns gradually.
Zhang Ai stretched out his hand and pinched Ye Xing's cheek. "Well, don't think much about it first. Don't I tell you?"
Zhang Ai picked up the water cup in front of him, took a sip and put it down again“ When we were students, we were good friends. But we were different then. "
"We are no different!" Ye Xing doesn't understand what Zhang Ai's words mean.
Zhang Ai smiles and shakes his head, "you are very popular, but I am not."
"Why? I always think that you are very popular, and your heterosexual fate is also good. Everyone likes you very much. " The figure of Zhang Ai in Ye Xing's mind. At that time, Zhang Ai was more dazzling than herself and attracted the eyes of many people. At the beginning, she was also envious of her.
Zhang Ai said with a bitter smile: "yes, but that's the problem. There have always been a lot of boys around me. Although some people may be close to me with impure purpose, but some people are really sincere to me, and I am good friends. I had a good time with them, too. But in the eyes of others, things are not so simple. "
"Do you remember? At the beginning, many people said that I behaved badly, that I had a lot of ex boyfriends, that I had a lot of spare tires, and that I was a real scum girl. I don't know what they usually say about me behind my back. They tried to embarrass me. Everything is against me. At that time, I was naturally very angry, but I was very weak and didn't know what to do. "
Recalling the past, Zhang Ai's heart is full of bitterness. Although things have passed, but stay in the heart of the trauma but not because of the passage of time and gradually forgotten.
Ye Xing wanted to comfort Zhang Ai to say something, but ye Xing still didn't say anything and listened to Zhang Ai quietly.
"When I go to school, there are all kinds of insects in my desk. When I go too far, there are some words that are hard to say on my desk. When it's my turn to be on duty, there is always some inexplicable garbage in the classroom, and the originally cleaned place is also inexplicably chaotic. The rest is more numerous, I know it is those girls who embarrass me. At the beginning, I didn't want to argue with them, I thought they were just fine. But later, they got worse. "
"At that time, I always doubted myself. I didn't know what I had done wrong. I wanted to be treated like this by them!" Zhang Ai lowered his head slowly. During that time, Zhang Ai was always depressed. Originally Zhang Ai is a very confident person, but because of this series of things gradually inferiority.
Walking in the campus, more and more people point at her, she gradually dare not go to the street. She also began to alienate her male friends. She wondered if it would reduce the negative impact on her. But everything has not changed, and the gossip about her has not stopped. Instead, gradually, her male friends around her left. She became alone and without friends.
The harm of gossip to a person is immeasurable. Zhang Ai is getting thinner and thinner, and his psychological condition is getting worse and worse. He has a tendency to get depression."No! How could it be your fault? You can't punish yourself for other people's mistakes. " Ye Xing holds Zhang Ai's hand and wants to warm her with his hand.
Zhang Ai also held Ye Xing tightly, "but at least I still have you. You mean a lot to me. In the darkest time of my life, you bring me a ray of light. You told me that I'm not that bad. All the girls don't want to be with me, but only you take the initiative to approach me and are willing to be friends with me. "
"I appreciate your character. I'm very happy to be friends with you." Zhang Ai said so, but let her still feel embarrassed.
"At the beginning, I didn't know how to face you. I was afraid that you, like those girls, were malicious to me. So at first I alienated you, because I didn't know how to get along with you. But even though I did, you didn't give up on me. You are still very good to me, let me feel your kindness to me Zhang Ai said also some embarrassed, at the beginning Ye Xingming to himself, but he also to her heart.
"Ye Xing, I didn't regard you as a good friend before. Would you blame me?" Zhang Ai grabs Ye Xing nervously.
Looking at Zhang Ai's nervous appearance, Ye Xing can't laugh or cry“ How could it be? " If Zhang Ai doesn't mention the previous things, he really won't remember. At that time, many people were saying bad things about Zhang Ai, so they paid special attention to Zhang Ai. But I found that Zhang Ai's character is not like the rumor.
The school people treat Zhang Ai like that, which makes Ye Xing unable to accept. Besides, I like Zhang Ai's character very much. I'm willing to make friends with her.
A small act of kindness has such a great effect on Zhang Ai.