75 Her heart II

Iiana was in heaven. Feeling as if she was above the cloud, where she felt like her body and head light as a feather...add to skillful shoulder massage. She can almost forget her jealously. Jealousy caused by knowing her husband flaunt in front of her and was currently out there having fun with another woman because of her own shortcoming.

"I wonder if my husband let those women at the brothel touch him.." Iiana said suddenly. She felt the hand that massage her shoulders stop for a moment before continuing it again.

"What if he did?"said the boy. "What will you do?"

"I might burn the whole brothel and those People in it"

"I thought you didn't care?"

Iiana laughed bitterly.

"He's my husband. Of course I care if he will cheat on me or not." Iiana sighed.

" I love him but I'm scared to let him know"

"Why?"

She lift her index finger, drunkenly.

"He will have the power over me.. what if he hurt me.. what if he cheated on me like he's doing now..."

The boy scratch his head, puzzled.

"Is there any different to how you feel right now with how you feel when you already tell him?" Completely unable to relate to Iiana train of thoughts.

"See that's the difference between women and men mind. Of course there's a different! If I tell him, I know he did that despite knowing my feeling. If I don't tell him my own feeling, I could still coax myself to think that he didn't know how I feel. If he know maybe, he wont do it"

Another scratch.. the boy asked Iiana with even more puzzled look.

"Then isn't it easier for you to just tell him then, and maybe he won't do that? Out of respect of your own feeling?"She narrowed her eyes looking at the boy, thinking something is a miss but her brain was too muzzled up for it to process it.

"Thats the thing!!! I am scared."

The boy shook his head and finally give up trying to relate to Woman's logic. He'd been trying to since he was a little and just like what his former predecessors had said, no man can understand woman's head.

"Wait... if you're there.. who is-" she bent her head backward to look at the said person that had been giving her a shoulder massage and saw a fuzzy, yet familiar looking eyes staring back at her.

"K-Kuro?" She sputtered.

"Yes, my dearest wife" the man smile was rather sweet though who the heck knows whats beneath that facial expression he wore like a mask.

Iiana felt her bile rising, as she felt her whole body grew cold. He heard it all.

"Oh god. I'm gonna be sick" she stood up and ran outside to puke out that stupid alcohol out of her.

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But right now, his little junior is swelling hard and he know it'll be painful to take another step if he won't get the promised night. He couldn't run toward Iiana and just gave his friend an exasperated look and signal him to look after his wife.

Arya grimace and turn around to find the little trouble maker. He saw the woman was currently squatting and was puking her guts out. He used his power and let his ice melt. The melted ice that turn to water, flow down like a small pipe in-front of Iiana and she quickly used it to wash her mouth.

Her hand stopped for a while, despite in her current intoxicated self, she remembered Arya and her wasn't in a good term. He might had infused the water with some kind of poison to get back at her.

"Is it safe to drink this?" Asked her.

"I'm not wicked enough to put a laxative inside it unlike someone,if that is what you mean" that barbed words made Iiana winced and cupped her trembling hands. She took the water and drink it.

'To hell with it' thought Iiana.

Arya raised his eyebrow.

"Why are you shaking? Is the water too cold?l

"No." Iiana stopped and then took another gulp.

She stood up and put her hand on the nearest wall to help her balance herself out. She was scared.. her body won't stop shaking and her blood had ran cold that every bit cell inside of her felt bitten by the frost.

"You.. did you hear what I said?"

"Every last bit of it"

She covered her face with her palm. He swear he heard her mumbled some swearing words that would make grown men blushed. What a dirty mouth she has, thought Arya. But oddly, it didn't put him off instead...it work totally the opposite of it.

Looking at his best friend's wife, he can see why he was drawn to this trouble maker woman. She was the epitome of a vixen that would sway men heart, her thick eyelashes fluttered beautifully, even though she was currently looking really pale. She was not your boring, clingy woman, nor she is over domineering one. He know this woman was a wild one on bed for sure.

"Then... kuro heard it too" he blinked.

"So? Whats the big deal?"

Her eyes raised and glare at him, making him feel somewhat excited to be the main focus of that pair of beautiful eyes look only at him.

Something must be wrong with him.

"The big deal is.. he know!!!! He know I love him!" That made Arya want to bashed his head on the wall.

"As I said, what's the big deal? Anyone knows that just by looking at you. You think think Kuro doesn't know that?"

Her face pale another shade of white, making him want to smack his mouth this time.

She rubs her face and look away.

"Should I run now and leave.. should I just-"

"Wowwww heyyyy. How did it end up with that kind of idea? Are you a coward?"

She lifted her eyes and her eyes had pooled with tears. It was hollow and full of fear. Its the kind of look that prisoners held before their execution, seeing the death gate open in front of their eyes.

"He can't know.. he can't. Because I will be really greedy. I'll give him everything, and he knows that I will love him with all of my heart.. and then.. then he will use me. He will hate me, hurt me.. leave me.." she trembled and hug herself. Unconsciously, Arya stepped forward and cupped her jaw, bringing her face close to his.

"Kuro will never do that"

"But I am cursed. I dont know.. its like I ruined any guy I dated or love..."