At four or five o'clock in the morning, the riverside villa was quiet.
Lu Jinsheng bowed his head and rubbed the photo with his fingers. His eyes were focused.
No one knows how many times he has repeatedly opened the wallet in his hand in the past three years.
Over the years.
Liang Shu has grown into a knot in his heart. If he cuts it, he needs to open his stomach. If he doesn't cut it, it will grow into a malignant tumor. When he realizes it, it will bring him heartbreaking pain.
In 2005, Liang Xiyin died.
It was the 29th day of the lunar new year. He was only 21 years old at that time. He was struggling in the company, but his mother Liang Xiyin was also in a bad mental state.
At that time, it was a critical moment for Lu to fully enter the Internet industry.
In order to gain a firm foothold in Lu, he quietly exposed his ambition.
Lu acquired one new company after another, which was a dark period for the industry.
None of the companies that do online platforms are not afraid of being targeted by Lu.
Lu's acquisition, or even as a subsidiary, the boss will not change, just become Lu's wage earners, but the company still continues to operate.
In other words, the company will go bankrupt and liquidate directly, change its name and never exist again.
During that time, many small and medium-sized Internet companies merged with each other and developed in the mode of "one plus one equals two" in an attempt to escape the clutches of Lu.
But Lu's work is excellent.
Lu Jinsheng, in particular, is playing a string every day to deal with the demons and monsters around him.
But Liang Xiyin suffered from depression at this time.
Career with Liang Xiyin, Lu Jinsheng chose the latter.
So he slowed down Lu's pace and put more attention on Liang Xiyin.
Later, Liang Xiyin's depression improved. She was willing to communicate with the psychologist and tried to put it down.
Lu Jinsheng was relieved.
As long as this state is maintained, Liang Xiyin's illness will be cured.
On the 29th of the lunar new year, the charity meeting for the adoption of orphans was held in a hotel in Yucheng.
The Lu family is a famous family in Yucheng. In addition to subsidizing the orphans, they also adopt a child into the Lu family.
The child will be adopted under the name of Liang Xiyin.
That night, Liang Xiyin, the daughter-in-law of Lu's parents, naturally had to attend.
Lu Jinsheng knew about it earlier, and he was worried, but Liang Xiyin couldn't get rid of it. Otherwise, not only Lu Lixian, but the whole Lu family would be criticized.
Liang Xiyin was clear about Lu Jinsheng's concerns. She said to Lu Jinsheng, "Jinsheng, don't worry about me. I always have to come out, don't I? Not only do I look like a normal person in other people's eyes, but I also want to be a normal person myself
Of course, Lu Jinsheng compromised.
It's just a public welfare meeting. It's enough for him to let people look at her more.
In addition, Liang Xiyin's inner world is sensitive and soft, so it may not be a bad thing to go out for a walk.
Before leaving that night, Lu Jinsheng also took time to rush back to Lu's home from the company.
In Liang Xiyin's bedroom.
She changed her plain cheongsam and came out of the cloakroom with a gentle smile on her face.
After turning twice in front of Lu Jinsheng, he asked, "son, do you think it's suitable for me to wear this one tonight?"
Lu Jinsheng twisted his eyebrows and thought, "is the color too plain?"
These days, Liang Xiyin has lost a lot of weight, but this cheongsam fits her well.
She wore almost no jewelry except the Sapphire Diamond Ring on her right ring finger.
"It's a little bit plain, but I don't wear too bright colors for the occasion tonight. Won't some children come to our Lu's house then? That will scare people. I don't want to leave a bad impression on them. "
Liang Xiyin lowered his head to arrange the buttons on the side, and saw Lu Jinsheng still standing there.
She raised her head and looked at him with a movement in her hand. "It's not hard to rush back here, is it?"
"In this way, I feel at ease," Lu Jinsheng stares at her, her voice suddenly a little rusty. "Mom, Lu Yao is spending the Spring Festival with her aunt this year, and she can't come back. You didn't receive the call yesterday. Remember to call her tomorrow."
Liang Xiyin nodded, "OK," after a pause, she said to herself, "if only we had a chance tonight, we could have a child about the age of ah Yao in our family, so that ah Yao would not be too lonely..."
Lu Jinsheng's face was soft, and a smile was rarely seen at the corner of his mouth.
He came forward and hugged Liang Xiyin's shoulder in a relaxed tone. "Good luck then."
After that, Lu Jinsheng added, "I'll push the work with you tonight. By the way, I'll check on a child who is about the same age as ah Yao..."
Liang Xiyin drove him away, "you don't have to worry about me. Aren't you busy tonight? I'll finish it today. Tomorrow is new year's Eve. You are not allowed to work overtime. "
Lu Jinsheng helplessly put out his hand, "I know."
Who would have thought of it later.
Just two or three hours later, that happened.
He went there with great speed.
Push aside the crowd and squeeze in. That's the picture that comes to mind.
Liang Xiyin was lying on the ground, his long hair was scattered, and a very pale face appeared between his black hair.
Under her, there was a pool of dark red blood.
And below her head, is a pool of plasma brain, white and red.
For a long time, Lu Jinsheng could not forget the scene he saw that day.
If you could go back three hours.
He will never take it lightly.
You should follow Liang Xiyin to say anything.
Patients with depression, usually do not seem to have any difference with ordinary people, but if others do not know what the person said or did in the case of depression.
Normal people may not understand, but patients with depression are extremely sensitive.
At that moment, they would not look at the problem with reason.
Besides, Lu Jinsheng is the only one in the Lu family who knows Liang Xiyin's secret.
It is even more impossible for outsiders to know about Liang Xiyin.
Liang Xiyin's exposure to this environment is certainly dangerous.
But if only he had been with her at that time, Liang Xiyin might have had an accident.
But it's not like that. I fell from a high building, my head was knocked on the ground, and everything inside was thrown out.
In the following years, "Liang Xiyin" followed him for a long time.
The frequency of her appearance is not high, but it will not disappear. Every time she appears, she comes to ask for a ring, or to find a cool relief.
Lu Jinsheng got used to it slowly.
When he saw "she" occasionally, he was very calm.
This liang Xiyin, slowly, slowly, drew him closer to the abyss and made him a hell on earth.
What about cool relief?
Liang Shu is his salvation.
Lu Jinsheng put the photo back in his wallet and looked at the sofa beside the bed.
He knew he was a monster.
There is too much obscurity in his heart.
Once on a certain occasion, people in the industry said that he was very good to his girlfriend Cheng Geling.
Cheng Geling appeared in the three years when he couldn't see Liang Shu.
The same snowy day, the same bush, almost the same temperature, and the face that barely looks like a third.
Everything is just right.
On the eve of Chinese New Year's Eve in 2005, the Lu family was shrouded in a cloud.
No one noticed the child who was picked up last night.
On the morning of Lunar New Year's Eve, she followed the Lu family to the funeral home, and then followed them back to the Lu family. Later, no one knew her trace.
Lu Jinsheng just went to watch the surveillance video that day, but got nothing.
At that time, the location of Liang Xiyin station was the monitoring dead angle.
On the way back, he drove fast, but nothing happened.
When I passed the Lu family garden, I saw her squatting under the bushes with her hat on.
On this day, Lu Jinsheng was also impressed.
She was wearing a big cotton padded clothes. I don't know who threw an adult's clothes to her. She was all caged in this clothes.
The hat is covered with white snow, it seems that squatting here will not be too short.
She lowered her head and held the snow on the ground in front of her, then kneaded them into a ball and put them on the ground. It was a person's appearance.
The expression is also very focused.
The hat was so big that I couldn't see her face clearly. Her eyes were drooping, her eyelashes were long, and the tip of her nose was red with cold.
Lu Jinsheng shuffled through the garden and stopped a few meters away.
He was still wearing yesterday's clothes, a suit, coat and trousers, with a white shirt inside.
It's just that the whole person looks very sinister and untidy.
There was smoke in his fingertips, and the bright red flickered in the dim garden.
Occasionally, a small white snowflake falls on the red cigarette end. When the ice and fire touch, there is a sound of "Zi" in the air.
The little snowflake melted into the red cigarette butt, and the cigarette butt turned black for a short time.
When the wind comes, the cigarette ends that haven't been dusted for a long time are blown by the wind, and the soot floats forward.
Liang Shu raised his head at this time.
She followed the direction of the ash and looked at Lu Jinsheng.
Those eyes are too innocent to be clear.
Lu Jinsheng was angry in his heart. He threw the cigarette in his hand and strode forward to stop in front of her.
Head down, the ground is her use of snow on the ground uneven to spread out a woman's subtle body.
Liang Shu looks up at him. There is no emotion at the bottom of her black and white eyes. She seems to be wearing an indestructible armor. She is not afraid of anything at the bottom of her eyes.
Even if a woman died in front of her yesterday, her brain blossomed, and the brains of those disgusting eyes were all covered with plasma.
She didn't seem to feel the pain.
But she was not afraid of death.
She looked at the things she had made out of the snow on the ground, and then looked up at Lu Jinsheng. She first apologized and then said, "I know you don't have a mother. I made one for you. Do you think it's a bit like that?"
Where does that little undulating pool of things on the ground look like?
He just stared at her, silent, eyes scarlet, filled with red blood.
Liang Shu shrank into the bush.
The hard branches on her back pricked her back with a pain.
She lowered her head, shrunk her red fingers into the sleeves of her large cotton padded suit, and then stopped talking.
After a while.
She reached out again, gingerly took something out of her pocket and lowered her head to the front.
Open the palm, there is a sapphire ring lying quietly inside.
"Here you are."
Lu Jinsheng felt that his throat was tight. He really wanted to strangle her immediately.
But what's the use?
Even if she died, Liang Xiyin couldn't come back.
What's more, she can't see any panic and pain on her face. What's the use of strangling her?
Lu Jinsheng didn't touch the ring.
He raised his foot and kicked the thick pile of snow on the ground in front of her with great strength.
Lu Jinsheng looked at her and closed her eyes. The fine snow hit her face like powder. Finally, she felt better.
After he said that, he left without looking back.
A few days later, Liang Xiyin's affairs were finished.
It was the old Chinese new year when she came to Lu's home with a small amount of luggage.
What does the Lu family mean to her?
She was brought in by the Lu family and became the lucky one in the eyes of all orphans of the same age.
On the surface, the Lu family is her refuge.
But in fact, the Lu family is really cannibal.
If it wasn't for Lu Yao, Liang Shu would have died at the age of 16.
If Xia Mingyu didn't talk to Liu Qin one night, he didn't know that it was a steak that nearly killed her.
Last time I saw Lu Jinsheng, I was shocked.
It has been so many years, and she is still so resistant to this thing, which is enough to see how much influence things had on her at that time.
He went to find Xia Mingyu.
Xia Mingyu and Lu Qingsong are driven out of the Lu family by Lu Lixian.
Xia Mingyu had a hard time after she left the Lu family.
All the money on her body has fallen on those men. Now that she is down, no one will look up to her.
Those who had been in front of her before all showed their true colors.
She lives in a place of more than ten square meters.
Smoking and drinking every day.
The whole person is like smoking marijuana, decadent like a madman.
Lu Jinsheng kicks open the door with a bag. Xia Mingyu is shocked and looks at the door.
His face was first with a smile. At the moment when he saw someone coming, he immediately fell down from the sofa.
Xia Mingyu held her head and read, "don't look for me, don't look for me..."
When Lu Jinsheng approached, Xia Mingyu raised her head again and begged him, "I want to go back to the Lu family. I'm the second daughter-in-law of the Lu family. I want to go back... When I go back, none of you can run away..."
Lu Jinsheng stepped back to avoid Xia Ming catching his trouser legs.
When I stepped back, I bumped into the coffee table cabinet next to me. There were many pieces of white A4 paper on it.
Those A4 papers fell from Xia Mingyu's eyes, as if back to that night, dozens of hundreds of photos fell from the sky.
Xia Mingyu is crazy and grabs those papers, which become fragments in her hands. "You bitch, I must kill you, you sweeper --"
"What did you do to her? She's so afraid of steak. " Lu Jinsheng looked down at her and interrupted her.
Xia Mingyu was stunned and suddenly looked up at Lu Jinsheng, then began to laugh.
She woke up a little, got up from the ground and sat back on the sofa.
Xia Mingyu looked at Lu Jinsheng, very Schadenfreude, tone is very contemptuous, "why should I tell you? She was like that. I'm so happy. She's a country bumpkin with no sense
Lu Jinsheng's eyes flashed, and there was a little bit of ruthlessness in his eyes.
He went to the sofa with the bag, bent down, took out a pile of cash and threw it to the ground.
As soon as Xia Mingyu's eyes saw the red bill in front of her, the whole person was boiling. She threw herself on the floor, trying to grab the pile of cash. But in the finger touched before a second was stopped, in front of Lu Jinsheng's black shoes. At the moment, Lu Jinsheng is stepping on this pile of money. Xia Mingyu's eyes are red. She reaches for the button, but it doesn't help. Lu Jinsheng sneered coldly, "you say, that bag is yours." Xia Mingyu takes a look at him and gradually quiets down. She gets up and wants to touch the sofa to sit down, but Lu Jinsheng suddenly kicks her foot to the ground“ Just kneel down and say He spoke. Xia Mingyu has only money in her eyes at the moment. She swallows her saliva and kneels down on the ground, holding the black and wrinkled cloth in front of her body with her fingers. A moment later, she suddenly looked up, "I... what do I say?" Lu Jinsheng hooked his lips, reached out and took a pile of money out of the bag, and then took out the lighter from his pocket. In front of Xia Mingyu's face, he lit the stack of cash“ Don't... don't... "Xia Mingyu's eyes were red. She grabbed her hair madly," my money, that's my money! " She wants to rush forward to grab, but just got up, Lu Jinsheng kicked her back in the chest. Lu Jinsheng threw the thick pile of burning money into the open cup with beer on the tea table. In an instant, the fireworks were submerged by water, and the thick innocent smoke was fuming. He dusted the paper dust on his clothes and said carelessly, "if you can't remember, we'll continue to burn it until it's finished --" please, don't... "Xia Mingyu's eyes twinkled. She breathed heavily and said," I remember, I remember, I said I said... "" that day, the servant found the chilled steak in the refrigerator, They fried it and fed it to the dog. I'm going to take a piece of it and serve it to her. She -- "Xia Mingyu said incoherently. She stared at the pile of money that had been completely destroyed in the open cup," she likes steak very much, she likes... "" ah -- "Xia Mingyu exclaimed. Lu Jinsheng directly stepped on the back of her hand, "you give me all the details!"“ I said, I said... I forced her to eat the whole piece. I stood by and watched her finish eating it. "Xia Mingyu's face was painful, and her whole face was very distorted." later, I specially told her to go to the backyard and deliberately let her run into the scene where the servant fed the dog with the steak... "The more Xia Mingyu said, the more her body trembled“ Go on. " Lu Jinsheng sat on the sofa and took a cigarette“ Xia Mingyu's voice became lower and lower. "Later she vomited in the dark, and we all laughed at her, including the servants. All the people around her were watching her and laughing at her..." "anything else?" Xia Mingyu was lying on the ground, her forehead rubbing against the floor and shaking her head. "No, no, really no, I didn't know her reaction would be so big..." the man got up and kicked over the coffee table in front of him. The things on it rolled all over the ground, scattered and broken. He raised his hand to loosen his collar and threw the cigarette butt directly on Xia Mingyu, with a very cold voice. "So you played such a trick on her, and later you didn't even invite a decent doctor for her?"“ Xia Mingyu, who taught you to be so reckless? "