Chapter 189

The night is still long, but Gu Hansheng knows that he can't sleep tonight.

He lay on the bed for a while, and heard his heart beat violently, and the figure in his mind had gradually disappeared.

Gu Hansheng opens his eyes and stares at the dark ceiling.

It's been five years.

That's how time kills people's will and spirit.

He even felt that if another five years passed, he would forget the appearance of ah Shu.

Yes, five years later, many people have forgotten her.

From time to time his mother advised him to think about his future.

He is thirty-five this year.

Thirty five, no wife, no children, no future.

They never mentioned anything related to ah Shu in front of him, even if any word had a little connection with her.

Sometimes he woke up from his nightmare and thought he should forget her.

But he was reluctant to forget her every day.

Gu Hansheng would feel panic even if he couldn't remember her clearly in his mind for a moment.

There is a bottle of sleeping pills in his bedside table all year round.

Gu Hansheng thought, if one day he really can't remember her appearance, it must be that she doesn't want to wait for him. If so, he will go to see her.

At that time, he would not care about anything else.

If the news reports say that the chairman of XX group committed suicide by swallowing drugs late at night, I'm afraid everyone will find it funny and ridiculous.

But in fact, in addition to a few friends around, who knows the truth?

They don't need to know.

In fact, five years later, he has not felt much.

It seems to have become a habit.

In addition to nightmares at night, in fact, he did not think of her all the time as he did at the beginning. When he worked in the company, he imagined that she was tired of shopping. He took a bus to the downstairs of the company and called him to ask her to pick him up.

Several times, he ran down to the hall and was disappointed. There were all faces in the hall, but there was no her.

When he looked down at the documents, he would imagine that she was sitting in the sofa not far away from her, brushing TV dramas and watching fashion magazines with her flat. But when he looked up, he could not hear the noise of soap operas or the sound of pages turning in the quiet space.

Go out, the sofa area is empty, without her.

So at this time he thought, will she sleep in the lounge?

Then he turned around and strode toward the rest room. The result was the same. The bedding on the bed was neat and the veil beside the bed was fluttering, but there was no her.

Come home from work.

He would feel that she was sitting on the carpet of the living room, with lazy balls, silver rimmed glasses, broken hair falling into her neck, a soft sweater on her body, and bent down to dry the bouquet with Eucalyptus.

At this time, he always quickens his pace. When he comes home, he turns on the light and the room lights up.

A great sense of loneliness and powerlessness flooded towards him.

He looked at the darkness outside and remembered that one night at the end of summer, she was standing a few meters in front of her. In the bright light, she said she wanted to go out.

How did he turn her down?

Oh, he told her that it was chilly at the end of summer in Yucheng, so it was not suitable to go out for a walk, only to stay in bed.

At that time, I only felt the pain deep into the four limbs.

After a long time, he got used to it.

Even if she is not in this world, but there is her everywhere, it will make him feel at ease.

Later, he didn't often think of her.

I don't think it's good. When I eat private food in a private restaurant, I think it's a little sad that I can't eat any more. When I go out, I feel sad to see the flowers are blooming and the trees are green.

Just as he saw a beautiful necklace in a magazine, he thought that he could never buy it again to help her wear it on her neck. It was a pity. Looking at the sun outside, he thought that if she was still there, the day would be as warm as the sun.

Again, he later opened her wechat, and the black and white head was the same as he had changed it, but he still felt empty when he saw it.

As long as the thought of this ordinary light perhaps also a chicken feather day, she can no longer live, he is very sad.

But don't worry, we will meet in the end.

After lying for nearly an hour, Gu Hansheng felt a little hungry and got up.

It's two in the morning. It's quiet everywhere.

Just after Qingming, he went to the suburban cemetery today, in front of her grave.

He didn't take anything with him. Later, he sat quietly in front of the grave for two hours and didn't say anything to her. He thought that he could still remember her appearance, which was enough.

She can no longer drink this year's new tea, nor can she see spring flowers, summer rain and autumn leaves. In fact, it's meaningless for him to talk to the cold name on the tombstone.

Open the refrigerator, he saw the Green League made of Eucalyptus.

For a moment, Gu Hansheng stood still.

What kind of liquid hit the ground one by one.

Did ah Shu eat the Youth League? Have you ever eaten the cakes that every household wants to eat during the Qingming Festival in qu'an's hometown?

On this thought, Gu Hansheng was not hungry again.

He closed the refrigerator door and walked upstairs barefoot, ready to go to the study to find a movie to kill the next long time.

Until five in the morning.

He looked up and saw the gray sky outside the window. It was an hour before dawn when Gu Hansheng clearly remembered that Jingyu said he had found Mo Xiangsi. More than that, Mo Xiangsi gave birth to a daughter.

Four years old

Gu Hansheng suddenly buried his face in his palm. If he has a child with a Shu, then the child should be four years old this year, right?

If he has a child, what name should he give him / her?

How to educate him / her.

Will he and ah Shu's children be boys or girls?

He is thirty-five years old now. He will give him all his best. In the future, he will give him the company. Then he will take ah Shu on a tour. It's good to go anywhere, as long as she likes

Gu Hansheng took an hour's rest in the picture constructed in his mind, which is a rare dream in recent years.

……

Budapest.

Liang Jiujiu's condition has stabilized. She is sleeping in the ward.

Mo Xiangsi breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and heard the sound of opening the door. She turned her head and looked at the blazing eyes of Jingyu.

He turned his eyes to the little bump on the bed, and his heart thumped.

Mo Xiangsi's brow tightened, got up and walked towards him, blocking his sight at the same time.

The door opened, Jingyu took back her eyes and followed Mo Xiangsi all the way out.

In the corridor.

He saw Mo Xiangsi reclining on the railing and playing with her mobile phone. Her eyebrows were still tied. She was thinking about how to put it off with Liang Shu.

In April, Mo Xiangsi was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans with a thin sling on it. The waist was too thin, as if it could be cut off.

Jingyu swallows his saliva. He takes off his coat and goes over to cover Mo Xiangsi's shoulder.

Mo Xiangsi flicks away like an electric shock, covers his mobile phone in his hand and stares at him warily, "what are you doing?"

When his coat fell on the ground, Jingyu bent down and picked it up. Compared with Mo Xiangsi, his behavior was a little humble and humble.

But he would.

Jingyu stares at the place where she shows a large area of skin. She has some bad feeling in her heart. She also thinks that the foreigner just touched her waist, maybe... Thinking of this, the string in Jingyu's brain gradually becomes too tight.

But now Mo Xiangsi is full of spirit. She doesn't give him a good face, but he can't give her such a face.

What if it suddenly disappeared like five years ago?

In particular, he now has a lovely daughter.

Thinking of Jiujiu, Jingyu's Adam's Apple moved. He stepped forward and was a step closer to Mo Xiangsi. His voice was not like himself. He asked, "I don't know she can't eat ice cream."

Mo Xiangsi didn't lift his head. "Don't blame you. Don't hinder my eyes here. Stay where it's cool."

“……”

Jingyu clenched his hand, staring at Mo Xiangsi's eyes, some greedy, "Jiujiu, is it my daughter?"

He remembers that five years ago, the week before they separated, he and she had been bored with each other all the time. There was no condom. Many times, they were directly in it. She had never taken any medicine, so the chance of pregnancy was still very high.

And calculate the time, just like Jiujiu.

Mo Xiangsi almost thought he had heard wrong.

She turned off her cell phone, held her chest in her hands, raised her chin and looked at him. Her red lips curled up slightly, and she sneered: "she told you her last name is Jing?"

Jingyu doesn't think that Jiujiu doesn't have a family name. After all, she gave birth to the child in silence. He has never been involved in her growth. When she thinks about it, Jingyu feels guilty.

He looked at Mo Xiangsi with an apologetic and distressed look on his face. "I know you hate me. It's normal for children not to follow my family name, but she is definitely my daughter."

"Your daughter? You're dreaming Mo Xiangsi patted off his hand.

But Jingyu is a look that I don't care if she is my daughter. He reaches for Mo Xiangsi's hand again. Mo Xiangsi is impatient. He steps back and stares at him coldly. His tone is also frivolous and vicious. "What do you think you are in my mo Xiangsi heart? At the beginning, I was your first and second wife and third son. I didn't get money from you. I didn't get money from you. I had to give you a baby. Do you dream? "

The next second, Mo Xiangsi clapped his hands and said, "but, at the beginning, I don't want to mention those things you love. Anyway, we have nothing to do with each other."

Jing Yu looked a little painful on her face and stared at her.

It's hard for Mo Xiangsi to see him like this. He tilted his head a little, curled a wisp of hair around his index finger, and laughed heartlessly. "Don't look like I ruined you. I don't know you got married and ran to sleep with you. It's my fault, but later you know you have a wife, and you came to recruit me. We are usually black. Don't make you feel the same

"Also, I don't think I've seen you before. I won't pursue you for beating my new boyfriend, but don't show up in front of me in the future," said Mo Xiangsi, who finally let go of that wisp of hair that was tortured by her own fingers and ordered the ward with her index finger. "Besides, she's not my own daughter, let alone your daughter. Don't rush to be a father for others."

Don't miss the mouth, not a bit of Duan, said.

Jingyu didn't take advantage of Mo Xiangsi before. He relied on his own brute force.

The tone of these words is very unpleasant now.

"New boyfriend?" he said

Don't pick eyebrows and don't talk.

Jingyu approached her again, holding the big palm of her coat with extra force, "how many boyfriends have you made in recent years?"

"Well..." Mo Xiangsi stretched out a finger and put it on his chest. Then she pushed him out. She was a little distressed and pulled her finger. "I'm sorry, I can't count it."

"How many men have you become?" Jingyu continues to press questions.

Mo Xiangsi frowned and narrowed her eyes. The expression on her face became cold by the way. This time, she didn't hesitate, and she answered him coldly: "I can't count it."

Soon, without waiting for Jingyu to have any reaction, Mo Xiangsi pushed him away, "don't look at me like this."

Mo Xiangsi is going to leave.

But Jing Yu grabbed her wrist. He was strong and hurt her. Mo Xiangsi was worried. "Who the hell are you? It's been five years since we've had such a trivial affair. How about you? I didn't destroy your family, and I didn't dig your ancestral grave. What do you mean you caught me? "

Touch her soft wrist, Jingyu mood suddenly better.

But he still did not let go of Acacia.

He came forward, almost close to her body, no matter what the occasion, said, "Acacia, you broke me."

Acacia has a question mark on her face.

"I haven't had a woman in five years. Don't you think you should take some responsibility?"

"If you don't have a woman, you'll find one." Said Mo Xiangsi.

"I can't do it." Jingyu answered quickly.

“……？”

Jingyu clenched her hand, "Shiyu couldn't get up."

Mo Xiangsi shakes off his hand, and the dislike and irony in his eyes are very strong.

The wrist was caught again.

The next second, Jingyu said, "but it's just ready," he said, clasping his finger on her palm. "When I saw you."

He said, eyes and standing behind the Acacia Ji Shen relative line of sight.

There is no doubt that Ji Chen listened to Jingyu's words.

To be honest, Ji Shen certainly feels embarrassed.

But he has been around Gu Hansheng for so many years and has never seen any big scenes. Now, although he is shocked, he can still accept it.

Jingyu's face didn't respond. Compared with other people's eyes, he was more concerned about Acacia now.

And Mo Xiangsi stepped on Jingyu, earned his hand, stepped back several steps, kept a safe distance with him, "don't deal with idiots."

Mo Xiangsi opens the door of the ward and goes in.

She leaned against the door to calm herself.

When Liang Shu asked Liang Jiujiu about the news, the teacher of the training class called Liang Shu and said that Liang Jiujiu didn't take piano lessons today after all day.

Liang Shu thinks something's wrong, and Mo Xiangsi says that she is playing outside with Jiu Jiu.

Then a phone call came over there.

Mo Xiangsi looked out the door, then walked into the ward, stood by the window and answered the phone in a low voice, "ah Shu."

"I remember you had a date today? I'm just off work. I'll pick up Jiujiu and take her to buy the little skirt she liked a few days ago. "

Mo Xiangsi looked at the hospital bed and said, "the date is blowing. Jiujiu and I are wandering outside. Then I will take her back."

"When will it be finished?"

"Still hanging out."

"OK, you can be early. I'll wait for her at home."

"Well."

After hanging up the phone, it's hard for Mo Xiangsi to get upset.

She knows the relationship between Jingyu and Gu Hansheng. After five years, she didn't feel anything when she saw Jingyu again. She just didn't know how ah Shu was

At night, Liang Jiujiu woke up.

The heart that Mo Xiangsi hangs is put down finally.

She first fed Jiujiu drink a few water, the little girl's face white, a pair of black eyes, eyes embedded in the black bangs below, as if to hook people's soul, Mo Xiangsi reached out to touch cool Jiujiu's face, "Jiujiu, your eyes are really like your mother."

Jiu Jiu Du began to talk, half of his face buried in the quilt, and looked at Mo Xiangsi with a pair of eyes open, "that godmother, shall we go back?"

Mo Xiangsi put down the water cup, "don't go back to your mother should be worried, don't have to call to say I've broken you."

She just finished, Liang Jiujiu has taken the initiative to get up from the bed, she stretched out a small hand to rub her stomach, "it seems not very uncomfortable."

……

Mo Xiangsi takes Jiujiu out of the ward.

Jingyu is still standing at the door.

He leaned against the white wall on the opposite side, put his hands in his trouser pockets, bent his long legs and lowered his head. He didn't know what he was thinking.

Hearing the sound of opening the door, Jingyu raised his head and watched a large group and a small group come out from inside. He stepped forward.

Liang Jiujiu raised her small face and looked at Jingyu. She was puzzled, "uncle, why are you still here?"

Hearing the sound, Jingyu looked down at her.

With this half day experience and feelings, Jingyu now sees Liang Jiujiu again, and his mood is different.

Anyway, there is no direct and ready-made evidence. Jingyu still thinks that Jiujiu is his daughter.

He stepped forward and squatted down, trying to reach out and touch her soft hair. At this time, Jingyu completely forgot his bad attitude towards Liang Jiujiu during the day.

However, the hands have not yet touched Jiujiu, listen to Mo Xiangsi cold voice: "you don't touch her."

Even Liang Jiujiu was startled. She leaned against Mo Xiangsi.

Jingyu drew back his hand. He stood up and looked at her.

Mo Xiangsi's various emotions are mixed together. She is actually afraid that Jingyu Shunteng will find Liangshu... Thinking of this layer, Mo Xiangsi stoops to hold Liangjiu and coldly says to Jingyu, "you'd better not follow me. You know, it's easy for me to disappear again."

Then he went to the side of the corridor, a little fast.

She has to send Jiu Jiu home and get rid of Liang Shu for a while.

Generally, people don't take the initiative to think of people who have died, and they don't easily associate certain things with people who have died. As long as Liang Shu doesn't appear, she won't be found.

Jiu Jiu holds Mo Xiangsi's neck and lies on her shoulder. She waves her little hand at Jingyu and says with a smile, "goodbye, uncle."

Looking at the picture, Jingyu felt that his heart was melting.

The feeling in his eyes was a little damp. Soon, he also walked in the direction of Mo Xiangsi's leaving.

Mo Xiangsi hugs Liang Jiujiu and leaves the hospital all the way. Liang Jiujiu doesn't understand very well. She asks Mo Xiangsi, "godmother, why is that uncle always in the hospital?"

"He's sick."

"... oh."

Conveniently stopped a taxi, Mo Xiangsi took her to sit in, and then took a shower in the car, Jiujiu explained, "go back and tell your mother that we went shopping, let alone encounter these two uncles, godmother has something to leave for a few days, stay with your mother, don't make her angry, she makes money very hard, and don't skip class."

Jiujiu nodded her head for a long time. At the last, she shook her head.

She pouted. "I don't want to go to class."

"Why? Don't like the piano? "

Jiujiu shook his head, "No."

"Then why?" Mo Xiangsi asked her.

Liang Jiujiu looked at Mo Xiangsi awkwardly, and said, "there is a boy in the piano class who likes me, so he doesn't want to go to class with him."

Mo Xiangsi helps the forehead, "God, how old are you..."

In the middle of the way, Mo Xiangsi changed several taxis. After confirming that no one was following, she sent Liang Jiujiu back to her residence.

She left without saying a few words to Liang Shu.

She doesn't live with Liang Shu.

She went back to her house, but she always felt uncomfortable, as if something was wrong.

The next day, the man who was beaten by Jingyu yesterday called to ask about Acacia.

Mo Xiangsi has long forgotten this person. She plans to leave Budapest for a while and go to neighboring countries for a breath, so she directly refuses.

But who knows that the other party is reluctant, but also moved out of yesterday's matter, said, "I know those two are people you know, if you do not agree, then I will call the police, you know they encounter this kind of thing in this place, it is very unfavorable for them."

When Mo Xiangsi was packing up, he threw his clothes into the suitcase and sat down on the stall, "then you can do it."

It would be the best if they could be arrested.

"Do you believe I did? If the embassy is involved... "

Involving the Embassy... Not only will the scene be over, but also ah Shu will have to be exposed.

Mo Xiangsi fidgety, she narrowed her eyes, asked an address, "OK, then in the afternoon."

Have a drink at the bar. She doesn't have to be afraid.

Bar, disco, she is a regular.

But Mo Xiangsi never thought that the man would take medicine in the wine.

What she did not expect was that the man was finally beaten by Jingyu.

Then Jingyu took her to the hotel.

Overseas these people have fun, there are all kinds of drugs, some can not be solved by going to the hospital.

Jing Yu is bathing her with gentle movements.

Mo Xiangsi lies in the bathtub, like a goblin without bones.

She wasn't afraid of losing herself, because to be honest, she would rather have it with Jing Yu than that foreigner.

What is she flustered about?

Mo Xiangsi can't tell. Later, she found a reason for herself. She was afraid that the old man in his thirties would entangle himself completely after this time. He was still married. Would Mo Xiangsi become his second wife again?

It's not worth it.

She likes the young body. It's better to be a little wolf dog that has no lethality and is obedient.

But prepare for the worst, and that is to be entangled with scenery from now on.

That's OK. She happily took his money to take care of her young body. One is not enough, at least two.

Don't bet on her. She can't do it.

Want to open, Mo Xiangsi is relieved.

She's like this. It's easy to put her down and figure it out.

Later, Acacia began to hallucinate. She thought it was the problem with the medicine.

Unconsciously, she put her arms around Jing Yu's neck.

After that, in bed.

There's no light around. It's dark.

Jingyu admits that he's very low-key, but if Mo Xiangsi really gets involved with the foreigner who can only get a woman by drugging under his nose, he may kill people.

But it's a double sign. Now he's enjoying the benefits of foreigners' medicine.

Love is like being hypnotized, put away her sharp spines and claws, obediently, listen to him.

He teased her for a long time and thought it was almost over.

Jingyu is thinking about whether to ask her questions after finishing or before starting.

Soon, he bowed his head and gave her a kiss on her red lips. I'd better ask now. What if she fell asleep in the middle of the way?

Tomorrow when she wakes up, he won't get the answer he wants.

After all, he hasn't had meat in five years. It's not sure whether Mo Xiangsi can bear it or not. It's just that he has to do with her. He has no idea what it will be like when he's crazy. He has no idea what it will be like when he meets her.

Jing Yu didn't satisfy her first, but let Mo Xiangsi answer her several questions.

Mo Xiangsi encountered the Waterloo of life in this evening.

Nowadays, what Jingyu wants to know most is whether Jiujiu is his daughter.

He held the soft fingers of Mo Xiangsi and looked down at her, which made him worry about more than a thousand women day and night. In a hoarse voice, he asked, "is Jiu Jiu our daughter?"

Mo Xiangsi stared at him vaguely, then shook his head, "No."

As soon as Jing Yu's face sank, he frowned and doubted whether she was sober.

He asked her, "who am I?"

There was no change in Mo Xiangsi's eyes. She touched Jing Yu's face with her hands, rubbed her fingers on his facial features, and then said, "you are a scum man."

“……”

"Sisi is obedient. Do you think Jiujiu is your daughter and I?"

Mo Xiangsi was a little impatient. She didn't open her face. Half of her face was buried in the pillow. She was a little impatient. "No, Jiu Jiu is a Shu's daughter."

Jingyu's black eyes moved and frowned, "who is ah Shu?"

Mo Xiangsi got up and bit him on the shoulder. "Ah Shu is ah Shu, the ex-wife of Gu Hansheng, another scum man." after biting, she stared at Jingyu. The expression on her face was rarely vivid. She said angrily, "can you do it?"

And Jingyu has been her mouth that "Gu Hansheng's ex-wife" to thunder.

But he has been absent for five years. In the face of Acacia, it is the limit that he can hold on to now.

At present, he is satisfied with acacia, but also filled his empty heart over the years.

19 p.m. local time.

It's about one o'clock in the night in China.

Jing Yu just finished a game, half-time, Mo Xiangsi tired to sleep in the past.

The first scene was a little long, but the appetizer reluctantly gave him a tooth beating ceremony. He kissed the corner of Mo Xiangsi's mouth, tucked her up and got out of bed, and let her rest for a while, and then continued.

He has more important things.

Jingyu took the mobile phone, turned out Gu Hansheng's phone and dialed it.

Although Jiujiu is not his daughter, which makes him very unhappy, he still decides to tell his friends about this matter regardless of Mo Xiangsi's opinions.

Gu Hansheng still didn't sleep this night.

He is in the study to deal with things, and after that, he has been sitting in a chair. It's quiet all around, and the light of the desk lamp falls on the photo.

In the photo, Liang Shu is wearing everyday household clothes, her long hair braided into a braid, and she nests in his arms, with a warm and sweet smile. He just stares at that smile for a whole hour. I'm afraid to sleep tonight. He longed to see her, but he was afraid to see her. The telephone vibrated on the desk. Gu Hansheng looked at it and then pinched it. After a while, the phone vibrated again. It's still scenery. Gu Hansheng picked it up this time“ Hansheng, let me tell you something. " This evening, he heard a little bit of anger from Jingyu's tone. He did not speak, fingertips rubbing the cold smile. Then Jing Yu said, "Liang Shu is not dead. You have a daughter. She is four years old." And then I cut off the phone. Jingyu is going on to the next scene. I don't know how many times the phone on the desk vibrated, and Jingyu didn't seem to hear it.