Chapter 191

On the streets of foreign countries, Liang Shu holds Liang Jiujiu and walks very fast.

Behind him, there was a man who followed him calmly. His facial features were three-dimensional and his eyes were deep. But the whole expression seemed strange. There was pain in the solemn and stirring, and there was the afterlife in the pain.

Liang Shu only looked at Liang Jiujiu for a second when he picked him up, then turned around and left.

Liang Jiujiu was lying on her shoulder, looking at the poor looking uncle. Behind him was the place where he had piano lessons for three months.

Jiu Jiu asked Liang Shu, "isn't ah Shu going to ask the teacher for more tuition? And my schoolbag -- "

"No more."

Liang Shu's car is parked in a relatively quiet street here. It takes about ten minutes to walk, cross two blocks, and then turn a corner.

When Jiujiu looked up, he found that he was still following them.

She hugged Liang Shu's neck and looked puzzled. "Ah Shu, that uncle is still with us."

When the rear door opened, Liang Shu put her in the safety chair. While sending her a seat belt, she said, "let's not talk to strangers, let alone let strangers touch you, OK?"

Jiujiu wrinkled her nose. She was a little aggrieved and said, "I just see that he is very poor."

"Then I'll add one more, and don't be too compassionate, OK?" Liang Shu's posture is similar to that in the morning. She holds the door frame in one hand and the door in the other. Bending over, she glances at the man standing a few meters away from the car.

Liang Jiujiu looked along her eyes, of course, her eyes were blocked by more than half, only a little to see his wrinkled shirt.

Liang Shu said, "do you think he's pathetic?"

Jiujiu nodded.

"The shirt on his body, 750000 forints, is equal to your mother's salary for two months... And the watch, converted into RMB, is --"

Liang Jiujiu's mouth was flat, and she was about to cry. She interrupted Liang Shu in a low voice, "ah Shu, don't say it."

"Do you feel sorry for him now?"

Jiujiu looked out, still wanted to nod subconsciously, but he shook his head half way, "I don't think so."

Liang Shu touched her head and hooked her lips. "OK, let's go home."

She closed the back door, opened the cab and sat in without looking at the person standing in front.

When the car started, she looked up and saw the man standing in front of the car.

He just stares at her in the car.

Liang Shu whistled twice, but the other side didn't respond.

Her eyes narrowed and she stepped on the accelerator slowly, but Gu Hansheng, who was just a few meters away, didn't mean to go away.

Liang Jiujiu saw a man standing in front of her. She was wondering, but she saw the car speeding towards the uncle. She was surprised and put out her little hand to cover her lips. She was surprised to remind Liang Shu, "Mom --"

Gu Hansheng looks at the car coming towards him. He doesn't have any reaction.

He had only her in his eyes.

He didn't believe that she would just drive and kill him.

Finally, he looked down at the bumper which was only a few centimeters away from his knee. His eyes flashed, and the corners of his lips showed a little radian.

Soon the door slammed shut.

He watched her coming towards him.

Behind is the scattered light and shadow of the sun through the leaves. Every light spot on her body is just right, some like the scene in a movie.

The expression on her face, even indifference and anger, was vivid.

He had imagined meeting her again after death.

It's not as good as it is now.

That's great, Gu Hansheng thought.

Gu Hansheng couldn't hear what she said. He just wet his eyes and stared at her. It was like a fish that was about to run out of water and finally got his water.

He called her name in a hoarse voice: ah Shu.

Liang Shu twisted his eyebrows and repeated what he had just said, "can you get out of the way? Mr. Gu

The thought brought him back.

He rolled his Adam's apple to reach her hand. She avoided him. His eyes flashed and his expression was hurt, but he still looked at her, "Mrs. Gu..."

Liang Shu smiles, but her face is very calm. She interrupts him, "we are divorced."

She saw something like water mist in his eyes and added faintly: "as early as five years ago."

He stood in silence, looking at her in a trance.

Are you divorced?

He opened his lips, his voice was hoarse, "Mrs. Gu..."

Liang Shu is helpless. She turns her eyebrows and closes her eyes. When she opens her eyes, her anger is gone. Now there is only calm. She says, "if you have to repeat everything to communicate with you now, you can understand it. OK, listen to me, Mr. Gu. We divorced five years ago."

She leaned slightly to the side and leaned against the front of the car. "If you feel guilty because you think I died in the fire, it's unnecessary. I took the initiative to go there that night. It has nothing to do with you, and you don't need to have any burden."

These discourses are smooth, almost without ups and downs.

But just like this, she made Gu Hansheng feel powerless from the bottom of his heart.

Hate a person, it is still a feeling.

Now, it's really a stranger.

But it doesn't matter. It has already surpassed Gu Hansheng's imagination. Now she is alive and healthy, and they have a lovely daughter, which has been given to him by God.

Gu Hansheng's fingers on his side moved, and his eyes touched the little head who tried to push his head from the back seat of the car to the front seat. His eyes softened a lot, "how did you walk so fast just now? Jiu Jiu... "

"Yes, Jiujiu has nothing to do with you. She's not your daughter. Don't get me wrong, Mr. Gu." Liang Shu said.

But for Gu Han, it doesn't matter what she said.

According to the data, Liang Jiujiu is four years old, and she is in poor health. Although she looks strange, she is actually thinner than other children of the same age.

When Liang Jiujiu was born, he was very healthy and had a standard weight.

Shen Lu had a good time during her pregnancy, and Jiu Jiu was also fed very well in the two or three months after she was born. If there were no later changes, Jiu Jiu's health would be better than it is now.

But in the first year when they came to Budapest, their 3-month-old child stopped breastfeeding and had to drink milk powder. At first, she didn't get used to it and cried all day.

Later, it took a long time to eat something.

At that time, Liang Shu was not in a good state. Taking care of her children every day almost consumed all her mind.

Those two years were extremely difficult.

If not for Acacia, Liang Shu thinks, she may not be able to survive.

Now she saw Gu Hansheng, why can so light?

A Yun rescued her from the fire. She survived.

The two years she spent in Budapest were the last of her life.

After the disaster, then everything in the past, no matter people or things, is not so important.

Gu Hansheng put his eyes on the woman's face. His eyelids moved and his voice choked. "She's very cute."

"Thank you." Liang Shu's lips are slightly curved.

She looked at the blue gray of the man's eyes and the red blood in his eyes. Her eyes were deep and watery, but they were still dark and deep. But the outline of her face was very clear and very thin.

Liang Shu said, "Mr. Gu, no matter what purpose you come here for, my attitude is clear enough. Let's go back to the bridge and the road to the road. I'm not dead. You're right. At most, we are not suitable at the beginning. I want to open it. I hope you want to open it too. In the future, you can still live your life."

For Gu Han, her words are poison that pierces the intestines, enters the lungs from the ears and erodes his bone marrow.

It's like every word is like a sharp arrow. Every time he listens to one, he will prick his heart.

Does it hurt?

It's painful.

But the pain is accompanied by comfort, so real and vivid ah Shu, let him too moved.

But... Gu Hansheng stares at her persistently and says, "ah Shu, I'm 35 years old."

By the beginning of November, it was thirty-six.

Without her, how could he live a whole life in rags?

I can't.

But Liang Shu picked an eyebrow and said with a smile, "so what?"

In the afternoon, the sun is dazzling, but Gu Hansheng only feels cold in this quiet street covered by trees.

He set up his own psychological contribution in his heart. It doesn't matter. She's still alive, which is God's greatest forgiveness for him. He doesn't care about anything else.

……

When the car restarts, Liang Jiujiu rolls down the window. She pulls her hand on the window and looks at Gu Hansheng standing on the side of the road. It seems that she is aware of something. Gu Hansheng looks at her with her eyes——

Jiujiu rushed back, she looked straight ahead, how did she feel that uncle seemed to cry again?

Such a big man, still a crying ghost?

Still, she thought he was pathetic.

Liang Jiujiu tilted his head and patted the back of the driver's seat. "Ah Shu, that uncle, do you know each other?"

Liang Shu glanced at her in the rearview mirror and found that she was wriggling around in her seat. She didn't know what she was doing. She raised her tone a little bit. "Jiu Jiu, can you sit in your seat and don't move? Sit down and I'll answer you. "

The villain, who was still playing, immediately sat upright, took a shower and blinked, "sit well."

Jiujiu exclaimed, "that uncle is so handsome."

Just waiting for the red light, Liang Shu looked back at her, "little flower crazy."

Liang Jiujiu grinned and looked at the scenery from the car window. Suddenly, she said to Liang Shu, "if it's this uncle, I hope ah Shu won't refuse him."

"Chin back," the front seat, Liang Shu reminded her, Jiujiu immediately face back.

Liang Shu said, "what do children know? We are so poor that people don't like us."

"But godmother is rich..." she frowned.

"Is godmother's money our money?" Liang Shu asked her.

Jiujiu shook his head, "No."

Soon, she sighed like an adult: "I just feel that uncle should like me very much, so I'm not ah Shu's oil bottle."

All of a sudden, Liang Shu's eyes were wet with this remark. Over the past few years, she always felt that she was in debt. This little angel like person was not her oil bottle. To a certain extent, she was her spiritual sustenance.

She was the little angel who accompanied her through the long dark days.

On the contrary, she owes Jiujiu too much.

Liang Shu raised his hand and pressed the corner of his eye to force his tears back. Then he said to Liang Jiujiu, "don't worry, I'll find you a stepfather who likes you very much and won't let you be wronged."

Jiujiu snorted. She fell in her child safety seat and pulled her finger. "But you've been dating a lot, and it's still unsuccessful."

"I'm not afraid. There will be one tomorrow. I'll find it."

Although Jiujiu has grown up safely, her father is always missing in her life, which is not good for the growth of children.

Long years, if the lack of the role of father, it is not perfect.

And Liang Shu has become more transparent these years.

The reason why she was able to start with Gu Hansheng at the beginning was that all kinds of factors mixed together, which was too complicated.

That kind of feeling, once in a lifetime experience is enough.

She has long been over the age of dreaming. All the way, it is not smooth. People around her leave one after another. It is good enough that she can live in peace like now.

Now her biggest wish is to give Jiujiu a healthy family and find someone who loves Jiujiu and can spend the rest of her life.

It's just that her blind date in the past two years has some wonderful things.

This makes Liang Shu very distressed.

……

Gu Hansheng watched the car go away, and the whole person looked like a stone looking at his wife.

Ji Shen drove over and slowly stopped beside him.

He got out of the car and opened the rear door. Gu Hansheng looked down at his hands, then pressed his trousers pocket, and finally looked up at Ji Shen, "do you have smoke?"

Ji Shen shakes one out of his cigarette box and hands it to Gu Hansheng.

Gu Hansheng looked at the intersection where there was nothing. Suddenly he waved again, "forget it."

Before he left for the airport last night, he had to scrape the newly grown stubble and take a good shower, using the bath and love perfume that he used to like. But he had not been sleeping many days and nights, and his mental state seemed to be failing.

At this time, he should find a hotel to have a good sleep, and then make plans.

He is still Gu Hansheng, not the one who is totally unprepared.

He didn't sleep during the ten hour flight on the plane.

He was dying to see her.

In those five years, he switched back and forth between dream, illusion and reality. He was "Crazy" for a long time.

In the year when Liang Shu just left.

In that year, there was no servant in No. 0 mansion, only he and "she". Everything between them was done by him.

He has been living with the man he imagined.

He gets up early and goes out to work. He will match the clothes "she" will wear today in advance. He will remind "she" to go out to less crowded places when he brushes teeth with "she" in the bathroom. He will also prepare two pieces of tableware when he has dinner.

He always sees "she" appear in the kitchen all the time, and he always reminds "she" not to appear in the place with too much cooking fumes.

In the evening, he would take out the original book and read it to her.

He is even more

From this state of departure is in the second year of Qingming.

He remembers that "she" said the night before that she would go to the memorial ceremony for Jiang Pingsheng the next day. At that time, "she" was in the third trimester of pregnancy, and he promised "she" to accompany her.

That day, Gu Hansheng pushed all the itineraries. He planned to accompany "she" to the cemetery in the morning to pay homage to Jiang Pingsheng. If "she"'s physical condition allows, in the afternoon he would like to take "she" to Hanshan Temple to ask for a peace charm for their two children who are about to be born.

On that day, he took "she" to the suburban cemetery.

It was there. One second before, Gu Hansheng felt that the fingers in his palm were so soft and real, but the next second he saw the name of "she" on the tombstone.

Then the "she" who was standing beside him quietly disappeared.

At that moment, the world collapsed.

With the memory also had a disorder, he has been around who, from beginning to end, only his own.

"Crazy" after a period of silence. Gu Hansheng took the initiative to receive psychological treatment. Although the effect is negligible, it is better than none. So day by day, he thought about the day when his destination came. He thought that he was calm and looking forward to it, because he wanted to meet ah Shu so much. He is the fifth of the eight sufferings in the world, and life and death are the top two. And life turns in the fifth year. If he didn't see Liang Shu alive, Gu Hansheng felt that he would not be able to survive this year Ji Chen has already ordered a hotel for him. At the moment, Gu Hansheng is taking a nap in the car. He knew the front would be long, but it didn't matter. On the plane, he thought about a lot. If she had been married and had a new family, would he wish with a smile? There is almost no hesitation on this issue, he will not bless. Not only will he not bless her, but he will also use means to rob her and destroy her family. Although Budapest is far away, he will have a way. If it was her, he would like to be a junior. Gu Hansheng seldom had a better rest. When I wake up, night has come. The huge landing window is full of city lights. As long as he thinks of one of these lights, he has no reason to calm down. The huge stone in my heart also fell to the ground. He went downstairs to have dinner. Then he went to find Mo Xiangsi first, and tomorrow he would go to Liangshu. In the dining room, Ji Shen sat opposite him and said, "Miss Mo hurt Jing Shao and put a knife into Jing Shao's shoulder. At the moment, others are still lying in the hospital." after a pause, he said what Gu Hansheng wanted to ask, "maybe Miss Mo was not satisfied with Jing Shao and revealed his wife's trace, so..." Jing Yu was injured and hospitalized, and no one accompanied him. Gu Hansheng took the fruit basket to see him, but this time he was not lucky enough to meet Mo Xiangsi The next morning, Liang Shu sent Liang Jiujiu to this kindergarten and told her not to bully the children. Liang Jiujiu agreed well. Before leaving, Liang Jiujiu kisses Liang Shu on the cheek, winks at her, and makes a gesture to cheer her up. "I hope a Shu can make a successful blind date today. Come on!"