Chapter 203

Name:When You're Gone Author:晚来风急
Lu Jinsheng's lighter slipped from her fingertips and fell to the ground at the moment when she finished asking. He looked up at her with long eyes and his tone was the same. He hooked his lips and wanted to smile or not. "This is the tone when you come, ah Shu. I don't like it very much."

In this private room, all the windows are covered by heavy curtains, and the light inside is not very bright.

Liang Shu saw many emotions on his face.

After a while, she asked Lu Jinsheng, "what's your purpose?"

Again

Lu Jinsheng is still looking at her. Since she appeared here, her eyes have never left her face. They are deep and focused.

"Since I didn't die, why did I stay abroad so long?" He said, "I'm afraid he'll find you?"

Liang Shu asked: "can't it be that I want to get rid of you completely and start a new life?"

"Start a new life?" Lu Jinsheng slightly drooped his eyes, staring at the floor covered with soft carpet, chewing these words gently in his mouth.

For a long time, he looked up at her, "don't you have a daughter now? Isn't it hard to be alone with your children in a foreign country? "

"It's nothing to do with you whether you work hard or not, Lu Jinsheng. It's really boring if you still want to entangle with the original things. Our life is a never-ending situation. Right and wrong grudges have become an inextricable thread. If you want to get a result, either I'll die or I'll live the next life."

Liang Shu knew that there were two lives between them after all.

Liang Xiyin and Lu Yao.

Even though neither of them died directly because of her, they were all related to her.

Lu Jinsheng had a deep look in his eyes. After a long time, he said with a faint smile, "I've been pestering you to do something. People have to look forward. Now I just want you."

Liang Shu couldn't see him through.

Just as she can't see through Gu Hansheng.

Five years later.

Lu Jinsheng, who once forced her to the secret ditch of Yucheng, and Gu Hansheng, who trampled on her love... Now they all say they want her.

"Can you forget the death of your mother and your sister?"

The radian of Lu Jinsheng's mouth never changed. He stood up from the sofa and walked slowly in front of her. His eyes were as usual and he said in a low voice: "what if I can't forget it? Now, all I want is you. "

The woman's eyebrows skimmed over the thick irony, she picked eyebrows, "Lu Jinsheng, what have you been doing? I was almost cornered by you. "

Lu Jinsheng's eyes flashed a little inaudibly, and his expression suddenly became a little obscure. "I'm sorry, I don't defend myself. So far, I've done the best for them. I don't regret it, but I want to live for myself in the future."

This words let cool relieve pupil slightly constrict, inside dye some unbelievable shock.

How could he feel sorry?

But lengshu laughed, and she pursed her lips, "if you want to live for yourself, do you want to disturb me? Lu Jinsheng, you are so selfish

"Is it?" Lu Jinsheng reached out to pull Liang Shu's wrist. She dodged him, but he didn't feel anything. "Ah Shu, people are selfish, just like..."

He stopped, Fang slowly said: "it's like I thought you were dead, so I let Gu Han live, and now you are still alive, then I want him to die."

Liang Shu's eyes widened. He didn't expect that he could so generously admit that Gu Hansheng was injured because he did it.

She clenched her hands, "Lu Jinsheng, you are committing a crime!"

But he didn't feel anything. He took a step closer to her.

Liang Shu retreated, legs bent down behind the armrest of the single sofa, she bent slightly, but still could not escape his sight and confinement.

He said, "ah Shu, when Xia Zhian fed you steak that dogs don't even eat, Xia Zhian became a beggar picking up garbage on the street. Lu Changyong and Liu Qin found someone to break your eyes and throw them into the dark cave. They were hungry for many days, so their daughter was also tied and thrown into the cave. They were hungry for several days..."

The more he said, the colder he felt when he eased his back.

She was almost staring at him with a very strange but not unexpected look.

However, Lu Jinsheng hooked his lips. He raised his hand and picked up a wisp of hair on the side of Liangshu's ear. "So, Shu, you see, there is retribution in the world. I used to treat you badly. My retribution may be on the way, but it doesn't prevent me from wanting you. There is no conflict between the two in essence, you know?"

When the last word fell, he straightened up and helped her stand firm.

Liang Shu's expression was a little dull, and she even felt some fear. Her eyelashes trembled: "Lu Jinsheng, you are really a madman."

He admitted with ease, "well."

"Don't forget, I have a daughter."

Lu Jinsheng is more transparent than Gu Hansheng.

When I first saw Jiu Jiu, her beautiful eyes were very similar to Liang Shu's, but apart from that, there was no shadow of her and Gu Hansheng in the child.

But it doesn't matter. Just her.

So he said to her, "what does it matter?"

Liang Shu clenched his teeth. After a long time, he looked at him and asked, "where are the graves of elder brother and elder sister-in-law?"

Lu Jinsheng half closed his eyes and said, "Lu Jialing garden."

Lu family is a famous family. It was already a famous family in the late Qing Dynasty. Naturally, it has its own cemetery and ancestral hall.

All the way down, except for his sister Lu Yao, who was buried in a suburban cemetery, all the other Lu family members, including Lu Zian and Shen Lu, went to the cemetery.

Lu Jinsheng asked, "are you going to worship?"

Lengshu's eyelids move. She is considering whether to go alone or take Jiujiu with her.

……

Liangshu is afraid that Jiujiu has been waiting next door for a long time. When she knows where Lu Zian and Shen Lu's graveyard are, she turns and walks towards the door.

Lu Jinsheng followed her behind, and Liang Shu said, "don't follow me. Now whether it's you or Gu Hansheng, I won't accept it."

The man's eyes were dark and didn't speak.

He stopped at the door of the private room and watched her push the door in.

Jiujiu has been unable to sit down for a long time.

But fortunately, when she could hardly hold on, Liang Shu came back.

The little girl was a little aggrieved. When she saw her coming, she stretched out her hand to her. Her face was pathetic. "Ah Shu, I miss you."

Liang Shu patted her on the back, "let's go back."

"Good." Jiujiu obedience and so on, she wiped her hands carefully again. She blinked and lay down in her arms. Suddenly, she thought of something and said, "ah Shu, you haven't eaten yet."

It seems that shortly after they started eating, ah Shu was called out, and then the uncle came in.

Liang Shu took her outside and said, "I've eaten."

The little girl seemed to notice that she was in a bad mood, so she lay quietly in Liangshu's arms, her big eyes blinking.

The waiter opened the door for Liang Shu.

At the door, Lu Jinsheng was still standing there, with a long leg bent, as if waiting for them to come out. His subordinate Jiang assistant didn't know where he was.

Jiujiu blinks at him, and doesn't greet people like Gu Hansheng before. She just looks at Lu Jinsheng and buries her face in Liangshu's neck.

Lu Jinsheng picked his eyebrows.

There was a pause in Liang Shu's step, and then he went to the elevator with Jiu Jiu in his arms.

Behind him, Lu Jinsheng didn't catch up.

When checking out, she was told by the service desk that someone had already settled their bill in advance. Without asking, Liang Shu naturally knew who it was.

She didn't stay much and went out to the parking lot to pick up the car with a cold in her arms.

It's already dark outside.

Back to her old apartment, she had to plan her way.

She parked the car and called Mo Xiangsi, trying to ask her to pick it up or drive it for her sometime, but the other end didn't answer the phone.

Take the elevator all the way from the first floor to the floor.

When Liang Shu saw the man standing in front of his house with a straight back, his brow twisted slightly.

Liang Jiujiu was already in trouble at this time, but she also saw Shiqing standing over there. She whispered, "ah Shu, it's aunt Shi."

Previously in Budapest, Shi had spent as long as a week with them, so Jiu Jiu was no stranger to Shi.

When Shi Qing saw Liang Shu coming this way, she came forward with a smile and wanted to take the bag in Liang Shu's hand.

But Liang Shu didn't give her the bag. He just looked at Shi qingbu and said, "why is the secretary here at this time?"

I didn't sleep much these two days.

One side is Gu, the other is Gu Hansheng. She is very busy.

But Gu Hansheng hasn't woken up yet. Everyone can't help it. She still wants to come and try her luck.

It's always right for a woman to look at a woman.

In fact, he is not so cruel to Gu Hansheng.

When she saw that Liang Shu didn't hand her bag to her, she didn't feel embarrassed. She just stood respectfully and said, "I want to talk to Miss Liang about something." after a pause, she leaned toward Jiu Jiu and said, "I think the little girl is very sleepy. If Miss Liang doesn't come into the room and coax her to sleep, we'll talk about it again. It doesn't matter to me."

Liangshu just wanted to refuse, Jiujiu just happened to lie in her arms and muttered in a low voice: "ah Shu, I'm so sleepy."

Seeing the little girl like this, Liang Shu couldn't bear it any more. She looked at Shi Qing and said, "the Secretary will wait for a moment when you are in trouble."

Time tilt continued to smile: "it doesn't matter."

Liang Shu leans into the room. She first takes Jiu Jiu to the bathroom and gives her a detailed bath. Then she takes her back to the room and coaxes her to sleep. Then she comes out.

It's been half an hour since all this was done.

When dumping is not in a hurry, has been sitting on the sofa waiting.

Liang Shu took two cups of boiled water and put one of them in front of Shi Qing.

"There is no tea at home. Just drink this to quench your thirst." Liang Shu sat down on the sofa beside her.

Shiqing was flattered and said, "Miss Liang doesn't have to be busy. I'm not thirsty."

Liang Shu took a sip of the water, but she didn't speak. She was waiting.

"Miss Liang, I just want you to see Mr. Gu."

She didn't expect that time tilt would be so direct. She thought that time tilt would at least make a detour.

Liang Shu's fingers still held the cup, smelled the words, looked down at the transparent liquid in the cup, and half hung his eyes. His eyelashes formed a fan-shaped shadow under his eyelids. "Time tilt, I ask you a question. If you were me, how would you choose now?"

After two seconds, she said with a smile, "anyway, there is still a child between you and your husband."

"The child is not his." When Liang Shu looked at Shi Qing, his tone was very calm.

For a moment, Shi Qing couldn't tell the truth from Liang Shu's words. She said, "but Mr. Gu loves you. He has spent five years in agony. Now that you are here, that is the only light in his endless darkness. Miss Liang, Ji tezhu knows everything about that year..."

The light in the living room was bright, and when she was reflected on her face, it seemed that her face was extraordinarily pale, less bloody than liang Shu's.

Shi continued, "I know that even if I know what happened in the past, I can't change anything, but Miss Liang, it's better than nothing."

"In fact, I don't intend to be with him anymore. This is the premise. That's why I think it's not good to grasp the past, is it?"

"But I think you know very well that Mr. Gu survived this time. In your future life, you will only be more entangled. Mr. Gu can't let go of you and miss. If he doesn't die this time, you can't get rid of him from now on."

"Instead of wasting the rest of her life like this, why didn't Miss Liang stop to listen to Mr. Gu's troubles? If there's still a chance, you can have a good time in the future, both for you and for your husband. "

……

Shi Qing finds a housekeeper for Liang Shu, mainly to help take care of Liang Jiujiu.

She can't go out all the time with a cold.

Besides, the weather in summer in Yucheng is really unfriendly.

Gu Hansheng woke up the next day.

Sober moment, dark and deep pupil reflected cool and gentle figure sitting at the bedside.

She is still wearing a long sleeve shirt that can completely cover her whole arm. Her long hair is braided on one side, which makes Gu Hansheng feel familiar.

It's like back in that year, when they took daily wedding photos, she was dressed like this.

Five years of time, the years did not take away her beauty, but let something more engraved into the bone marrow.

It's like he missed her.

He missed such a Shu.

Gu Hansheng didn't dare to move. He didn't even dare to blink.

For a moment, he even thought that he was hallucinating again.

Even if the chest pain can not let him have a clear sense of reality.

He lived with "she" for a year after she left.

All the emotions he felt in that year were very real.

Even now, Gu Hansheng is not 100% sure that he is in reality.

Until he slowly stretched out his hand to cover her hand, the woman who had dropped her eyes and had a rest suddenly opened her eyes, and the moment he pulled back her fingers, her eyes were on him.

Before the anger in Liang Shu's eyes had gone away, he listened to his hoarse voice, looked at her and said slowly, "ah Shu, it's good to wake up and see you."

Liang Shu didn't have too much expression, only slightly twisted his brow.

She saw that his lips were pale and there was a slight sign of peeling. She got up from her chair and was about to leave the hospital bed.

The man who was still lying had a tight eye, and even though his shoulder was still tied with bandage near his heart, he reached out and grabbed Liang Shu's wrist. His eye color was like a condensation, "where are you going?"

Just a little move, the original white bandage will soon have bright red Qin out.

Liang Shu's face was startled, "Gu Hansheng, what are you doing? Lie down quickly. Your wound is open. "

He did not let go, even if there was sweat on his forehead, his eyes only fixed on her, and his mouth only said, "where are you going?"

"I'll get you a glass of water. What are you excited about?"

She did not dare to move, did not dare to force, for fear that if he did not pay attention, he would even rush up regardless of his own injury.

It doesn't seem too good to say heartache.

But after all, I'm afraid of xueliangshu.

She lowered her voice and explained again, "don't you feel thirsty after sleeping so long? I'll get you a glass of water. Your lips are parched

It was the nurse who let the swab stick on his lips from time to time to keep it moist. She forgot.

She said, Gu Hansheng still did not let go of her hand, only weak tone: "call them, let them pick up the water."... " The water dispenser is just a few meters away in the corner? Liang Shu doesn't speak. He pretends not to see his broken wound. He just stares at his eyes, like a silent protest. Gu Hansheng rubbed her hand twice this time, and continued to say in a weak tone: "ah Shu, don't make trouble with me."“ Who on earth is making trouble? " Liang Shu asked. He stopped talking. Liang Shu saw that the bandage on his chest was getting more and more red, and his face was very pale. He looked like he was going to hang up in the next second. She took his hand away and rang the first aid bell on the wall. When she took the water to feed him, the doctor came in with a group of people and Ji Shen. Ji Chen saw Gu Hansheng's blood oozing from the bandage, and his eyes were dark. He didn't say anything, so he slowly withdrew. The doctor quickly bandaged Gu Hansheng again. Liang Shu stood aside and saw it. Because it was Gu Hansheng, the doctor didn't dare to say anything, but outsiders could clearly see that the doctor was angry. "What else do you need to pay attention to?" she asked White coat carefully doing the final finishing work, while trying to suppress anger, said: "please don't touch the wound again, the wound has been attached to the heart, even the iron man can't help such repeated tears, that in the end, even the immortal can't save." After all this, Gu Hansheng threw everyone out. Liang Shu put the cup on the cupboard. Gu Hansheng thought of the gentle way she had just fed him water. Although he was not thirsty, he still looked at her and said, "ah Shu, give me water. I'm thirsty." He had almost finished that cup just now. Liang Shu thought of the doctor's advice before, she refused directly, "don't drink too much water. It's a big problem for you to go to the bathroom now. You can't expect me to serve you then." She went to the window and opened all the curtains to make the room brighter. Then he turned around and asked him seriously: "listen to Ji Shen, you are in the Royal City Club. It's your territory. It's clear that you can retreat completely. Why did you let him shoot you?" Gu Hansheng's eyes were glued to her, and his eyes became more profound when he heard the words. He said, "what's it like to try the bitter meat trick."“ He can really kill people. What if he dies? Is it worth it? " He laughed, with a morbid void in his voice. "You're here now, it's worth it."