The whole factory was very quiet, and everyone was listening to Lu Jingshen's story, but it was too amazing. Those years eroded by the past, but because of a diary of Cheng Yi, once again push the old past to the public.

Lin Wanxin is sitting on the ground. She listens to what Lu Jingshen said and looks at the ground without expression. She doesn't move.

These things come too suddenly, she did not have any preparation, also can not make any reaction, can only numbly listen to these incredible facts.

It's not over yet. About Lin Wanxin's life experience, these are all antecedents. Wang Aiping pulls Cheng Yi who has already stepped out of the building. His whole body falls to the ground with tears in his eyes. Only he knew that those tears were the catharsis of his sadness.

Since then, his diary has been basically intermittent. It seems that Cheng Yi only takes notes to record his current mood when he is in a particularly bad mood or when something big happens.

I know from his words that since Xu Wanqing married Lin Mu, he has been living and working like a corpse. However, Cheng Yi has Wang Aiping in her boring life. Although Cheng Yi has never given Wang Aiping any fame, she is still with him.

Cheng Yi said that most of the time he didn't want to talk. He just sat on the rooftop with a can of beer after work, watching the sunset and blowing the wind. But Wang Aiping is always worried that he can't think of suicide, so she always follows him and talks about the gossip and unimportant things in the factory.

Young Wang Aiping's character is still hot, very lively and outgoing. No matter how indifferent Cheng Yi is to her, how unsmiling, Wang Aiping always teases him with a smile, washing his clothes and cooking for him. Every time Cheng Yi has a fever and a cold, Wang Aiping takes good care of him.

That's it. Five years in a flash.

Wang Aiping probably really loved Cheng Yi. At that time, although she was still jealous, she was not kind enough. But at least it's true enough, dare to love and hate, never care whether Cheng Yi has money or status, just love him wholeheartedly, even spend five years.

How short is a woman's youth? There is only one in five years.

Cheng Yi's diary only recorded four or five articles in those five years, and the contents were just complaints and exclamations about life. In one article, he mentioned that maybe he should give Xiao ping an explanation. With only one sentence, he hastily ended up.

Although Cheng Yi still loves Xu Wanqing deeply, for five years, Xu Wanqing and Lin Mu have a lovely and beautiful daughter named Wen Wen. According to Wanqing, the name is Lin mucuo. He said that he hopes his daughter can always have warm love and be a gentle and kind woman.

Good. Cheng Yi said that the first time he saw Lin Wenwen was in an ice cream shop. It was the first time Cheng Yi asked Wanqing out as a friend after she got married. His purpose, in fact, is to give himself a sense of ceremony to say goodbye to love. Cheng Yi, finally determined to give up Xu Wanqing.

When Lin Wenwen heard this, he obviously saw that Lin Mu's hand was shaking. His lips were pale and his face was not good-looking.

Lin Wenwen remembers that the first time she met uncle Cheng Yi was when she was a child. In the ice cream shop I met last time, that shop is probably a good memory of Cheng Yi.

After the meeting that day, Cheng Yi goes to Wang Aiping. He uses all his savings to buy a gold ring and proposes to Wang Aiping.

Cheng Yi wrote that I was still hesitating when I came out of Jindian, but finally I went to find Xiao Ping. After all these years, I had to give her an identity. Xiao Ping cried and agreed to me. She looks very happy. We are going to get married. I should be happy.

But I didn't. today is probably my worst day in five years. I know that from the moment I put the ring on Xiao ping's ring finger today, my love will die completely. From now on, I will not have love again, only life and helplessness.

I hate myself, I'm really not a good man, because at this moment, my heart is still thinking of sunny evening. My love for her has long been deep into the marrow. Even if I didn't touch her hand, lovely love still occupied all of me.

Diary wrote here, Cheng Yi's mood is obviously more and more bad. He said that Xiao Ping was running around preparing for the wedding ceremony, but he seemed to feel that he was going into hell and abyss.

The diary was interrupted for another half a month, and then read it later. There seems to be something wrong between Cheng Yi and Wang Aiping. He said that his diary seems to have been seen by Xiao Ping. She tolerated it and didn't ask or get angry. But Cheng Yi can see that Wang Aiping is very angry and sad.

After that, Cheng Yi wrote.

Xiao Ping insists on getting her marriage certificate first. She must have seen my diary. Anyway, I proposed to her, and I will marry her.

On the day of obtaining the license, Wang Aiping glared at the marriage office all day, but Cheng Yi didn't show up. She is very angry. She is about to return to Cheng Yi's rental house at night when she meets Cheng Yi and Xu Wanqing together.

He said that Xiao Ping had a big fight with me. She almost broke everything that could be broken in the rental house. I just sat by the bed and watched her hysterical. It's true that I made a mistake, but when I was going to the registration office in the morning, Wanqing called. Lin Mu went abroad for a meeting, and Wenwen was ill again. She was worried for a moment, so she called me to send Wenwen to the hospital. Now I think about it. At that time, I hardly hesitated, so I went to Wanqing. I see that Xiao Ping is angry and sad, and her sleeping feelings seem to wake up. I think I've put down the evening sunshine, but I haven't. Later, in her diary, Wang Aiping still lives with Cheng Yi, but Wang Aiping doesn't mention half of her marriage. Cheng Yi knows it in her heart, but on the surface, she pretends to be stupid. Xiao Ping began to be indifferent to me. My diary changed its position again. It seemed that there were water stains on it. Later, Wang Aiping moved out of Cheng Yi's rental house. It wasn't long before she became a different person. She began to wear gold and silver, began to buy high-end clothes and carry a bag of ten thousand yuan. I don't know what happened to Xiao Ping. It should be over between us. It makes me feel relaxed. I'm not a human being. I delayed her youth, but failed to give her a place. Let God punish me. In a word, everything seems to be getting easier now. Diaries are intermittent, and some of them begin to record things at work. He still works in Lin's factory until Wang Aiping finds him. He said: it seems that Xiao Ping has resigned. I haven't seen her in the factory for a long time. I didn't ask anyone. It may be heartless to say that, but in fact, I don't seem to care. I was really shocked. Xiao Ping said that she was with Lin Mu. She said that she would go to the rental house to get something, and then she would move to the Lin house. I'm shocked. I'm really shocked. I can't believe what Xiao Ping said, but I really saw that Lin Mu picked up Xiao ping in the car that used to pick up Wanqing. They were kissing next to the car, and I was furious. Xiao Ping said that she saw my diary. Over the years, Xu Wanqing was the only one in my heart. She said that she hated Wanqing, she would spend the rest of her life to revenge her, she said that she also hated me, even hated me more than before. I slapped Xiao Ping hard. I was so angry. How could she do such a thing? Over the years, I feel terrible. I'm glad I'm not with her. Later, Cheng Yi wrote in his diary. He heard that Wang Aiping was taken into the Lin family by Lin Mu. He felt very sad when he thought of Wanqing. I'm familiar with the workers of the Lin family. Before he worked in the factory, he was transferred to the Lin family villa by Lin Mu. Thanks to him, I can always know the situation of the late sunny day. Otherwise, I can't rest assured. Lin Mu is really not a human being. He brings Xiao San home. What about Wanqing. Later, Cheng Yi knew that Xu Wanqing's spirit was getting worse and worse. She began to talk nonsense and do some strange things. In the diary, when describing the scene of Xu Wanqing being killed by a car, Lu Jingshen just understated a few words. He deliberately avoided all those things that made Lin Wenwen sensitive and painful. Cheng Yi said that the workers of the Lin family said that Xiao Ping was pregnant with Lin Mu's child, but later the child was lost. She said Wenwen pushed her down the stairs. Xiao Ping is no longer the one who used to be Xiao Ping. My elder brother, who is familiar with me, told me that he saw with his own eyes that Xiao Ping rolled down the stairs with her own steps. At that time, Wen Wen was just beside her. Cheng Yi once forced the elder brother to tell the truth, but then he suddenly evaporated. He heard that he took a lot of money to go abroad. Cheng Yi mentioned in his diary that he thought that Wang Aiping knew the truth of what he saw, so he took the money to send him away. Xiao Ping has done such a terrible thing to drive away Wen Wen. I hate her from my heart. I must find out the truth about Wanqing's death. I must revenge for Wanqing. Later, Wang Aiping went to find Cheng Yi. Cheng Yi, who was supposed to make a routine recording, was drunk by Wang Aiping and they went to bed. Since then, Wang Aiping has broken contact with Cheng Yi. Before long, Wang Aiping became pregnant. Cheng Yi, who is suspicious, asks Wang Aiping for the truth, but Wang Aiping always denies it and avoids it. Over time, Cheng Yi put down his doubts. At that time, the child Wang Aiping was pregnant with was Lin Wanxin. Cheng Yi always thinks that Xu Wanqing's death is not so simple. He mentioned it more than once in his diary. Since then, Cheng Yi left the factory and embarked on the road of secretly protecting Lin Wenwen while tracing the truth of Xu Wanqing's death. The diary has not been updated since seven years ago