Chapter 1154

Du Yunhao sat down in front of her, deep eyes staring at her, eyes look a little complicated.

There was a brief silence between them.

Du Yunhao unconsciously turns his head and looks out of the window. The dark sky outside the window is like a bottomless abyss. When he steps out, the end is doomed.

Du Yunhao's mood is very calm, but his eyes are slightly lax, and his voice is slightly low and hoarse.

"Shanshan." He gave a light call, and suddenly felt that it was a very good name, and even the meaning was beautiful and enviable.

How deep is the relationship between a couple to make them feel that their children are the third party.

"My parents, they are childhood sweethearts. They have the same family background and have a good friendship. My mother loves my father very much, and the two families are happy to see it.

My father's affection for my mother is probably limited to childhood. However, both of them tried their best to promote it. He also thought that my mother was gentle, clever and well-informed, so she was very suitable to be a wife. So they tried to socialize, and a year later, my mother got pregnant by accident.

Probably, my father hesitated about this relationship, but with children, he could not be irresponsible. So, before he was ready to be a husband, he hastily held a wedding and became a husband and father.

For a long time after marriage, their relationship was very good. My mother is a gentle and virtuous wife. She is filial to her elders, takes care of her children and keeps the family in good order. My father concentrates on his career without any worries.

It would be good if they could live like this all the time. After all, marriage will end up flat, and it doesn't matter if there's no love. "

Du Yunhao's deep eyes are staring out of the window, subconsciously reaching into his pocket, trying to touch a cigarette.

But he's not a heavy smoker. He doesn't usually take a cigarette with him, so he feels empty.

Du Yunhao coughed lightly, but his voice became more and more hoarse. The crystal light on the top of his head reflected his well-defined side face, but somehow blurred the expression on his face.

But Tang Xinyan still felt a deep and heavy sadness, which diffused from his body.

"All the peace was broken when I was five years old. My father's company recruited a young female designer with excellent design and outstanding working ability. My father appreciated her and spoke highly of her. In less than half a year, she became my father's exclusive secretary from an ordinary designer. Later, they fell in love.

My father met true love after his marriage, and he had a painful experience. But he is still a responsible man, and did not let the situation develop to an uncontrollable degree, he wanted to end the abnormal love in time.

However, things are not as simple as he imagined. Even if he offered favorable conditions and made all kinds of concessions, the woman still didn't want to get together.

My father also learned later that she is not a simple little designer, but has a strong family background. Later, things got worse and worse. The woman's father and brother came to the door and half threatened to force my mother and father to divorce.

My mother, her health is not very good, just maintain properly, so there is no big problem. And that woman came to my house with a lot of publicity from her family, which led to my mother's heart attack and death.

When she died, she had medicine in her pocket, but she didn't take it. My grandfather always thought that my mother actually committed suicide. My father's infidelity has disheartened her

Du Yunhao said here, and fell into a short silence.

His voice was low, but his tone was understated, as if he was telling other people's stories. But, in the dark color ink eye is cannot melt the sadness.

Tang Xinyan's heart is a little dull, she doesn't know how to comfort him, or Du Yunhao doesn't need comfort at all.

She stretched out her hand, white soft hand gently covered the back of his hand. Du Yunhao subconsciously shook her hand, but then let go, do not stay.

"After my mother died, everything went wrong. My mother was my grandfather's only daughter, and my grandfather insisted that my father had killed her. The two families are at loggerheads.

My father, he thought he was the one who killed my mother. He began to abandon himself, no longer in charge of the company's business, all day and night drinking, drinking to stomach bleeding, and even committed suicide several times. I remember that one day when I came home from school, I opened the door of the bathroom. There was blood in the bathtub. My father was lying in the bathtub like a drowning fish.

At that time, there was a serious crisis in Du's group. The company almost changed its owner. Grandfather tried every means to wake his father up, but it didn't work. My father didn't realize that he had a son until I was kidnapped and nearly killed because of the negligence of the servant. "

Du Yunhao's story is not long, but covers his whole unfortunate childhood. He saw with his own eyes that his mother was forced to die in despair and his father committed suicide. His experience was so heavy that it was heartbreaking.

It is conceivable that the tragedy of his parents must have had a great impact on him. That he has two love failures, in addition to the unexpected, Du Yunhao ability also did not have the courage to put all his eggs in one basket for love.What's more, his experience of being kidnapped, a child of five or six years old, fell into the hands of the kidnappers, and the miserable situation can be imagined. Such a small child, even scared also scared. What's more, he nearly died, that is, the kidnappers are ready to tear up the ticket, Du Yunhao wake up to escape everything.

So, until now, he is still accompanied by bodyguards, which is probably once bitten by a snake for ten years.

Du Yunhao's dark eyes, calmly looking at Tang Xinyan, with his age should not have some vicissitudes and deep helplessness.

"For my father, I can't hate him, but I can't forgive him. Since I don't love you and I'm not sure that I can join hands all my life, why should I have a relationship before marriage? "

"So you haven't had sex with any other girl?" Tang Xinyan looks at him and asks brightly.

Du Yunhao

He suddenly found that their thoughts did not seem to be in a straight line at all.

After Du Yunhao was stunned for a while, he said with embarrassment and helplessness: "Tang Xinyan, are you sure you want to discuss this topic with me?"

Tang Xinyan pursed her red lips slightly. She didn't mind discussing this topic, but seeing his impatient face, she didn't want to.

"We are not suitable for each other in any way." Du Yunhao continued, calm and rational, "since ancient times, I've been married high and married low. The Tang family is too high. I can't help but feel pressure. And between husband and wife, even if the relationship is good, can not avoid the dispute. If your father and brother get involved, I will be very passive. Sooner or later, there will be problems in our relationship. "

"My father and brother..." Tang Xinyan tries to explain, but Du Yunhao interrupts.

"You don't think they'll care about your feelings? They really don't interfere when you're doing well. But as a father who dotes on his daughter and a brother who dotes on his sister, as long as you show any unhappiness or unhappiness, they will never stand by.

Running a marriage, excluding the involvement of a third party, is usually not a person's responsibility. If we impose mistakes on one person, the problems and contradictions between us may not be solved, but will expand infinitely. Marriage for me is a matter of life. I don't want to end up in a mess and lose both sides. "