Ding Wei was very uncomfortable. She met the male god in her heart. At first, she just wanted to support her, indicating that she was impulsive.
After living for more than 20 years, seeing countless favorite things, she left silently and buried them in her heart. This time, she wanted to leave some traces in Bai Chun's heart, even if it was just a name for a moment.
Unexpectedly, Bai Chun was so peaceful and obviously she was so inconspicuous in a group of rich women. Bai Chun still remembered her and chatted easily on the wheat, as if she could melt people's hearts.
If an ordinary idol only sees it online all his life, he can always be a bit rational and know that it is not reality.
But when the idol in the dream suddenly appears around, seemingly reaching out and within reach, the torrent of reason will directly break down.
At first, Ding Weiwei just wanted to get a card for a few dollars and silently supported Yibo.
I don't know which moment it was. Suddenly, I wanted Bai chun to remember his name and the traces of his existence. I felt that it was okay to be crazy all his life for the sake of dreams. 10000 or 20000 would be regarded as chasing dreams. Therefore, Ding Weiwei, who was usually unwilling to spend a few dollars reading novels, gave Bai Chun a reward of 10000 yuan as soon as she bit her teeth.
Originally thought it was the end, but it was the beginning. Ding Weiwei said it was the last reward support every time, but she couldn't stop every time.
So that I was no longer satisfied with the network virtual reality. I rented a BMW and pretended to be Bai Fumei to see Bai Chun.
Ding Weiwei doesn't know what he wants to do, and doesn't seem to think he has to sleep with Bai Chun, but he just wants to get close to Bai Chun and fantasize about Bai Chun being his boyfriend. Therefore, he buys Bai Chun all kinds of gifts. Bai Chun doesn't want them, but she is unhappy.
This is her happiest period of time. Bai Chun's indifference after knowing her character is also understood by her as Bai Chun's closeness to her relationship. She feels that she is deeply mired in mud when she has the opportunity to be together.
However, Cary's decreasing money forced her to face reality.
Has been deliberately not to think about this, but it is time to face it.
Ding Weiwei knew that when he got up at home, don't say he was Bai Fumei disguised. Even if he wasn't disguised, he couldn't compare with the rich women in Bai Chun's room. Thinking of this, he was a burst of despair.
A man sat up in the dark room from day to night, revealing a glimmer of hope in infinite despair.
……
The next evening.
"Forget the opportunity. This is a place I just found. It's very empty and beautiful. How about it? Do you like it?"
There are many rivers and lakes in goose province. The place where Ding weidai came with Bai Chunlai is beside a lake and a bridge. However, in the current environment of rippling lake and wild birds flying, it seems to be the existence of another world, which makes people only remember the light and water color of the lake.
Bai Chun has always liked this environment. These days, he feels too negative. He plays with Ding Weiwei. He didn't expect to find such a good place.
"It's really good, quiet." Bai Chun walks on the newly built wooden path, feeling relaxed.
Ding Wei was looking at Bai Chun all the time, and his eyes flashed nostalgia and hope: "just like you like it. Forget the opportunity, do you remember the first time we met?"
"Huh?"
"You should have forgotten. That time you were walking on a bustling road, but you looked as if you were walking on a deserted road. The sunset shone on your face. You were clean and refreshing. You were like a painting, too beautiful..."
Huh? So Wenqing?
Bai Chun looks at her unexpectedly. This sister doesn't usually talk like this. Now she looks like she has something on her mind.
Therefore, Bai Chun followed her words: "I'm cold, always like that."
Silence, two people are silent for a time.
Ding was silent for a moment and suddenly asked, "forget the opportunity, if... I mean, if I'm not a rich second generation, just a girl from an ordinary family, will you like me?"
With that, he stared nervously at Bai Chun and waited for the ten thousandth hope.
Bai Chun: "... Sorry, I have no feelings for you."
For his fans, Bai Chun still takes into account each other's two-point mood, otherwise he would have been disgusted by being an outsider.
Bai Chun has always been grateful for the rewards from fans. After all, their genuine support allows him to support his family and is his parents. If he can, Bai Chun doesn't even mind wronging himself to provide convenience for each other.
But the reward should also be based on the situation.
If those rich women spend money to have fun, it's all right. Just give them a reward as ordinary people spend money to buy a box of cigarettes as a pastime and say thank you, elder sister. This is also the main source of their income.
But if those who obviously have no money and eat instant noodles all day, but reward themselves a lot, it will be very painful. I just came out to break a big stone in my chest to ask for money to support my family. As a result, you directly gave me the house deed and land deed, which is not good for everyone, right?
It is undeniable that there is a lot of garbage in Bai Chun's business, and many people even cheat children to reward their parents' savings.
However, just like the most respected teachers, doctors and cousins, there is garbage in the industry. A few can not represent the whole. Bai Chun has always hated this kind of behavior.
Previously, I thought I was a rich woman. I gave myself gifts with pocket money. Although I liked myself and was too enthusiastic, it was normal.
Isn't it normal for girls to like themselves?
As for showing off their wealth, maybe they are too sensitive. Others may just show what they usually eat and use. They think so much because they are poor and handsome B.
Therefore, for Ding Weiwei, Bai Chun feels OK. In addition, she has been autistic since she was lovelorn and indulged recently. She took her out to play and relax. The relationship between the two people is very close.
At least, among these half baked girls in school, Ding Weiwei is the girl Bai Chun contacts most.
But now, you say you are actually pretending to be generous. You obviously have no money, but you play a rich woman and reward all kinds of vanity?
This feeling, if you change to a sister and know that the local tyrant chasing you is a fake local tyrant, you may directly let the other party roll away.
But Bai Chun finally has a better attitude. This is just saying "I don't feel for you".
The vision of hope suddenly became desperate.
……
After that, Ding Weiwei almost forgot all the scenes. He only remembered Bai Chun's sentence "I don't feel for you". He came home confused and lay in bed with his eyes open, in despair.
The money earned over the past few years has been spent almost. Originally, it was the money for getting married and for providing for the elderly for their parents.
Now, it's all gone.
In the consumerism advocated now, there is a saying "if we are not crazy, we will be old", but after a moment of indulgence and madness, there is endless emptiness. It is all down-to-earth efforts that turn into an illusory pre death carnival.
When you spend money, you are happy. When you spend money, there is only despair.
When she was not rejected, all Ding Wei thought was hope, and only Bai Chun might like her just in case hope.
But after being rejected and pulled back to reality, Ding Weiwei found that she had overdrawn her future life.
In the dark, despair becomes the last madness.
Ding Wei goes to a nearby hardware store to buy a dagger and calls Bai Chun.
"Forget the opportunity, I have one more thing. I'll find you tomorrow. Don't worry, this is the last time I pester you..."
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