One night, Bai Chun puts down her mobile phone, gives up dialing Yunna's number in the address book, and turns on the computer.
Seeing Tang Tian and them suddenly today also reminds Bai Chun of Yunna when they were together. It's inevitable to be touched for a moment.
Unfortunately, people always love for a short time, but hate to death.
Bai Chun doesn't hate it for a long time, but there is little sweetness in her memory. When she thinks of Yunna, she still looks like the other party left most of the time.
Bai Chun doesn't think so much. Hating someone is the most meaningless thing and a waste of time.
Today, the monthly income finally exceeded one million, which made Bai Chun feel at ease. At the moment when she saw the payroll, she was inexplicably grateful. Therefore, after dinner, she went to Jingmei beauty salon and had a manicure.
Bai Chun hasn't done rhythm percussion for a long time.
This is probably the most uncomfortable activity for Bai Chun in ASMR. Even if he makes a nail and taps the wood block for two or three minutes in one breath according to the music rhythm, his fingers will inevitably hurt. At least three or four times a night, in which the pain can be imagined.
If we have to compare the same kind, rhythmic percussion and "stone piano" look very similar.
Shiqin is also a kind of musical instrument. It is a piece of stone similar to bamboo slips. When wearing the "nail" when playing the piano and zither, it produces music through percussion. The sound is crisp and very pleasant. If Bai Chun remembers correctly, there is an ASMR and gys elder sister on the salted fish who is very good at this.
However, rhythmic percussion is different. Bai Chun finds that it is difficult to properly control the pitch if she wears fake nails. Therefore, Bai Chun has never thought of making tricks, but only reduces the number of rhythmic percussion and uses other methods to replace it.
After all, stone harp and rhythmic percussion have their own victories in sound and cannot be replaced by each other.
Today, Bai Chun was grateful and didn't want to be lazy. She simply made a nail to give back and express her feelings.
Sincerity naturally pays off, and the effect is very good.
After Bai Chun played two or three pieces of music, she saw that her nails had cracked and could not care about her heartache. Calmly, she put her painful fingers into her mouth one by one. While resting and chatting with the barrage, she thought and made up her mind.
"Every time I do rhythmic percussion, my fingers hurt. That's not good." Bai Chun enters Taobao with one hand and buys a stone Qin, "I'll knock it once when I have a chance. Sustainable development. Then I learned Shi Qin and can compensate for the rest of the times... Stop it. It hurts too much to knock this thing. When I was a child, I broke bread and occasionally fell on my fingernail against the wall. It hurts for a long time. Now, it's very painful every time. I can't show it yet. You don't know, I don't dare to use my tongue now I can't touch my nails. "
On the screen, Bai Chun habitually pushed ahead. Bai Chun has long been used to it, but he also knows that there are many fans of rhythm percussion. He searched a video of Shi Qin on the website. It happened to be the old sister who knocked Shi Qin on the saltfish side in his memory, named "yingwan", and clicked the video: "This is the stone zither. Among the traditional musical instruments, many musical instruments are very beautiful. I can practice the zither well. I can learn this quickly. I'll show it to you in a week."
Bai Chun is used to talking alone. Bai Chun doesn't think there's anything wrong. Looking at the younger sister bullet Shiqin in the video, she laughs: "Shi Qin is fine and crisp. One day I learned the water Qin. The tone is gloomy and cold. It is often used as dubbing in horror films. Well, forget it. ASMR is relaxing and frightening... But it's okay. I collect some sounds of 'whale song', which is especially calming. There is also a story and song of 'whale fall'. When Shi Qin comes, I'll listen to it for you."
Bai Chun has a light temperament. When he is with Pang Dalong and Liu Shaojie, two college roommates, he still has a somewhat jumping temperament. When he is with other friends, he even speaks less. On the contrary, he speaks more in front of the screen.
The computer seems to have become his best friend.
Now the "clean ear action" is coming. On the one hand, Bai Chun is worried about affecting her work. On the other hand, she is also worried that her work will be affected. Many good ideas have no chance to show up again.
It's a pity that a painting with heart will be destroyed if there is no audience.
……
In the provincial capital, shopping is very convenient, but in two days, Shi Qin, who spent a lot of money, arrived by express.
Bai Chun had the idea of playing the stone Qin for a long time, and even bought a book to play the stone Qin. The Qin and Zheng are connected. After the stone Qin arrived, Bai Chun understood the playing method and felt it very much in the afternoon.
Put Shi Qin on the desk. Bai Chun looks at the crowded ASMR tools on the computer desk and looks at the empty study around. She sighs.
After all, it's a rented house, and it's not easy to decorate too many things. If you want to be a wall type object case, you should consider it.
Or do you have a chance to buy this house?
They have already saved a lot of places. Like other peers, they have made aloe vera gel, foam and ASMR in rainy days. They still occupy a lot of places.
While thinking, Bai Chun started broadcasting, checked Shi Qin and clicked the music of kaisearch.
"I like a piece of music very much. It's called whale. It's the background music for today's Shiqin's first performance."
Bai Chun can't sing a song in front of others, but when she is alone, Bai Chun often indulges herself. After the music is played, her mood matches, and she has unconsciously sung the lyrics:
"I swam the same journey repeatedly, waiting for a response in the dark. I was trapped in the blue sea.
Build a city with silence, never see the night sky and stars, and delusion to feel the light in the body.
Once affectionate, I return to silence and turn loneliness into a name; I can't chase it, but I'm still wandering
Born as a whale, but died in the ruins, one with the dust.
Swim in a deserted place, disappear in the deep sea... Indulge.
My whole body is empty, and I hope to go upstream before sunrise... Looking back, who is forgetting me in this world
As soon as I became ill, I turned into a fish and drifted on the bottom of the sea; I fell to the extreme and waved away the residual temperature, which was extremely cruel.
Born lonely, but yearning for groups, where should we start?
The road is far away, and the warmth is never near
I was born in the sea and belong to the bottom of the sea; I was born in freedom and belong to bondage.
I was born lonely and died lonely.
I was born to be a whale, and died to be silent... "
In the silent night, in the silent room isolated by the sound-absorbing board, Bai Chun plays the stone piano and plays the crisp rhythm most touched since she studied the piano with her fingertips. All her feelings and emotions are vented in the piano and songs, but the audience is alone.
Late at night, in an empty room, Bai Chun likes and is used to the feeling of loneliness.
……
In the same city, Yunna, who closed her eyes and listened with headphones, suddenly clenched her lips and tried not to cry.
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but
I can only continue to be sorry
The first love that most wants each other to live well is sometimes the cruelest person in the world
PS: Thank Xiaoqiang of the call of duty for his 1100, bill wanghaha for his 100, and Ma Yun for his 500. Uh, by the way, is the last real boss?
Also, it's good to update at 8:00 every morning and evening. What's the hurry?
All right, all right, update in advance. Don't rush, baby, write it