Ye Jiahe didn't speak.
"To live is more painful than to die." Ji yisasa said faintly, "if a person dies, it's really over. There will be no pain forever. Living is not like death. It's the best punishment. With these terrible memories, it's impossible to live to the end of life, even if you want to die. "
Ye Jiahe listened quietly and didn't speak.
This kind of experience, she went through once, too clear that life is not like death. At the moment of being tortured on the verge of despair, but still being pulled back from the death line.
It's not the joy of survival, but the pain of being more ignorant about the future, completely killing yourself a little bit.
In the past three years, ye Jiahe seems to have recovered before he meets Ji yisasa again, but only before ye Jiahe, at night, those constantly flashing memories of terror in his mind.
It's a lifetime bone marrow implant. It's impossible to eradicate it.
With such a memory, but can not die, is really the biggest torture to people.
Ye Jiahe bowed his head. The atmosphere in the car was so quiet that it couldn't be any more.
Ji yisasa looks at Ye Jiahe, his big hand silently crosses the driver's seat, so he holds Ye Jiahe's small hand, a backhand, and they clasp each other.
His hands tightened, with the power of absolute comfort.
"Jiahe, it's all over." Ji yisasa said lightly.
"Well. It's gone. " Ye Jiahe looks up at Ji yisasa and smiles.
The car drove smoothly all the way to the villa.
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Inside the villa——
Ji yisasa stops the car and opens the door for ye Jiahe. As soon as ye Jiahe gets out of the car, Ji yisasa's mobile phone rings. Ye Jiahe looks at Ji yisasa.
"Sooncher." Ji yisasa said simply.
Then he picked up the phone.
Song Che's voice was clear: "Er Shao, I have found Li Qin. Li Qin has been controlled by our people. Now I'll take her back. "
"Wait for me there." Ji yisasa said directly, "you know how to do it."
"Yes." Sooncher is steady.
Ji yisasa hung up.
Ye Jiahe's hand is still holding Ji yisasa's hand, so nervously looking at: "did you find Li Qin?"
"Yes, soncher has brought her back." Ji yisasa said deeply, and the blood at the bottom of his eyes became obvious. "Jiahe, wait for me at home. Well, before dinner, I'll come back. If you have something, please contact me at the first time. Su Qi and Zhang Ma will stay in the villa, don't worry. It's all over. It won't happen again. "
"Ji yisasa --" Ye Jiahe called Ji yisasa and shook his head. "I'm not worried here. I'm worried about Li Qin."
"She won't have another chance." Ji yisasa can't be clearer.
The tight mandible has revealed Ji yisasa's emotion. The hatred for Li Qin is obvious. The muscles are slightly tightened, and the whole person is more and more gloomy.
"Ji yisasa, pay attention to safety." Ye Jiahe said nervously for a long time.
Ji yisasa hugged Ye Jiahe, and so he kissed him on his forehead: "darling, wait for me to come back."
Ye Jiahe made a sound.
Ji yisasa turns back and drives away. Ye Jiahe just stands in the same place and looks at Ji yisasa's car leaving from his sight. Then ye Jiahe turns and walks towards the villa.
Entering the villa, ye Jiahe can't help breathing deeply.
She was quiet for a long time before she called Han Qiyao. Then, she waited patiently for the phone to be dialed. After all, ye Jiahe still wanted to know the situation of fengzhanting.
Soon, Han Qiyao's gentle voice came: "Jiahe."
"Dr. Han." Ye Jiahe said quietly, "I..."
"Do you know about the war court?" Han Qiyao asked directly.
Ye Jiahe did not deny it.
Han Qiyao calmed down before explaining: "the current situation of Zhan Ting is stable. He has been observing in the intensive care unit. There was no problem with the surgical site before. He just had repeated fevers. Such fevers are caused by toxins. But the toxin is constantly emptying, so now the situation of repeated fever in the war court is also slowing down. "
He told the truth about the situation.
There's not much difference between what he said.
While ye Jiahe was meditating, Han Qiyao suddenly said, "do you want to see the war court? Because of the isolation treatment now, the mobile phone of the war court can't be brought in, but I can go in. "
"Good." If you don't want to, ye Jiahe agrees.
Han Qiyao quickly opened the video: "now the war court is sleeping, and may not be able to talk to you. But you are in a stable situation now. Asana should bring you back soon. "
He said while walking towards the direction of fengzhanting.
Little man, the meat that is not easy to raise, has been losing weight in the repeated fever during this period of time. Ye Jiahe looks at bursts of heartache.
That eye socket unconsciously red.
But looking at the instruments around fengzhanting, when everything seems stable, ye Jiahe can't help but feel relieved.
She saw for a long time, scallion white fingers so shaking stroked the screen, as if stroking the Phoenix battle court skin again.
Han Qiyao did not stop, mobile phone rack in the side, so let Ye Jiahe watch.
For a long time, Han Qiyao just light mouth: "Jiahe, this is OK?"
Ye Jiahe said, "thank you, Dr. Han."
"You're welcome." Han Qiyao laughed, "don't worry, it will be OK."
In Han Qiyao's assurance, ye Jiahe really relaxed. She hung up the phone and sat quietly on the sofa. She was waiting for Ji yisasa to come back.
Heartbeat, still a little fast. That's tension.
Ji Yijie, who is far away in Fengdao, seems to feel Ye Jiahe's uneasiness, and soon has a chat with Ye Jiahe on wechat.
In such a chat, ye Jiahe's mood relaxed to a great extent.
All the way out, the sky began to sink.
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On the road, Ji yisasa drove very fast, and at the first time he arrived at the place where Li Qin was detained, which was a hidden abandoned factory.
Originally also under the name of Ji group, has not been dealt with.
Along the way, Ji yisasa's face looked more gloomy.
Until the car stopped steadily in front of the factory, songche was waiting for Ji yisasa at the door. They nodded and hurried towards the factory.
The gate of the factory is closed again.
Li Qin was detained in the basement.
Her limbs were tied up, firmly tied to a fixed chair, completely unable to move.
But Li Qin's mouth is glued by adhesive tape and can't make any sound.
When Li Qin saw Ji yisasa, Li Qin's face changed slightly and struggled desperately.