Chapter 45

Xie Ying left.

My heart, but like a tear like, hard to do.

I don't want to.

This told the first lie, and kept using other lies to circle. One day, lies will be like snowballs rolling bigger and bigger, and they will be punctured.

As soon as I closed the door, Lawson came up behind me.

I wry smile: "Xie Ying's words, you also heard it?"

I said, this evening, she will come to you and tell you.

Luo Weisen just stares at me, suddenly his big hand tightly encircles my waist, and his voice contains displeasure: "Song Yao, take care of yourself, don't always worry about others!"

"Is Xie Ying my friend? What's wrong with caring about friends? "

He laughed and shook his head: "I don't feel for her. To me, she is just an ordinary friend, a little better than passers-by. "

When I heard that, I felt a thump in my heart“ Are you going to refuse her

"If I don't like it, I'll simply and clearly refuse it. I don't like procrastination when I do things."

Then he gritted his teeth and warned me that he would never do it again in his life. Now, he's going to punish me. Because Xie Ying's appearance disturbed his mood, so now I have to take a bath with him, adjust my mood, and then go to bed to fight.

Again

"Do you think... I'll still be in the mood?"

"I'm in the mood."

"Lowerson, really, not today!" I said, Xie Ying and I are good friends, think of her, I am really sorry, very sorry.

"Come on!"

He grabbed me by the waist, picked me up and carried me into the bathroom.

The water was washing my hair and body, and I couldn't open my eyes.

I suddenly want to cry.

I stare at his vigorous upper body and suddenly plunge into his arms.

"Lawson... I don't want to be your lover anymore... It's just a funny and stupid joke!"

I said, I want to get out in time, while we have no feelings.

"Why?" He raised my chin with a mockery in his eyes. "Are you still afraid of feeling with me?"

"I'm not going to overstep. But... I'm so tired! "

I don't want to think too much about him. Although I have known Lawson for several months, I haven't seen him clearly.

He seems to be shrouded in some mystery.

But when he approached me, his face was clear and magnanimous.

"Listen to me, song Yao, there's no turning back. You have to listen to me. You can't go back! "

With these words, luoweisen really like a gentle lover, considerate to wash my hair, wipe my body. His hands caressed me back and forth, I wanted to resist, but when I reached out to block it, I felt powerless.

He knows all the secrets of my body. What's the use of pushing?

I don't want to waste my efforts.

After the bath, lowerson also carefully helped me blow my hair, and then he returned to bed holding me still.

I put my arms around his shoulder.

"You really don't want to find another woman to fill the gap?"

He was kneading my hip, and when I said this, he murmured, "woman, in bed, don't be stupid!"

He told me to shut up.

ok

Then he went on kissing me. To be honest, Lawson is a good kisser.

My intuition told me that he... Should have accumulated a wealth of sexual experience, otherwise he would not be so determined and skilled.

In my opinion, the information about Luo Weisen collected by Xie Ying is not comprehensive and there must be errors. His kisses were so delicate and dense that I could hardly breathe. They made me forget the trifles and troubles for a while.

Yes, up to today, I've slept with him three times, but I've worked in bed more than ten times. But every time, I was sweating, panting and dying. Every time I do love, it's a strange and familiar experience for me.

"Don't worry."

I turned around and looked into his eyes.

"How long before I get the divorce verdict?" I held out my finger and touched it gently on his chest.

My first time, to an unknown stranger. In retrospect, I don't have any impression. Gu Yuanhao never touched me at all. Therefore, in a strict sense, lowerson is the one who bears the brunt of the impact and gives me the deepest impression and experience.

I admit that although I have no emotional fetters on him, physically, I really submit to him. I think that's what Lawson felt.

I depend on him physically.

"Within two working days at the latest."

"Well."

That's good. I thought that on the day I got the divorce judgment, I would have a good sleep, a very down-to-earth sleep.

Some people say that women are willing to get married because marriage brings a sense of security.

But for me, divorce and returning to single life can make me safe again.

Security, for women, is extremely important. I can't help but ask myself, so, do I feel safe lying on my back in Lawson's arms?

I dare not think about this topic.

When you think about it, you feel guilty.

I don't want to be in bed with him any more. I have to get up. Uncle Zhang said he would come to me. At the same time, I also realized a problem. He came to LANWAN apartment to see me from time to time, which was not convenient for me.

After a long time, he will always be caught, either Xie Ying or others. Paper can't hold fire.

It's as if... It's true that you have a sense of mind.

At this moment, Lawson spoke.

"Song Yao, I have a residence in Xicheng, although I don't go there often. It's too much trouble to come to you

He told me that in Xicheng, he had an apartment and a villa in a high-end building“ Usually, I live in the dormitory of the building, which is convenient for me to work overtime. "

He gave me the address and said he could give me the key.

"No one will disturb you when you go there."

I smile bitterly.

"I want to know how long do you want to play like this, Lawson?"