Chapter 147

I thank he Zhongyu for his confession and let me know about my grandfather and my father.

It's really sad and painful.

Because of the limitation of birth age, I am not so clear about the movements that took place again and again in China before the reform and opening up. Many of them are indirectly learned by watching TV and reading books.

However, through he Zhongyu's narration, I can still feel the helplessness of little people in the torrent of history and the pain of many families being forced to break up. Family affection, love and friendship can be sold. Loyalty to the organization and political innocence are the most important.

When I look at the bloody steaks on my plate, I suddenly feel full. I just want to drink juice and boiled water to wash my stomach.

He Zhongyu looked at me without moving his knife and fork and asked strangely, "what's the matter? Not to your taste? "

"No, I have no appetite."

I wiped my mouth with a tissue, picked up my bag and said, "sorry, take your time. I'll go back first."

"Wait..." he Zhongyu also quickly stood up, "but you didn't drive. Forget it. I won't eat either. I'll give it to you. "

"Don't bother. I can take a taxi. Goodbye

With these words, I have left he Zhongyu behind and walked quickly to the cashier of the restaurant. I just want to be alone. Then I went back to the house where my father lived, talked to his picture for a while and chatted with him.

He Zhongyu told me about the address of my grandfather's and grandmother's cemeteries. There is a long distance between the two cemeteries. Song Ruirong buried my grandfather and his first wife together. Tomorrow, no matter what, I will go to their grave and present a bunch of flowers. If it is investigated according to the current law, my grandfather will have to go to jail, either with a reprieve or without a deadline!

My dad does have a reason to hate him.

But he Zhongyu also said that my grandmother died, and my grandfather spent the rest of his life in regret and pain and guilt, and his heart could not be peaceful for a day. He hated his mistake, because he also knew that my grandmother was brainwashed and forced to expose it out of pressure and self-protection.

After all, my grandmother died in her early 30s!

Back home, my head began to ache strangely. I felt it. It was very hot.

I have a fever.

I want to go to the drugstore nearby to buy some medicine for headache, but it's too heavy to walk. I have to lie down. It's really hard.

But at this time, the mobile phone is still ringing, someone is looking for me.

I struggled to get up, opened my bag and took out my mobile phone. The blue light reflected from the screen of my mobile phone made me dizzy. I don't want to answer, since it's a strange number, it may be spam.

I just pressed the no answer button and the phone didn't come back.

I support and then slowly climb into bed, cell phone vibration again. I know, there's information coming, so I'll have a hard time, open it and have a look.

I leaned against the pillow, clicked on the message, and reluctantly took a look. But this look, my heart suddenly sank. The one who texted me was actually the obstetrician and gynaecologist who had my physical examination in Ren'ai hospital during the day, the woman with a round face and a lot of freckles.

She told me that she was on duty today and the medical report had come out. My fallopian tube is blocked on both sides, my uterus is atrophic, and I suffer from congenital infertility. After reading the information, my heart did not say that I fell into the ice hole, but it was as sad and depressing as the hail in the cold weather.

Women are sad when it happens to them.

But I also wonder, I don't know this doctor. Why did she send me such a message in the evening and tell me in advance? She and I are not related, and sending such a message seems too abrupt and unprofessional.

I just had a headache and dialed back.

But they didn't answer.

But, I had to answer a short message simply: how do you know my mobile phone number?

Now the other party quickly replied: your medical insurance card has records, I hope to pick up the bill in time tomorrow.

I closed my eyes. Headache, but also pain in the heart. No wonder luoweisen and I have been doing that for so long, but there is no sign of pregnancy. It turns out that I can't get pregnant at all!

But I still feel aggrieved. I don't agree. How can I be infertile?