I argued fiercely with him.
At this moment, I want to tell him plainly that I don't want to stay in Saigon. I'm going back to China and I'm going to book air tickets right away.
But Lawson won't let me go“ It's no use if you imprison me! You know I can't listen to anything now! I'm confused! Can you let me digest first? "
"Song Yao, I know very well that if you really go back to China, our relationship will only be more rigid! If you hate a person's part, you will hate his whole! I know you! So, I still hope you can calm down, Xu Yan and her children, really can't change anything... I always care about people, only you song Yao one! "
"Ha ha..." I have no words, only "ha ha".
In addition to cheating, he and I have cognitive differences. The so-called cognition is three views.
It's a tragedy. He and I are married, only to find that each other is so out of step. Life is a big joke for me. I sat dejectedly by the bed, looking at the packed luggage, but I didn't have the strength to open my legs. I just want to bury my face deep, deep in the quilt“ Luo Weisen, go to find Xu Yan. She's waiting for you now... You shouldn't disturb my heart. Now I don't want to see you. Really, I don't want to... "I want to cry without tears, without words.
He tried to feel my back. But I won't let you. His hand, caressing my back, is like a disgusting fly and leech bite.
"Song Yao..." he sighed deeply, "I'm not good. I think... Can be kept secret all the time, even for a lifetime. I underestimated the impact of this on you. So you're not going to forgive me? "
He got to the point.
"Yes. I'm sorry, I don't want to forgive you. If you want me to forgive you, I can't pretend to be generous. "
"What are you going to do?" As soon as the words came out, the room was immediately filled with an atmosphere of anxiety, which made me suffocate. I lifted my face out of the quilt and said, "Lawson, you are forcing me to make a decision ahead of time."
Although he deceived me, let me be a great blow. But my heart is still attached to him.
After all, this is the one I loved.
"Song Yao... But you... Have determined that I am a dirty person. Even if you reluctantly accept me, the seeds of estrangement have been planted in your heart. This seed will grow up with your emotional instability. We... We will still argue and quarrel... So... "He breathed deeply," although I am reluctant to part with you, I have changed my mind to respect you. OK, you can go home early. However, I hope that when you return home, you will live in our new house. I don't want you to move out and live in the same house. In this way, my heart will be more sudden pain
When he said this, he really covered his chest with his hand and made an expression of great pain.
This expression is not disguised.
The bottom of my heart wailed, like a tired beast that lost all its fighting power. Luoweisen, between you and me, always across the mountain, across the water! Between the mountains and rivers, is my sad and sad gaze.
In an instant, I immediately thought of the strange fortune teller I met in the Mekong River. She said that my second marriage, will still divorce?! Is it true that she predicted?