Han Bing tightly holds the cup in his hand, almost crushing the quilt. She really didn't know how to choose, how to make a step.
The water has reached the bottom, but Han Bing doesn't know it at all. He mechanically repeats the action of drinking water, but his brain is like paste.
There is no reliable person in the big city of Nuo. Even if the sea of people is bustling, after all, he is only a lonely family, and he can only deal with and undertake everything by himself. Go all out to whitewash peace, and get used to pretending that's who you really are.
It seems that there are signs of rainstorm, and raindrops begin to fall from the air. The wind surged stronger, and the branches began to swing wantonly. Yang city all over the sky, confused people's eyes, but also confused people.
Han Bing turns on the light in the room. For a moment, the light is bright. Han Bing quickly covers her eyes and is suddenly exposed to the strong light. For a moment, she is not used to it.
Han Bing stood up and poured a glass of water for himself.
She has made up her mind to get rid of the child. Han Bing decides to secretly ask his housekeeper to help him contact the abortion doctor. After thinking about it, only the housekeeper can keep a secret. No matter how much it costs, tell the doctor to keep it secret.
"Gulu Gulu." Han Bing feels his stomach. I didn't eat all day today. I was just upset and didn't feel hungry. Now calm down, I'm really hungry.
Give yourself a treat today! Regardless of the wind and rain, Han Bing still went to the restaurant where he often went to eat.
It's raining harder and harder. The sky seemed to be torn apart, the rain poured down, and the streets immediately merged into a vast ocean. Raindrops crackled on the window, shaking people's hearts.
On this night, Han Bing had a very comfortable sleep. Unexpectedly did not wake up from the dream, even did not dream. It's as comfortable as having solved the problem.
The next day, Han Bing woke up early. She knows that Gu Chengyuan will come to the company today. So get dressed up.
On the way to the company, Han Bing kept a happy mood. Into the company also took the initiative to nod and smile with everyone.
Han Bing pretends to be busy with her work, but her eyes glance at the door of the company from time to time. She looks forward to the moment when Gu Chengyuan comes. With such careful dressing, Gu Chengyuan can see himself at the first sight.
"Here comes Mr. Gu, here comes Mr. Gu." Gu Chengyuan just entered the elevator, but the news quickly spread to the company.
"I just came to the company after I was discharged. I'm so dedicated."
"That's not true. This company is the result of Mr. Gu's hard work for many years."
Han Bing listen to their discussion, in the heart for no reason a burst of tension, she sipped a saliva, told himself. We must be calm and not be too artificial in front of Gu Chengyuan. Han Bing secretly takes out the mirror and looks at her makeup.
Always in the face of Gu Chengyuan, there will be a trace of fear, for fear of saying the wrong thing, doing the wrong thing, make him unhappy. I'm also afraid that I will be less favorable to him.
Some people, missed is a lifetime. But love, is a lifetime.
"Here you are, Mr. Gu."
Han Bing's attention was attracted by the greeting outside the door, and she quickly stood up. Go to meet Gu Chengyuan.
"Chengyuan, here you are."
Gu Chengyuan just looked at her, nodded and went straight into the office.
Han Bing is busy arranging documents, reporting work and arranging itinerary for Gu Chengyuan.
"Chengyuan, would you like some coffee?"
"You don't have to do this." Gu Chengyuan hesitated and declined.
In fact, Gu Chengyuan is not used to Han Bing's appearance, but Han Bing is too enthusiastic and refuses to find a suitable opportunity. Gu Chengyuan wanted to open his mouth several times and tell her clearly what he thought. But every time she met her hot eyes, Gu Chengyuan hesitated.
But silence often gives people more hope, hope is too full, can not bear disappointment. When it is judged, it is the unchangeable law.
Han Bing put down the cup lost, she just want to have been around Gu Chengyuan's side. Find reasons for yourself to care about him. Han Bing really can't find anything else to do for Gu Chengyuan. Han Bing enjoys taking care of a person.
Perhaps this is his obsession with Gu Chengyuan. As long as he can do something for him, he will feel satisfied. Han Bing looks at Gu Chengyuan silently. His eyebrows and eyes, his manner, are so just right, not losing demeanor.
Gu Chengyuan felt a little embarrassed and was stared at like this.
"Chengyuan, wait for the meeting in half an hour...""Cancelled! Han Bing, I want to talk to you. "
"About what?" Looking at Gu Chengyuan's serious appearance and pushing off the meeting, Han Bing has some doubts in her heart.
Han Bing put down the papers and sat on the sofa.
Gu Chengyuan opened his mouth several times, but he didn't know where to start: "Han Bing, I told you that there are people in my heart who can't let go."
Han Bing didn't expect that Gu Chengyuan would take the initiative to mention this topic, and would say it so directly. She was stunned.
"I know I'm sorry to say that, but my heart really can't hold a second person." Gu Chengyuan is determined to make it clear in any case today. He can't go on like this. If you delay too long, you will lose both.
"But I..."
Gu Chengyuan didn't give her a chance to speak: "I've always seen what you've done. I'm not hard hearted, but I really don't have energy and desire. Do you understand? "
Gu chengyuandun continued: "you are so excellent, you will find someone who is really suitable for you. I don't know who he is, but he will show up at the right time. But it must not be me
"Not you." Han Bing silently repeated Gu Chengyuan's words. She didn't expect that Gu Chengyuan would be so straightforward and merciless. But this has always been Gu Chengyuan's style.
"Yes! It must not be me who accompany you. Han Bing, you're good enough, but I don't have the fortune. " Gu Chengyuan saw the change of her face, and knew that today's words really hurt her heart, but there was no sharp knife to cut the mess, only the more entangled, the more confused.
"No! That's not the truth. I'm not good enough, right? If I try to change, you'll like me in the end, won't you? " Han Bing looks forward to Gu Chengyuan. At the moment, she can't worry about her identity and face. It's true that she can hear Gu Chengyuan's promise.
Gu Chengyuan did not speak and shook his head in silence.
"Chengyuan, no matter what your attitude is, I just like you." Han Bing clenches her teeth and confides again.
"Why are you doing that?"
"I've never liked a person as much as I liked you. The person who can accompany me has appeared in the right place at the right time. It's you Han Bing's eyes almost burst into tears.
"I'm not really that person!" Gu Chengyuan really doesn't know how to persuade her.
"Stubborn or stubborn. I just want to accompany you. I just want to have your shadow and your existence in my future life. " Han Bing turned around and quietly wiped away her tears.
Han Bing continued: "once you were together, you can't let go. But now she's gone, I'm with you. I love you
"That person is you, really you."
Gu Chengyuan disheartened waved his hand: "forget it, you go out to calm down first. We all need to think about it. "
Han Bing's body trembles slightly, today her emotion really broke out. Han Bing took a few deep breaths and adjusted. He pushed the door and went out.
Gu Chengyuan stood alone in front of the French window, looking at the distant outline of the mountain. The sky was blue, with a few pale white clouds floating. Occasionally, a breeze blows and the white clouds shift slightly.
Some people, some things. In the most appropriate time into life, is the fate of life.
Han Bing will never forget Gu Chengyuan's determination when he said those words. As soon as he closed his eyes, Gu Chengyuan's indifference appeared. Even if they no longer how hoarse, heartrending. After all, it can't move a person who doesn't love himself at all. No matter how hard you try, you can't wake up a person who pretends to be sleeping.
But Han Bing is not reconciled. She has always been unwilling to believe in fate, and never admitted it. She still thinks that Gu Chengyuan's neglect today will make him love himself in the future.
Han Bing looks at Gu Chengyuan's closed office door and decides to gamble on whether time can dissipate everything.
In Gu Chengyuan's heart, she seems to have not gone far. She seems to be coming back. Gu Chengyuan knows that Han Bing can't take her place in his heart, and even no one can take her place.
Han Bing also knows all this, but she can't help it. She always deliberately avoids it. Knowing one step wrong, but helpless step by step wrong. She always wanted to try her best to feel the breath of the person in his heart. She wanted to learn the man's frown and sorrow. all is quiet at dead of night. There was always a strange and distant voice telling her that she wanted to be Gu Chengyuan's lover.
Xi Shi's heart is sick and she is in it. The ugliness in it is beautiful when people see it. Return also hold the heart and frown in it. Among them, the rich see it and keep their doors shut; Poor people see it and take their wives away. He knows the beauty of frown, but does not know why it is beautiful.If you don't love, everything is a mere imitation.
"Hello, Miss Han. Doctor, I've found the time, place and so on. I'll send it to you on my mobile phone. "
"Good."
"I'll hang up first."
"Remember what I told you"
Feelings often have a kind of magic that is difficult to control, which can make the most humble people summon up courage, and also make the most merciful people become cruel. People who are deeply immersed in emotions always comfort themselves with the saying that emotions are selfish. However, if you harm others and yourself, you often don't know it.
The afterglow of the setting sun penetrates through the thick branches and leaves and refracts to the stacked bluestone road. At this time, the sun has no temperature, but it still wants to add some luster to the pale world. From bright yellow to scarlet and then to indigo, the ever-changing is calling for the yearning for life.
Summer late more than once in thinking, Gu Chengyuan in the end is what illness in hiding himself. Thinking of Gu Chengyuan's evasive expression, Xia Wan confirmed his guess. Just know Gu Chengyuan too much, what he thinks won't say, is no matter how can't ask a bit.
He didn't look well at the time. But I still insist that I'm ok. Gu Chengyuan has always been like this. No matter what happens, he will tell others that I'm ok. It seems that the number of strong support more, it is really OK. But when the little makes the most of the day, I will only bear it silently.
But Fang bin is not willing to help himself. I can only do my best to investigate in my limited spare time.
Xia Wan doesn't know what identity to deal with the doctor's interrogation. In that hospital with such strong confidentiality, if she says a wrong word or makes a wrong gesture, she may expose her true identity.
Summer evening in the heart incomparably uneasy. But nature is like this, no matter what is unknown in the future, we must stick to it.
The cold moonlight echoes the lingering sunset. Without the courage to look forward to the jade rabbit of Chang'e in Guanghan palace, Wu Gang felled GUI. Only because their carrier is cold as if they are thousands of miles away. Pieces of moonlight blade cut off the old red line, blurred the eyes of looking for love.
"Diddidi." His ears were filled with the incessant honking of the irascible driver. People in traffic jams are like ants on a hot pot. All of us are in a state of conflict. Things that can be solved by mutual humility must be fought to death.