Some things happen when they happen, and they may choose to start over, but some people and things don't even have the opportunity to make up. They may not appear frequently in the memory of life, but they are everywhere.
After leaving hospital for the first time to eat, the nanny stewed a lot of black chicken soup for Xia Wan. The meat was soft and almost melted in the mouth. The smell was very attractive, but Xia Wan took a look and changed his face.
If you want to say what is the least favorite food in summer evening, it is nourishing soup.
In the past, summer evening is still very like soup, good digestion and nutrition, but since which thing, she is not willing to touch some soup.
Especially in the current situation, the same situation is that the baby has just been born. In the same situation, when Xia Wan almost saw the nanny coming in with a pot of soup, he had an impulse to turn around and run away!
But she resisted. Now it's over. Gu Chengyuan is not the Gu Chengyuan in the past. The summer evening is not the summer evening before. The same situation will not happen again, but the shadow left behind is not so easy to overcome.
Especially in the face of these soups.
The next summer evening directly refused, and ordered not to send these things to her in the future. Nanny thought that she had done something wrong. She carefully looked at the color of Xia Wan. Maybe Xia Wan's face was too ugly. She didn't dare to say anything, so she took it out.
This matter was soon known by Gu Chengyuan.
At that time, he was coaxing Gu Shuang. When he heard that the young nanny was worried about it, he immediately understood the reason why Xia Wan didn't want to drink soup.
His body immediately stiff, that moment almost lost the panic of summer night tightly captured his heart. His face was almost pale, and the nanny on one side felt that he had lost his strength at that moment, as if he was weak and dying.
Nanny is not an educated person. She can't describe that feeling. She just knows that her husband is very sad. She doesn't understand. She just makes a soup or makes a tonic for her body because she is pregnant in late summer. How can the two masters of the family become like this?
Gu Chengyuan did not dare to see Xia Wan for the first time. He stood at the door wandering several times, but did not even have the courage to push the door.
He is timid. He is afraid to see Xia Wan's cold face after entering. He is afraid that Xia Wan will regret being with him. He is afraid of losing Xia Wan!
It's ridiculous that the caretakers in the city are so scared.
In fact, Gu Chengyuan's heart has been very uneasy. Since Xia Wan came back to him, he began to panic.
On the surface, he didn't show anything, and Xia Wan promised him more than once that he would not leave, but there was still a kind of panic in his heart, because he knew what he had done!
All along, they just forget things. Xia Wan said that he would forgive and would come back, and even in turn, he would comfort Gu Chengyuan, but this can not dispel Gu Chengyuan's worries.
On the surface, the two of them and Meimei have always been in love, but he asked himself, will he forgive himself?
The answer is No. Gu Chengyuan keeps this kind of mood in his heart. He always thinks that it won't come to the surface, but he didn't expect it to be so fast.
Summer evening is not willing to drink soup, why? Because the last time, Gu Chengyuan put the medicine into the soup for tonifying the body in the late summer. Step by step, he destroyed the mind of the late summer.
At that time, when Xia Wan was just born, Gu Chengyuan could take her hand regardless of her feelings. It was like a crack in the mirror. There was nothing when she couldn't see it. But once the mirror was used, it was the gap between them, which could not be eliminated.
Dinner time, summer evening is the standard equipment, and then drink a glass of water.
Gu Chengyuan looks at the sweet soup that the nurse brings out and does not move, and clenches his hands.
The next day was a sunny day. She got up early in the late summer. She planned to have a good wash. These days, Yu had just given birth to her baby. She just had a simple wash. She felt uncomfortable in so many days.
After she cleaned up, she arrived at the meal, but Gu Chengyuan came in with the meal.
Summer evening some strange, she looked at Gu Chengyuan came, "how do you give me a meal, you are not busy..." did not finish the words, and then saw Gu Chengyuan with a beautiful color of soup stopped, the memory of the past almost instantly gushed out, accompanied by, is the kind of heart splitting pain.
At that moment, Xia Wan's face became very ugly. She almost lost her manners in front of Gu Chengyuan.
Gu Chengyuan naturally also saw out, his surface as if nothing had happened, but in the heart because of the pale face of the summer night mercilessly painful."Summer evening, come to dinner. I've heard from the nanny that you only eat hard dishes these days, but you are very weak now. It's better to drink some stewed nutritious soup."
Xia Wan's movements were almost rigid. He neither stepped forward nor spoke, just looked at the slightly shaking soup on the table.
"... I don't want to drink. Take it out!" Her voice was very stiff, but Gu Chengyuan didn't seem to hear it. He picked up the soup directly.
"Xia Wan, I know you don't want to believe me. I have nothing to explain about the past, but this time, I hope you can give me a chance to believe me again!"
Gu Chengyuan said that he took a spoonful of it, but did not give it to Xia Wan. Instead, he drank it directly into his mouth.
"It's delicious. Would you like to try it?"
He had a smile on his lips, just like the elegant gentleman in the play. But Xia Wan knew what kind of person he was. He was cold and selfish, and his character could be called eccentric. He and Wen Run Ru Yu were two extremes.
But when he faced himself, it was to remove all the hardness, showing a rare soft.
Xia Wan unknowingly put on a smile, why not believe it, this person has never been defensive, what are willing to tell themselves, even life can pay, what can not believe it?
Xia Wan has always loved Gu Chengyuan, and she is willing to give everything. The moment she decides to come back, Xia Wan will no longer doubt Gu Chengyuan. She knows that Gu Chengyuan will not harm her, but in the face of the nanny's soup, Xia Wan can't help changing her face. She is not suspicious, she just doesn't dare.
Years of treatment as like as two peas, left a shadow in the heart of Xia and evening, and once again faced with the same scenes, she resisted from her heart.
In fact, Gu Chengyuan is quite right. Some things just sink into the bottom of my heart and are gradually buried by time. It doesn't matter at ordinary times, but when it comes out, it is hurt.
"I always know that there is a barrier between us," Gu Chengyuan said. "What happened and the harm I brought have settled down. This time, it's just an accident. Maybe it will be quiet again after a while, but I'm not reconciled."
Gu Chengyuan said seriously, "I'm not reconciled. At the end of summer, I can't stand the estrangement between me and you. I don't even want to leave something bad in your heart."
"We used to say that it doesn't matter, that we forgive, that what has passed will pass, but why, in fact, none of us has forgotten. Just put it in the bottom of my heart, layer by layer of memories pressed up, coupled with the burial of time, gradually even forget that there is still this thing in my heart. "
Gu Chengyuan stirred the small spoon, "I love you, summer evening. I will never allow you to leave me again. Our estrangement will be broken by me."
"Have a drink," Gu said, looking calm“ I've tasted it. It's sweet. "
I had a taste in the late summer.
In fact, things are not so difficult, after the first step.
That kind of old scar in contact with the sun after rapid healing, a trace does not leave, summer late can not say that relaxed.
After this conversation, the two people completely put down. Gu Chengyuan no longer focused on his daughter. He began to have more relationship with his wife's health. Every day, he would personally serve the tonic Decoction for Xia Wan, but every time he would taste it himself before giving it to Xia Wan.
Xia Wan also began to relax and concentrate on taking care of her children. She has a loving husband, a sensible son, and now she has a little daughter. What's not satisfied with her?
Gu Shuang's full moon, Gu Chengyuan feast, the whole city of dignified people are coming, small Gu Shuang also officially entered the sight of the Gu family.
The youngest daughter of Gu Chengyuan and Xia Wan has just reached the full moon, but that little face already has the shadow of Xia Wan when she was young. She has a beautiful face and looks. She can see that she is a beauty embryo when she is young. She must be a great beauty when she grows up.
In one night, Gu Shuang received countless praises. On the way, Gu Shuang snored and slept sweetly. He put his fists on both sides of his head and tilted his head. When Xia Wan looked at it, he felt warm in his heart.
How could she not love the remaining daughter? At this time, the benefits of her insistence on natural childbirth also come. Xiaogu Shuang doesn't eat, sleeps well, grows very fast, and looks smarter than ordinary children.
It's just the full moon. Gu Shuang can babble out some syllables, and clearly recognize his parents. As soon as he comes to his father or mother, he grins and hugs others, but soon he starts looking for his parents, or he starts making trouble.
The little guy would not cry even if he peed. He just called a few times to remind the people around him. Sometimes when he woke up at night, there was no one around him in the middle of the night, and she didn't make any noise. She just looked around. Sometimes a piece of clothes with patterns could let her see for a long time. Occasionally, she waved her hands and feet to chase the bell on her hands and feet. When she made a sound, she was very happy, and she could laugh.This banquet Dongdong followed Xiawan like a little gentleman, as long as someone wanted to hold his sister. After a while, it's OK. After a long time, Dongdong won't worry about what Xia Wan doesn't show. He will take his sister back directly. Even if others say he is mean, he will not waver in his determination to protect his sister.
Dongdong used to show off where to play and what good gifts he received. But now look at the show off has become his sister, Xiao Gu Shuang.
When I got to school, I told my little friends that I got my sister's kiss today. Tomorrow, I said that my sister was smiling at me and envied other children. I went home one after another and asked my mother to give me a sister to play with.
Now Gu Chengyuan is always paying attention to the summer evening, so he has less time to watch Gu Shuang. He can't wait to get what he wants.
So down, even in the evening asked to put my sister to his room to sleep, also said to help my mother share, you can take care of my sister, said you directly give my sister to me!
Xia Wan was angry and laughed by him. Where can a child take care of a baby? At ordinary times, what Dongdong sees is Gu Shuang who has been cleaned up. Although Gu Shuang is very good, it's obvious that he can't do anything like feeding or changing diapers. Don't take care of the child. The more help he gets, the more chaotic he will be.
Although he was rejected, Dongdong was not discouraged. He always wanted to have a sister. Now that this wish has finally come true, how could he be unhappy.
When he was young, Dongdong was at school by himself. At that time, he wanted to have a little sister. He would follow him all the time. He would listen to everything he said. He would play with his sister all the time. Even if Gu Chengyuan found out the problem and transferred him to another school, he didn't give up.
Dongdong is lying on the edge of the baby bed. Gu Shuang wants to grab his finger and put it in his mouth. He keeps hiding. Little Gu Shuang seems to have got something funny and keeps chasing his finger.