In the subway, because of the crowd, because are in a hurry to get off work, no one to see her look embarrassed.
But on the bus, it's different.
On the bus she took, there were not many people.
If there are few people, she will be the focus of attention.
Those eyes, there are curiosity, there are pitiful, there are ridicule.
At that moment, Zheng Weiwei suddenly felt that she was particularly ridiculous.
So when she got off the bus, she took a taxi to find Li you.
She needs a little bit of strength, a strength to recharge.
But now, after holding Li you in her arms, standing in the staircase and looking at the empty staircase, she suddenly felt that she had no strength at all.
She seems to have lost something important, but she can't find it.
She did not go, sitting on the stairs, crying silently.
Until the tears run dry and the eyes are red and swollen.
She wiped her tears, picked up the bag again and went downstairs.
It's still the stairs.
One layer after another, she was sweating a little. She thought she might catch a cold.
At this time, buying some cold medicine seems to be a big expense.
When she came out of the building, she took a few more steps before raising her head.
It stopped again.
He looked at Li you from a distance.
Li you took out a tissue from his pocket, walked over to her, handed it to her, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid you'll miss the elevator again."
Zheng Weiwei slowly took the tissue from Li you's hand.
Looking at a coat on Li you.
Li you has changed a long time ago, she knows.
But she did not expect that Li you would change so thoroughly, even the details have changed.
See her eyes, Li you gently smile, "the body is not good, afraid of a cold, many things at home, now can't add chaos."
He said simple, but such a sentence is full of responsibility.
Zheng Weiwei pursed her mouth.
"What's the matter?"
Li you is a P.E. student and now a P.E. teacher. Before they separated, Li you didn't change his habit of loving sports. He is in good health.
During the two days when Li you and Gu Yi were kidnapped, few people actually knew about the high price kidnapping.
No one knows about his being taken to the suburbs.
Li you put his hand in his pocket and said, "nothing. Maybe he's old."
"How old are you?" Zheng Weiwei laughs.
"I used to practice too hard, but now I've found all the problems."
Li you's tone was flat and half true. Zheng Weiwei frowned and didn't know what to say.
She lowered her head again. "I'm going."
"Vivi." When she came to her side, Li you suddenly called out.
Zheng Weiwei stopped, but did not look at Li you, but looked at the scene outside the building.
Only the vague shadow of flowers, can not see the next.
Li you looked at her and said, "I haven't eaten yet. Let's have a meal together."
"I have." Zheng Weiwei's blunt refusal.
Li you gently smile, "Wei Wei, you don't become magnanimous, I see open, but you began to avoid me."
He turned around. "I didn't want to pester you, but we can't be husband and wife. It's OK to be a friend."
Zheng Weiwei suddenly felt that her teeth were sour, which was not good.
She didn't speak for a while.
Li you said slowly, "I've learned some dishes. Mom hasn't come back these days. Dad and I don't have the same time. No one can taste them. Please try them."
Zheng Weiwei blinked her eyes and looked up at him slowly.
The other day, no, a long time ago, when they quarreled, she still remembered clearly.
I can see it clearly.
Because Gu Yi's life makes her become a housewife when she marries Li you. It's useless to say that a full-time wife, even if she changes her good reputation, will not change her sorrow of becoming a housewife in the future.
So she got angry.
She didn't want to live like this.
No love, no warmth.
But today, when she heard Li you say this, Zheng Weiwei felt a little trance.
Li you took a step forward and said, "let's go."
Zheng Weiwei stood there motionless, and Li you in the elevator looked at each other for ten seconds, then followed in.
Back to Li you's home.
Zheng Weiwei hasn't been here for a long time.
There's no change. It's the same as before.
The warmth of home is everywhere.
It's fireworks, but it's warm.
She changed her shoes, took off her coat stained with red wine, and looked at the clean clothes Li you took out and put on the sofa.It's his clothes.
Zheng Weiwei looked at the dress for a while and didn't reach for it.
She went to the kitchen.
Standing at the door, watching Li you is not very skilled in cutting vegetables.
Li you's kitchen is not very big. Before, she never found that the lights of every house she saw were so beautiful when she stood here and looked out of the window.
A single light would make her feel very warm.
Li you turned his head to look at her, eyes only on her shirt to stay for a moment, then said, "first watch TV, soon."
Zheng Weiwei lowered her eyes, "can I help you?"
"No Li you shook his head. "No trouble. I'll do it myself. You can sit down."
Zheng Weiwei still does not move, obstinately stands here.
After two seconds of silence in the kitchen, Li Youhuan said slowly, "cooking really takes a lot of time. I used to eat it directly, but I never found out about it. Mom is not at home these days, so I have to prepare it by myself, so I found it's not so simple."
There is something surging in Zheng Weiwei's eyes.
When she quarreled with Li you before, it was not because Li you had opposite opinions with her, but because Li Yougen didn't understand what she cared about.
What she cares about is that she doesn't want to be a housewife, and she doesn't want her future life to revolve around daily necessities and children.
But Li you is used to it because Gu Yi's occupation is a servant.
Because Gu Yi is too proficient in doing these things, he will feel that these are very simple things. It's no trouble and no waste of time.
But this time, Zheng Weiwei shook her head, "no, these are warm things. This is home."
She was wrong.
She thinks that there is no daily necessities in real love, there is no such trivia.
When I was just with Duan Zhengyang, it was like this.
Duan Zhengyang took her to those wanghong restaurants for dinner.
Give her a small gift. At the beginning, there was no impurity in their life.
Zheng Weiwei thought she met the love she wanted.
But that was just the beginning.
Then everything changed.
Duan Zhengyang began to become very busy in filming. She was obviously with Duan Zhengyang, but after Duan Zhengyang finished filming, he would say that there was still entertainment and let her go back first.