Chapter 825

This is not the thinking that a woman in the new era should have, but the thinking that a normal woman should have. She loves Zhan Glacier, and of course wants to have a child for him, and he is the only boy in the Zhan family. If he has no children, Zhan will The home has been lonely since then.

She couldn't imagine that it was all because of her.

"Xiaoxiao," Wang Shuhui looked at her with a calm smile, stretched out her hand, took her hand, and smiled: "You know? What is the thing I regret the most in my life?"

Lin Xiaoxiao listened to her carefully.

"My regret is that I gave birth to Xiaochuan's father. What he has encountered in this world should not be what he has to bear. He should grow up healthy and happy like a child from an ordinary family, but he didn't, he endured it. Everything he shouldn't have endured at his age, he finally died when Xiaochuan was a child,"

When it comes to the death of her eldest son, Wang Shuhui still has no way to let go, in her words: "This is a political competition, he is the one who is loyal and filial, so he chose loyalty, but he left behind Us, and his children..."

Lin Xiaoxiao felt embarrassed and sad, but she couldn't express anything, because she had no right to speak about this matter.

She couldn't understand the pain she was going through because she couldn't empathize with her.

"These things have been in my heart for decades, and I have been waiting for Xiaochuan to grow up, but his life is so long, and the more we look at it, the more worried we become, because we will eventually grow old. , but they have their own lives, we hope, their company, but also hope that they can live well, many things, it is always difficult to have the best of both worlds, just like now, he went to the battlefield for his grandfather, but that was his will, If it were me, I wouldn't let him go."

Wang Shuhui always wished him a peaceful and ordinary life.

"But he was born in Zhan's family, this is his destiny..."

She said the last sentence with tears in her eyes. Those sad past events couldn't be brought up. Once they were mentioned, an unstoppable torrent came, and she couldn't stop them. She couldn't control these emotions, which were hidden in her body. Sadness deep inside, pain and helplessness...

"Grandma," Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know how to comfort her, because she knew that these tragic feelings could only be digested by herself.

Just like she lost her father, until now she has no way to recover from the shadow of death.

The relatives go, it is death, there is no way to come back, he went to another world, you will never see each other, but this world is still changing day by day, every day, changing, fate is ruthlessly abused You, you have no ability to resist.

This is the change brought about by time, the so-called surrender.

Wang Shuhui refused to go on. Every time she said something too painful, it would be like a stab in her heart, and the pain would make her unable to sleep well for days and nights.

But today, she has something to say.

"Xiaoxiao, it's not that the Zhan family doesn't want a great-grandson, but if his destiny is still to follow Xiaochuan's old path, then from your grandfather's standpoint, I'd rather not," she looked at her with tears in her eyes. His voice trembled a little: "Xiaoxiao, grandma has been in such pain all her life, but you can live peacefully with Xiaochuan, you don't need to go through all this."

This is because of love. Everything she does is for them to live well.