Chapter 866

Chi Xiaoxi never thought that one day, she would knock on her mother's door wearing this outfit.

I still remember when she was a child, she once did something wrong and her mother punished her for standing in the living room all night.

In fact, now that I think about it, the mistakes made at that time were just mistakes that any child would make. It was just that she secretly took her grandmother's money and went to buy something to eat with her good friends.

At that time, there was an accident with her father, and one thing Chi Xiaoxi never told Lin Xiaoxiao was that, fortunately, when she was in the first grade of elementary school, her father had a car accident and stayed in the intensive care unit for a month. , was a life saver.

At that time, she was still in the teacher's class, and then a classmate came over and told her that her father had an accident. At that time, she was only seven years old, and she didn't understand, and she didn't understand anything. She thought that death was a simple matter. But things.

At that time, her cousin, who was a few years older, already understood that death means that he will never be seen again, never to be seen again, and he will no longer be able to participate in anything that happens in your life in the future. troubles, even your joys and sorrows, he can no longer participate.

Because he is gone.

But she didn't know it at the time.

I only vaguely remember that at that time, the tears of the eldest cousin slipped down, and she said something through the window glass. She was very vague and could not understand it. Now I think she already knew the news at that time.

Because at that time, it was her father who died.

In that small class, this story really spread very quickly, everyone was spreading it, her father died, only she was ignorant, and she was even comforting her eldest cousin, it was all right, It's okay.

Because the education she received since she was a child is that the first reaction when she encounters someone crying is to comfort her and give her the greatest warmth. Only in this way will her emotions be relieved.

But no, she still saw tears, slipping down from the big cousin's face across the screen, with the immaturity of that age, obviously, she was still discussing with her a second ago, using the stolen grandmother's money to buy it what delicious.

That kind of pain, thinking about it now, is really painful and regretful, why was she so stupid at the time, why did it happen at that time, and she didn't realize it at all...

She didn't have any consciousness, and it also caused her mother to rush back from the hospital in order to comfort her. She comforted her and said, "Xiaoxi, my father is on a business trip. He is fine, don't think about it..."

Who passed on everything in the school, big cousin? Or a teacher?

She still remembered the sympathetic eyes of the teacher, the eyes of those classmates looking at her, and the excitement and curiosity about the word death.

And in the evening, mother's bowl of beef noodles comforted her.

Even if she made her stand up, she would tell her after she finished eating, Xiaoxi, if you did something wrong, you need to be punished. Only in this way will you correct your mistakes.

In the second half of the night, she couldn't hold it anymore and went to knock on her mother's door, but she didn't dare. Later, after thinking about it for a long time, she put on a rabbit suit, and then thought, mother saw this Clothing, she should be happy, at least, she will let herself sleep for a while.

The later development of the matter was that she went to knock, and then she saw the collapsed mother, crying all the time. In those two days, her hair fell out one by one, and it never grew back.

The next morning, she put on a lot of makeup, but it still couldn't cover her dark circles.

She went through such a high-pressure life for a month.

Chi Xiaoxi didn't understand at that time, but now, as she grew older, things became clearer and clearer. She remembered everything, and remembered everything.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she was already in tears, those memories were like a knife, one knife at a time lingering in her heart.