Honglin has never told anyone about the pain in his heart, but now, facing Tianming, a simple and homely child, he wants to say it, because he wants to let him know... In this world, what is there? How filthy, far from what he imagined, or, it was his wealth and security that limited his imagination, or, just because of his class, he was a high-class person.
Just like the good man who brought him to the country of Chiba once said: I want to bring you back to your real life, to be a real prince, and you don't need to live such a turbulent life anymore.
At a young age, he believed it.
At that time, he was looking forward to it. When he was in exile with his mother, he could not eat enough or wear warm clothes, but he also knew that at that time, there was a mother who loved him, but what happened later? Things started to get worse little by little, and the person who took him to find happiness didn't carry it to the end.
When the last person who followed him to protect him fell down, Hong Lin completely became a helpless person. He could beg for a living, and he could even be a handyman to work for others for free. As long as there is a stutterer, it is fine to not starve to death, but at that time, a person saw him and then led him into the endless darkness.
He still remembered that the last thing the person who wanted to lead him to live a good life with was, "Don't tell them who you are."
In the days that followed, he was paralyzed by pain. He killed too many people. Every day was spent in pain and guilt. Every day, he wanted to die, but in order to live, for his mother, and Those who once fought so hard to keep him alive live, and he lives to this day.
At the beginning, he had been waiting for someone to ask him who he was, but no one ever asked him, and later, he didn't remember who he was, or, it was those painful days that made him forget him. Who, because in his life, there are killings everywhere, he no longer remembers who he is, and he no longer remembers who is standing in front of him, he only remembers that he wants to live.
Tianming looked at Honglin, and the smoke cut off his favor. At this time, in the night, he was as weak as a touch of air, and he might leave at any time. At this time, Tianming really understood how much Honglin felt in his heart. The pain, but those pains, for him, were a kind of indifference as solid as a stone, and it became that kind of indifference. For him, there was no reason, because he lived in such an environment.
"you……"
"I live in such an environment, killing is my homework, just like you memorize the text, the dagger is our pen, you write the pen, but we don't even have to look back, we can only keep killing, Constantly living for the sake of living, there, there is no moment where you want to take a breath after surviving, because no one will give you time, I also thought about letting my best friend die, but when I started When he was hesitating, he blew it with a knife..."
Tianming looked at him intact, and it was very uncomfortable. He now knows that some people's injuries are not on the surface, and some people's injuries are in the deepest part of the heart, and you can't even see them.
"No one has ever thought about why we teenagers would go through this, and we have never thought about it, because we just live with each other, so until now, we people are still alive and well, but for this world, We are just a bunch of rubbish, and a bunch of rubbish can be thrown away after use up, and to Ye Qingyan, we are also rubbish."
These words were very calm, Hong Lin didn't even take a breath, he just said it calmly, but no one knew what those words meant. Why didn't the Lin family react at all when they saw such a scene? When faced with Xiaoman being bullied, why could he kill that person with ease.
Everything has been dealt with without a trace. Tianming always thought that he was a cold-blooded person, but now, he knows that he is not. He can tell others about the painful process, which proves that , He really is a person who wants to live a good life.