Lin Xiaoxiao feels that as long as he can keep his three children, he is willing to do anything else. You are already weak, but when you become a mother, you will become stronger and more forbearing.
Lin Xiaoxiao often used such thoughts to convince himself and numb his nerves, but in fact he knew very well in his heart, very clearly, this was just an excuse to deceive himself, he was afraid, facing Ye Qingyan's pursuit, facing the vague Tomorrow, he has too many fears. Maybe it was because of the worry about the child at first that he dared not have an accident, dare not die, and dare not have any problems, but what happened later?
What really made Lin Xiaoxiao realize that he couldn't continue like this was the incident with Xiao Cui.
Xu Congying said that Xiao Cui looked a little strange, but Lin Xiaoxiao said that he believed that when Xiao Cui first met Xiao Cui, Uncle Chen didn't believe in Xiao Cui either. There is a strange danger around, but Lin Xiaoxiao also persuaded Uncle Chen to let her take Xiao Cui with her.
Maybe everyone thinks that Lin Xiaoxiao sympathizes with Xiao Cui's experience, but it is not because Lin Xiaoxiao has seen a different self from Xiao Cui. Only with Xiao Cui can he keep reminding himself, It can't go on like this.
The two are also mothers, and they are also suffering from the pain of life, but the tenacious vitality shown by Xiao Cui is completely different from the way Lin Xiaoxiao is submissive now!
Lin Xiaoxiao sometimes couldn't help thinking, if she was like Xiao Cui at the beginning, never gave up hope of living, never retreated cowardly, would it be a completely different ending today? Every time I see Xiao Cui, Lin Xiaoxiao will remind herself not to continue like this, and not to give herself any excuses to escape!
But before Lin Xiaoxiao made a change, this happened suddenly. Lin Xiaoxiao fell into deep self-blame again. She had to admit that her life in the Country of Ten Thousand Flowers was not what she imagined. Miserable, compared with what happened to Xiao Cui, he was actually too lucky. Even though he experienced an unfortunate marriage, he still met Zhan Glacier in the end, and Zhan Glacier brought him out of that terrible nightmare.
During this process, Lin Xiaoxiao actually played the role of the one who received help, and he did not successfully overcome any adversity on his own.
Such a sense of frustration almost makes people feel hopeless!
Lin Xiaoxiao thought about the firelight, she couldn't help but sighed, just as she was about to throw all these thoughts out of her head and let herself have a better state of mind, a small sound suddenly came from her ear. .
The sound of something stepping across the grass.
The night makes everything quiet, and even the impetuous heart in the day gradually sank. Although there is the sound of the sea breeze, the sound of the waves crashing on the beach, and the sound of the roar of the sea, but as long as one A little bit of small sound can still be heard clearly.
Lin Xiaoxiao turned her head to look at the source of the sound. It was a dense coconut forest. Under the darkness of the night, nothing could be seen at all.
Is there anyone?
If it's a human, Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't think it's scary, but what if it's a beast?